Goodluckgonefriend - Peace Of Mind

Faded Memories

Talking into the void at this point but Tumblr kind of feels like the right place to do that. I don't know why I'm here. Hopefully one day you will see this and know I meant what I said when I told you about how you came into my life at an extremely pivotal point for me. I was at the end of the darkest tunnel of my life that lasted 9 horrific years of agoraphobia and panic disorder. Your friendship got me to leave the house and take a chance on living life again. It was all just a coincidence but regardless, it was you. So, thank you for being who you are and regardless of all the hardships our friendship endured along the way just know that the times I remember the best are the times that mattered the most to me. I helped you move away from what I thought was a dangerous household and living situation, I helped you get your GED when you moved up here, I helped you try to find a job by driving you around and working on your resume, I helped you learn to drive better by letting you use my car to practice and I'd like to think I helped you enjoy life a little better off and on throughout the years when I could come down there. I know there are dark times in our past but the ones I just mentioned are the ones I can recall with the most clarity. Hanging out and just enjoying each others company whether it was skateboarding, swimming, going out to eat or checking out the local thrift stores in whatever town we found ourself in that day. Riding electric bikes in the Smoky Mountains. Listening to music up and down the highway for hours. I think I did the math right on the mileage and it showed I came down to pick you up 60+ times over the years. Sushi in Chattanooga or the Ski Lift in Gatlinburg. The list goes on and on the adventures you and I embarked on. You literally helped me live life again. I will never forget the day you dove into my arms in that UHAUL truck and you told me he was going to let you move in with me and you balled your eyes out from sadness and happiness at the same time. I thought I was doing the right thing by helping you. I hope my friendship brought you happiness. It brought me a ton of unforgettable memories. Playing PS2 in my living room and racing you - Chilling in your room on the bean bags at your parents - Going to rock city and having to hold on to your arm from leftover anxiety issues (Eating subway sandwiches 2 miles under the urf) - Playing with Satchel - Helping you get your wisdom teeth out by finding a good doctor while you lived here - Playing with Pootie and Burrito - Taking Satchel to go to the vet and get taken care of - Cooking Thanksgiving dinner with you and my mom - Taking you and Satchel to have a photoshoot - Going for walks at the greenway - Taking you to walk in clinics when you were sick or hurt from a spider bite - Decorating the basement so you could work in it - Helping you take typing and other various tests to help you get employment. I hope you see this one day but on the off chance you don't; maybe me putting this positive energy into the atmosphere will some how reach you. Hands down one of the coolest women I have ever met on this planet. If you DO see this then I hope it brings you peace and comfort. I hope you can come back here if you're feeling down and be reminded of all the great times we had. I know we parted ways as enemies but I just wanted you to know that your friend is still here and I still care. Sorry for the essay but some things are just worth putting out into the world. Thank you for all the great memories and I hope you are making even better ones wherever you are now and always. Love ya' Burgy. <3

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