"Blížej Se Váno-" Blíží Se čvachtměsíc. Blíží Se čvachtměsíc A To Je čas Mrtvýho Listí,

HOTTAKE: I do not like John and Arthur separate body/human aus. John wouldn't be like that if he wasn't a horror at first so making him a human from birth is not realistic. Plus, even if he got that body new, it would take away the intimacy of partial possession that they have going. Give me a man crying while holding his own hand or give me death.

Wade | Martyrdom

An old piece, almost almost a year old, one of the very few rendered. I am a traditional artist, I don't know anything about digital stuff. References helped a lot with this piece.

I still dig the concept. Might redo it someday.

I don't know if Tumblr's terms and conditions say anything about badly drawn penises, but eh, I'm not going to try my luck today.

I'mma just post some random snippets of text about the plague because it's my favorite topic to make a PowerPoint to and I am not at all unhealthily fixated on it. In fact it is very normal to have a favorite illness, shut up!

forreal though not every trans or genderqueer person redacts their whole life once they realize their gender. the ‘i always knew i was a boy/girl, i was never ever the gender assigned to me at birth, not at all, not in any way’ narrative is very true for some people, but that story’s positioning as the only correct non-transphobic way to describe trans people’s lived experiences silences a lot of people who have very different (and less simple and convenient) journeys to their final identity.

some men were girls. some women were boys. that’s how they feel and it’s important to me that they’re respected for it and not scolded for telling the stories of their lives wrong just because other people can’t (or don’t want to) relate. there are so many different ways to grow up trans and to be trans, that someone’s life is always going to be totally alien to someone else, a total contradiction to their own experiences. 

that should be okay. we should all be okay with it. no one narrative about any group of people should be the very definition of all of those people. activism needs to respect diversity of people’s lives, stories, and agency, or it’s just more useless shouting at people who have enough to fucking deal with already. 

i finished episode five and i am simply. tweaking.

Okay shout out to the adults who were suicidal during their younger years and fully thought they weren't going to live long enough to be the age they are now, and now don't know what to do in life. Shout out to the adults who don't have many friends, who don't have anyone to hang out with often. Shout out to adults who are lonely and struggling, and scared. Shout out to the adults who struggle to leave their house. Shout out to the adults who still live with their parents. Shout out to the adults who never got to experience all those things shown in coming of age movies and shows. Shout out to the adults who have never kissed anyone, been in a relationship or had sex, and everyone around you seems to think its weird that you haven't. Shout out to the adults who feel younger than they actually are, and don't know how to be an adult. Shout out to the adults who hoped to have been better now. Things are fucking difficult and suck, but I genuinely believe that we are going to be okay one day

when people say there's something wrong with Arthur's eyes I like to think it's because John wants to look everywhere, and does so in this sort of uncanny fashion

Trying to watch porn but a flayed skull keeps screaming the exact date of my death at me and it's really taking me out of the mood

Obviously I couldn’t fit all the lines in each poll, but if you’d like I’m curious to see which is your favorite! Also (of course) please reblog for a bigger sample size.

trying is never enough.