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I'm gonna start making surveys for fun

I AM SO FUCKING FAT.

this kind of summer ♡ 🐬 🚬 🎀

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i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

I can't tell my mom about 4n4 and ⭐ving because she unintentionally ⭐ves herself and can go days without eating without skipping a beat, so if I told her all my problems, she would just brush it off and act like I'm being dramatic. Kinda like if an obese person came to you and told them they're ⭐ving their self and are eating 1000 cals a day, anyone with 4n4 would think "oh they're fine, that's not ⭐ving". I broke down crying 6 months ago because I felt f4t and disgusting, and she said "oh honey, you're the perfect weight" and then has never followed up on it or noticed my lack of eating. I'm so sick of her brushing off my problems, and not caring about me enough to notice I'm eating half of what I was 6 months ago.

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

Just binged super hard, I ate 1,283 calories after staying under my deficit for weeks and loosing a pound. I feel disgusting and I'm going to stop 3ating breakfast and lunch because my mom watches me eat dinner. I feel so f@t and disgusting. Might have to take up purging because ⭐ving and laxatives aren't working.

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