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Got a whole two hours left! 🎉🎉

In true DID fashion, I've forgotten that March 5th is

🌈🌟 DID AWARENESS DAY 🌟🌈

I'm going to celebrate by dissociating

Happy awareness!

“Hey Quill! How are you doing?”

“Oh doing alright! Thanks for asking!”

Narrator: They were in fact the farthest thing from alright.

The entire system tonight. Even Fiasco.

And then when those 7 don’t work on their problems, 7 more appear. And so on. And so forth. XD

sorry systems are so funny. *turns you into 7 smaller people to fix your problems * (all 7 people refuse to work on their problems) 

Someone was panhandling at a stoplight I always get caught at today. And when I handed over the couple dollars in cash I had in my wallet to him and he thanked me, I realized something.

I wasn’t afraid at all.

I had to think back. Because there was a time when I was so unreasonably afraid of homeless people that I unintentionally taught my Sheltie to bark at them because I would get so stressed out if I even got stopped next to someone panhandling.

And that was when it hit me.

That fear isn’t mine. It’s a former host’s fear. And her fear was because if people she knew could hurt her the way they did, she couldn’t even imagine what a stranger might be able to do to her.

I empathize with her fear. But I’m glad that I don’t share it. It feels like growth. In some small way.

Blackout lol

Autism Bingo!

Blank (mostly)

Mine:

Please feel free to participate!

Our partner and I joke about this by saying “Stand users attract stand users.”

We’ve noticed over the years that plurals tend to sorta… flock together. Even as egg cartons/pre-syscovery. As an egg carton we had a friend group that was mostly other plurals; initially all of these plural friends were unaware of their plurality, but slowly things became unveiled and they came out as plural. There were also singlets present, but A WHOLE LOTTA PLURALS TOO

Later when that friend group inevitably began to fall apart (~60-80% our fault, we got better though I swear), we branched out to other communities and interests for reasons that would likely de-anonymize me, and the rp we joined was populated nearly entirely by plurals and egg cartons.

Apparently, according to our mentor system, they have a habit of, as they put it, “accidentally hitting people with the plurality beam.” (Or, discovering a person they met was masking as a singlet, or being the snowball that leads to someone abruptly realizing they’re plural.)

So, is this something you’ve also noticed?

haha, honestly? we've noticed it too, in the past. our closest friends for about 3-5 years (a long time ago, when we were pre-system discovery as well) turned up to be plural, last i can remember. we had a best friend for about two years who was also a system, like ourselves, that we met coincidentally. in high school, said friend had a bit of experience with others questioning whether or not they are a system as a result of knowing them. we were never too public about our system, so i can't speak for us. maybe we are all like magnets. /j

but it is definitely interesting to hear of similar experiences. thank you for sharing your thoughts!

Ugh this habit is so hard to break and the longer you pretend to be the host the harder it is to try to be YOU the next time hrhfieiiwoskfnfb

pretty much

– Elliot

We’re gonna update the side logs list today!!