the 'having a fun little daydream world as a child' to "i rely so much upon escapism to escape from the monotony of life that days seem to pass too quickly and sometimes i don't feel real" pipeline
Staying sane. Not losing it over my studies. All in the hope that someday I'll have my own house with my own little indoor plants with books all over the place and I can sip my coffee and play with my cats and be at peace with someone who loves me
me, overthinking, laying awake at night:
this outfit better be as cute as it is in my head
You ever randomly think of your favourite fictional couple and end up sobbing your eyes out because you know you’ll never love and be loved like that? Yeah
she’s a 10 but she rots in her room all day listening to music and making up scenarios in her head
all i do is listen to music and dissociate from reality
I might follow dark academia, but I'm suffering for my degree in a whole ass daylight.
Hiii hope you're doing well <3
when you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy and then, send to the last ten people in your notifs. you never know who might benefit from spreading positivity <3
Hi, sorry i took time !
The five things would be:
1. coffee
2. cartoons
3. hearing street music on the way home
4. game nights
5. improvised pic nics !
rewatching, rereading, or reliving your comfort series and then finishing it is the worst feeling. you start off alright, happy to be back. it feels as if you’re coming home, but by the time you end it, it’s like you’re leaving home. it feels so completely wrong but you cannot change the fact that the story is nearing the end. it creates an ache in your chest, you automatically miss it and wish to go back.
i see so much beauty in people and i wonder if they see the same in me
Wow. Was kinda productive and consistent throughout the day. And yet, i am going so sloooow.
When you have an exam coming up but you also tell yourself- MEhHhh THErE iS tImE-
damn, life really is harder than math class
i think too much honestly because i have thoughts sometimes but i also have thoughts and then occasionally ill have ✨thoughts✨ and like i-
Well well well, if it isn't the if i'm not the good grades child anymore then who tf am i Time of the year 😌
I just want someone to go on an ice cream date with me at 2am :)
Well, i have so much things to do, guess i'll just take another snack to distract myself from responsability instead 🤷♀️
i’m very insecure but obsessed with myself but cry when i don’t look good but very confident but judge myself everyday but wanna die but love my life but
sorry im daydreaming right now, please try again later
Anger Can be healed with time yes. But sometimes it just change it's shape. From a devastating fire to a freezing wind, so cold that it burn your skin.
One day I will stop procrastinating, but today is not that day
everytime i dress up my family be like “you aren’t going to a fashion show” bitch yes i am tf
you dont wanna mess with me i cry easily
I don't procrastinate.. I get trapped inside my mind🥀
The bubbling desire to create something at 3 am is so lovable
i just wanna stay in bed and play animal crossing 🙈 🖤
I understand my women. They want ball gowns and daggers for their birthdays. Its really simple.