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and they were narrative foils (oh my god they were narrative foils)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT LES MIS I WILL CRY IF THE REFERENCE GOES OVER EVERYONE'S HEAD AGAIN PLEASE anywau kunizai as enjolras and grantaire,,, yayyyy

“teenage Dazai this” “teenage Chuuya that”

WHAT ABOUT TEENAGE FUKUZAWA

I know where Ranpo gets it from.

𝐆𝐨𝐠𝐨𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧

Nikolai had put so much effort into creating his monstrous façade. All the jesting, laughing, toying with the pain of others. He tried so hard to look like a “monstrous person with nothing inside”. But in the end he didn't want to be remembered as such.

Gogol still wanted to let the world know that he wasn't a monster. During his makeshift penance to Atsushi he tried to humanize himself by telling about the guilt and remorse he felt. Nikolai even confessed to the Agency that he admired the justice they fought for. He said: the light they emitted drawn him in.

Nikolai couldn't allow himself to be viewed as just another criminal. He wanted to be remembered. He wanted to make people care.

For that, Gogol gauged out his soul and presented it to the audience.

He wanted to be seen, even at the very last moment.

one of my first bsd fandom interactions was literally laughing because an artist had drawn SB!Chuuya's sunglasses as regular glasses at that was a funny choice to me but now I'm looking at them and

are those even sunglasses? Those don't look particularly tinted to me. The black and white versions are darker, but also clearly not mirror/black, so what does it mean...?

has Chuuya secretly needed reading glasses this entire time....

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from his novel titled "Notes from the Underground," published in 1864

some warmth for atsushi because he has suffered enough

Me the 2 days you were off/j

*gazes off into the distance* @star-tb? I haven’t heard that name in years.

and they were narrative foils (oh my god they were narrative foils)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT LES MIS I WILL CRY IF THE REFERENCE GOES OVER EVERYONE'S HEAD AGAIN PLEASE anywau kunizai as enjolras and grantaire,,, yayyyy

An argument for unhealthy INFJ 2w1 Fyodor + character analysis.

Author's note:

To start things off; I was motivated to do this by some friends personally and I normally am not someone who likes getting my opinion out there and prefer to keep most of my thoughts private but I would like to share my thoughts and my take on why I firmly believe that this is his actual typing instead of the popular INTJ 8w9 typing on the site personality database and also to be clear — I do not want to argue,in fact, I would welcome your insights and thoughts as long as it is done respectfully and politely.

I would also recommend you at least doing some surface research upon cognitive functions before proceeding on and following reading this; please and thank you.

( Update ) While re-reading this; I noticed I did not do enough of a good job presenting my argument for Fyodor as a INFJ and so I decided to add some more details on here so I can fully give my argument in the most cohesive and in-depth way possible.

The issue with the typing of Fyodor as a INTJ is that Te is simply too pragmatic to fit him personally in my opinion; someone with Te would not have cared to be this manipulative and would not have been able to keep the charismatic, almost cult leader persona Fyodor takes on and neither would they have been as theatrical as Fyodor in his plots and approaches.

Extraverted Feeling (Fe); on the other hand ; does fit him better in my perspective. He is able to be charismatic and to appeal on a personal level to most people in the cast — he is able to match his behavior to the people he is around with to the level we could call him a social chameleon; he is extremely socially aware and not to mention; able to tell people exactly what they want to hear.

His plans also often range on his awareness of how people think and operate, he tailors everything he does to make it convincing for the person he is dealing with and I do believe a INTJ likely not focus on appealing to people emotionally as much as Fyodor does.

Now that we got this out of the way; onto why I perceive Fyodor as a 2w1 and a social e2.

Not to mention — rather than trying to follow a system to get to the top of the hierarchy like a Te-user might do to reach their goals, Fyodor's entire focus is on reshaping the system by bending others to his will which feels more like Fe.

I know this is going to raise some eyebrows from people since e2s are more known for being loving; kind and community centered — but bear with me and listen to my argument because I swear this is going to make more sense the more I explain this.

