I Will Die. I Will Not Die

Happy Sibling Rane Saturday!

Quote credit to @annabelle--cane (hope you don’t mind) Full qoute here

another chappell roan drawing because I’m obsessed with her

oh boy I’ve got a lot of them but here are some of my favs

Im not all that witty. I was just going to see if I could push you off the roof

And if I don’t get lucky at least I get to die on my own terms. Alone and spiteful

My name is carpenter and I am still alive

I think you may have misunderstood something fundamental about hostage-taking. Hey, it’s the way it was taught to me.

Oh, I don’t know. A prophet of her people, maybe? Good people. The god doesn’t matter, the god’s just her way of telling the story.

That’s what it means to have a sibling, isn’t it? You learn new ways to love and to hate someone.

It’s a gift that’s given and asks nothing in return. A joy with no conditions.

My time with you, that was a gift. Hearing your voice again now when I never thought I would - that’s another gift.

Watching you walk away like this, that’s the greatest gift I could ever ask for, because I get to die knowing you got further than me. So please, Paige. Keep on walking. Walk on until you’re lost to me.

And before she died...she remembered who she was

Fuck it. This one’s not…for any of you. This one’s for me.

But no matter how it starts, no matter how it all turns out for us - it can still end with love. Can’t it?

…well, the river is vast, and no dam can block every channel, and ours is a world of miracles.

Has Faulkner told you how much your God loves me?

If our words and stories sustain them, let us fall silent.

there’s definitely other quotes I can’t think of right now

silt verses enjoyers…. what are some of your favorite quotes… asking for research purposes….

I had a lot of fun embedding the parallel motifs!! PLEASE take a look at the details across both works they are meant to be viewed in parallel.

Notes on this work beneath the cut.

Artwork inspired by a headcanon that Em used to braid his sister's hair until he could no longer do so without seeing the shadows of the children he has sacrificed.

Pretty much every parallel motif in this drawing can be read as symbolism!!

Clip Studio Support is taking forever to tell me if there is any rescuing of the timelapse I recorded...

Thank you very much for the advice on dead people @spectralanomally !!!

Carpenter the woman that you are… this isn’t even doing justice to the FEELINGS I got from this scene, the absolute POWER this woman holds.. but it’ll do

Hayward is kinda married to Paige in the way nuns are married to Jesus

I finally finished Silt Verses Q~Q (emotional damage)

Tried to figure out how I want her to look like more precisely, I think the one in a black coat matches the best??

AH ALSO! I'm running out of ideas on what to draw If you want you can ask me to draw sth... If you want👉👈 (not nsfw tho plz hehe)

So here's some Carpenter sketches and.. that.. thing.... I love how awful that line is ( I suck at drawing comercials my art style's too messy)

two siblings in a boat! surely nothing bad will happen to them

limited palette fingon

Its crew are still onboard. It takes us time, in the dark, in the moonlight, to see just how thoroughly they have been changed.

One is attempting to scramble up the mast.  Another is bent halfway over the prow on his back, his mouth hanging open upside-down like an awful inverted figurehead.

well. i said i needed to draw some gore, didn't i? the diptych is now the donetych (< stupidest joke of my stupid baka life sorry) and i think im back in the saddle as it were. thank god wahoo !!