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So we've been playing FFXIV. We've been liking it a lot. Anyone who's seen us play an RPG will know that we usually make our first character just. Us. And play as we would, and then actually play a character on a repeat. This started as that, but we quickly started... actually thinking of things and she rapidly became her own character- also not a surprise if you know us adlfkjnasdf Anyway, this is F'Val, an aspiring Dragoon and forest girl who's only been adventurin' for like a week and is already fucking exhausted. She just wanted to make a name for herself slaying diremites and doing fetch quests and now there's all this shit about Primals and the Empire and shit. She needs a nap. The armor is obviously not rlly an in-game armor set...... it was like. Really late at night when we drew this and we didn't feel like drawing actual armor, we'll make a proper design for her when we get attached to an armor set. Regardless, we're happy with how it turned out.

Reblogs are appreciated and encouraged, etc

we've considered rebranding this blog and just turning it into a genuine gateway to the blog we actually use. we don't want any more real people following this blog under the illusion that there will be content of the au advertised- despite our STRESSING in the pinned comment that this blog is dead- and honestly at this point we feel like just stripping the fandom paint off of our blog completely and just using it to point towards our real blog is probably the best way to do it. because this blog as it is right now isn't coming back, lets be real. but we can't delete it. because it's our "main", and our actual main is a sideblog. and it'd be less of a pain in the ass than just making a new account.

besides, if we rebrand it, we might be able to figure out something to do with it. we might just turn it into an art only blog. we need one of those anyway. as a reminder, our actual blog is @fvaleraye. all our current content is there.

we might also delete our old writing, simply because it's... it's all so old and bad. but also we never really backed up any of these drabbles, they were mostly written directly on tumblr with few exceptions, so if we deleted them they'd just be gone. and that's like... kind of sad? we don't know. we'll decide.

speaking of deleting, actually, we will go through our followers list, once we strip the paint off, and block suspected bots, dead blogs, etc. fair warning.

tldr; this blog might see use again soon- but not as a fandom blog, we're probably going to turn it into an art-only blog. if you were here expecting more ut au content, sorry, but here's your chance to bail if that disappoints you. we won't mind.

we thought about how a lot of symbiotes, especially in the comics, get stronger and a new look if they last long enough for one reason or another. then we remembered abt our spider-sona and we wanted to do a hypothetical "Catastrophe II" so ye also, small aside facts we forgot to bring up on the art itself bc we drew this rlly late: - alien tech used to make the suit has been completely subsumed, it's JUST the symbiote now - NOT anti-venom kind of symbiote, just a stronger version of herself

apologies for the lack of art by the way, we promise we're trying, but the burnout is severe.

"I'm fallin' into hell, and taking myself down with me."

A piece we did a little while ago of some OCs that we forgot to post. technically this is a redraw of an older piece, but we don't even remember if we posted it here. Either way.

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Hitting all the sonic characters with the Estrogen Beam

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Full colored and shaded commission for @emdotcom, of a Hisuian Zorua and Zoroark from Pokemon + a Shiny alt :>

This was very fun to work on and we got to try a lot of things we don't normally do. We hardly ever do backgrounds, so it was nice to give an actual, real background a shot again after so long. we think overall this turned out very well

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"And, of course, don't be afraid to ask any questions!"

You ever suddenly remember a character exists and then you HAVE to draw them before you go feral. Yeah. We remembered Ino existed and we had to draw them before we went feralasdflkjn We love xym. We need to think of them more. It's in our brain. Rent free. As always.

Reminder that Ino is an Edeia, and Edeia belong to @ausp-ice

Please Help.

Hey there everyone. So. Fun things happened today. We cannot remember if we mentioned it here, but a while ago, months ago, we got about... over $7K from an SSI fuck up, and our mom was holding onto it until we moved out. The. The idea being that we would take it with us, put it in a friend's account when we moved out with them.

Today we learned that she had spent literally all of it. And never told us. She spent every single cent of the money we were going to take with us because it wasn't "really" our money, despite her reassuring us when we got it that it was our money and we, Faye, were allowed to spend it however we wanted. Actually lied to us. Now we only have the $1000 we saved in our bank account and kept to our name. And we may have to dip into that to help with bills soon. We fully expect to have to fight our mother to get her to transfer the direct deposit of our SSI benefits to our roommate when we leave.

We have another. Nine. Months. Before we can move out with a friend and finally get out of here. We cannot get an ABLE account because it won't accept our bank account and says it's restricted. We were denied a direct deposit account and were never told why. All of our money will continue going to our mother for the next nine months. We cannot have a cent over $2000 in an account in our name without losing our benefits.

Here's what we're going to do.

Here are our commissions. Here is our Patreon. Here is our Ko-fi.

We. Would really appreciate. Some financial help. We want some amount of extra savings when we move out. Some. It's never going to be as much as we had before, but we want something. If you can't pay, then just reblog. Spread it around- send it directly to people who can help, who have disposable income, we don't care.

Please. Just help a girl out. Help a trans girl get out of her shitty home with a bit more extra money. Living is so expensive. And we have to survive another nine months in a hostile environment.

Hello, we’re Faye, and we are once again opening commissions.

We take payment though invoices- upfront, we will not start working on the drawing until we receive said payment. Just DM us if you would like a commission, either here on @fvaleraye or on our discord. Any and all help is greatly appreciated, if you can’t afford a commission maybe consider reblogging and sharing this around. We also have a Patreon, if that’s more to your liking- $10 Patreons get a free fullbody, single character sketch request every month. (Equivalent to the $20 clean sketch/colorless fullbody option above)