I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

I love designing characters only to change their entire lore and appearance to fit the story!! Adonis no longer has a sister.

Fighting the urge to add more characters to my story because I have no motivation to write or draw but I want the pathetic old man to have a friend/lover (?) but at the same time I want him to be lonely and just be a single dad AHAHAHHA losing my mind slowly

Also

Uh

I just want an excuse to add a woman to my story because I find them easier to draw

Which is why most of the men I draw are more feminine

So

Yeah I have no idea what i’m doing

Tumblr Code.

OUCH.

In conjunction with today's EAPS video, I offer a present to the fans here. Art done by @ayyy-imma-ninja

PUBLIC MASM ARCHIVE

Every episode, thumbnail, video description, and even the comments (though they're nearly indecipherable bc they're JSON files), has been saved onto this Google Drive

You should be able to copy and/or download the files as well, but if not let me know so I can fix it. Not only do you have full permission to do so, I actively encourage you to download as much as you can in case something happens to the drive. Feel free to use this to re-upload the videos to YouTube once the channel goes down, or create your own archive

Looking at my old art style and fighting the urge to delete it all like I gotta have proof that progress was made 😭😭

Silently hoping nobody I know finds my tumblr (highly unlikely they will but there’s always a chance 😭)

Also I’m incredibly bored so i’m just gonna rant again-

Okay so Eclipse from the eclipse and puppet show. He kinda reminds me of frankensteins monster in a way?? The guy was created, abandoned instantly. Nobody liked him, and he was rude and aggressive because of this. It kinda makes more sense in my head but that’s the basics of it. The whole point of Frankenstein was making the creature the “villain” of the story because he was a horrible monster, but he was really a creation abandoned by his creator with no explanation or valid reason. Dr. Frankenstein is seen as an innocent person who made mistakes, but from the little knowledge of Frankenstein I have, he was the true “villain”?? I only read a small extract, but yeah, that’s my thoughts on it!!

I just feel bad for Eclipse is the basis of this rant-

Guys can you tell I like shadow the hedgehog THIS ISN’T EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE HIM HELP IT’S LEAKING INTO MY ART.

Screw it. Interacting again while watching his stream. Might live blog while I do.

Oh my god the dsmp fandom is like?? Going to war?? What is dream yapping about man I left this fandom about three years ago and he’s dropping bombshells left right and centre?? But also people are saying nothings true?? Huh

Okay so googled it, apparently tommyinnit was about 16 years old when he joined the dsmp. Dream was 21 that same year. THERE IS A HUGE MATURITY DIFFERENCE?? 16 is still a child. 21 is an adult. I’m not taking sides at all because I honestly can’t be bothered, but that just seems weird to me??

Also, dream said the r word? I don’t care if he’s autistic, that’s still not a word that should be used to describe somebody else’s fanbase.

I promise I won’t interact with the dsmp again but i’m really confused rn.

Y’ALL. I’M NOT EVEN KIDDING. WHAT IS THIS.

All my drawings have the same face ffs 💀