Angst Angst Angst Angst Angst Angst

havent logged into wattpad for like a week and i have so much new chapters to read

reconnecting with my room after being around other people for too long

sh made my skin so sensative i can barelly brush my fingers over it withough gasping from pain

wanted to stay with my friends for lunch but remembered that if i socialize too much i get overwhelmed and totally stop functioning and reactibg to anything, thanks🩷

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

no one gets everybody dies like i do. (when i cry i comfort myself by sayibg 'we'll still die/kill out selfs anyway dw')

i love this app

Me on tumblr.

'girl, you walk like a bitch' when i was 10, someone said that

and its just delf defence, until you're building a weapon

she belived my projection

and now i totally get it

forgot that inside that icon, there's still a young girl from essex

wait i havent had an autistic shut down:melt down in like a fuckass month im scared now are we gonna hit me with the worst shit ever or..?