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if i move, i'll destroy everything...
even if you give me the words im at a loss for, my heart wont pay attention...
if i grieve, can my heart turn white?
i still dont know about you, about myself, about everything...
if i can open my heavy eyelids, then let it all turn to black!!!!
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i very much miss being social haha.. im using my old laptop now and its just so.. much easier. in every aspect. to actually think about talking to others. what is it about this thing? is it the years of trauma and escapism connected to the time i used it? is it just genuinely easier for me to process things through a screen and keyboard that actually work?? honestly who fucking knows BUT WHO CARES! i want to talk to people and make cool sexy art and be in a community again. im making it happen.
Hi Drew suicidepactbf... It's Haze haluzeidolic. just wanted to remind you that being the most perfect puppy boy of all time is a very dangerous job for two dimensional drawings such as ourselves, so take caution when answering Tumblr asks... typos might come out of the wild & attack you, so be prepared. I know you can do it, since you're the most perfect puppy boy of all time and stuff... :) see you around...........
forcibly opened this site out of deeply ingrained habit from college years... i should probably update my theme to be more accurately reflective of my current mental state. i've avoided the environment here out of pity and boredom but the bird site becomes less and less attractive every passing day. this poor laptop probably feels the loneliness radiating off of me and entices me with its general ease of use...
βοΈ socially repressed party demon; hidden in plain sight π
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