Gregorsheart - ♡♡♡

So real

“Until then I had lived as I had painted and versified - that is, I never got far beyond priming canvas, beyond penning an outline, a first act, a first stanza. There are simply people who start all sorts of things and yet never finish any of them. And that was the kind of person I was.”

Venus in Furs by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch

I need a new hyperfixation so bad. I feel so broken when my interests don't consume 95% of my waking thoughts.

I´m forcing everyone to rewatch/watch this monologue. You have to. I´m sorry, it´s not optional.

My italian teacher just used the word schiavo as one of the grammar examples... I literally cannot escape

I'm in a library and I kid you not they have Leopold von Sacher-Masoch by Gilles Deleuze under S, not D. Should I tell them...?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!! AHH AHHHHHH !!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH !!!!!! AHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! AAAAAHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHHH !! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!! AHHH !! AHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH !!!!! AAAAAAH !!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! !! AHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! AAAAAHHHH AAAAAAAAHHHHH AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!

Nothing on this world has done greater damage to me than hope.

Oh my god Fico. How is it even possible to be this cringe? Like sure meeting Putin was cringe but it mainly made me angry, but the whole Elon thing... just full body cringe. Like I don't want to be associated with Fico's actions just because he rules slovakia noooo

But what I hate most about the current political situation is the worsening relationship with Czechia. Like I can't blame the czechs for thinking slovaks are awful and not wanting to be as warm right now but oh god even just the idea of the relationship getting the slightest bit worse terrifies me to no end. Like not all of us are bad!

Heart disease!🥰

I still have no idea what Masoch died of