Didn't go in the end. Had rest and more rest. Les goooooo more food and more good food.
lowkey if u just ignore everything life is so good .... the flowers are blooming, the sun is shining!!
—Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
[That’s what the world is, after all: an endless battle of contrasting memories.]
and this isn't coherent at all but im just thinking about. well aira died. for like 10 minutes she was dead. you see this child who's seen death at such a young age, you see her growing up, trying to make her mom proud, trying to be the perfect girl, and then she dies. and when she comes back there's another story like hers but on the opposite side, the weary adult side, a mirror to hers but distorted. it isn't her mom, it will never be, and all the memories of her are hazy and bright and these new memories of a life that isn't hers but could have been in some other life, these memories are dark and sharp and sting, and she's never going to see her mom again. or maybe she did, a brief glimpse in the darkness when her heart stopped beating. and that has to be enough. so she does what she has always done. she loves. and she remembers.
i fucking love this specific type of expression rick does whenever he’s sincerely super caught off guard by something and just stops in his tracks
I'm a straight guy and I have a bi sexual girlfriend. I love her way too much and it's our 2 year anniversary and I'm really happy!!
Got through something remarkable in the last few days, this only proves how madly we love each other. I just love my girl<3