Pride. That is the vice of the e2; and it is perfectly shown through Fyodor as a character.

In the Enneagram system, pride is not just about arrogance or an inflated ego; rather, it manifests as the need to be seen as indispensable — the belief that only you can meet the needs of others. At its core, it is a savior complex, a deep conviction that others are dependent on you, whether they realize it or not.

This pride shapes Fyodor's entire worldview; he does not merely do what he does because he enjoys it — to him; he is God's humble servant sent to Earth and he is the only one who can bring humanity to salvation since they are nothing more than reckless children who never learn and remain blind of their own corruption and sins; and he alone is the one able to correct and cleanse them.

The trap of the e2 is that they always expect something in return subconsciously even if they might believe that they are simply being selfless and that thing is obedience and validation. I say we see the obedience aspect is more shown clearly in Fyodor through his desire to force the world into conformity with his vision. If humanity refuses his salvation, then they must be broken. If someone stands in the way of his “noble” goal, they are not simply an obstacle—they are an impurity to be erased. This is how his love for humanity ultimately becomes destruction.

Now that we’ve established why I see him as a e2, the social e2 is often regarded as the most intellectual, reserved, and private of the subtypes — traits that fit Fyodor like a glove. Additionally, social 2s are highly effective networkers, adept at projecting the image of a kind and benevolent leader while, in reality, being the most cunning of their type.

New theme dropped!

Doodles

Word Prompt: Tension

Some doodles of Dazai being... himself.

[Art Date: February 6 2025]

forgot i had tumblr sorry

again & again

No problem! You both give off the same energy 😭 I should try to type him...

You are Pure Vanilla Cookie on my brain. Just. He is you.

YOURE SO KIND 2 ME ☹️☹️💜💜💜

I was on it for some time ^^' pretty traumatic and I would not recommend it; even if I had fun for some time. In my artistic journey; I used a lot of bases when I started out and until I learned to draw mostly on my own and without needing references....and a lot of YouTube as well.

Oh math..my old nemesis. I still do not like it after all these years; though I do tend to enjoy most subjects even if I hate anything with calculation and numbers. ^^'

Yes; they really are! I was a passionate Henry the 8th hater growing up...still am; though with less intensity nowadays . Hm..I can understand that; it feels truly a bit weird — and honestly; some people are way too intense about the Tudor era; though I never would be one to criticize passion and enjoying something since I myself can be pretty intense about things I love.

No problem ^^

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

That and what we talked about in private ^^'

Hi hi! Did you take the quiz?

Took the short one, but that one might be innacurate, so here's the results of the long one :3

Real...

I still hold onto my belief you are a 9 though...you could still be a 2-5? But not sure how that would work with infp..

Hi hi! Did you take the quiz?

Took the short one, but that one might be innacurate, so here's the results of the long one :3

I am actually serious. Though I would say I am more of a 1w9... 😭😭😭

I get that; enneagrams can be a bit mean.... I still believe you might have some heavy 9 influence though!!! And it is pretty high..

Hi hi! Did you take the quiz?

Took the short one, but that one might be innacurate, so here's the results of the long one :3

This is very funny. Cause that is exactly my typing

Hi hi! Did you take the quiz?

Took the short one, but that one might be innacurate, so here's the results of the long one :3

I understand that. I started out mainly focused on doing stuff for my own enjoyment and not ever publishing it until I started posting on DeviantArt ( a very old art platform that was popular ~2010.. it was something else entirely ); I would say I did come a long way too since I used to use bases for everything while I was younger. ^^'

I enjoy science too! Though I have always been someone who enjoyed history more and I always enjoyed researching about nobility and royalty; I will be honest I had a bit of a hyperfixation on the Tudor era and Anne Boleyn specifically for a long time while I was younger: not that I remain hyperfixated nowadays. When you get to actually focus on them; I am interested to hear more! ^^

Thank you! Same for your ideas.

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

I do and I really understand that! I find it hard to hold back when something gets me extremely inspired — like BSD got me. ^^ I actually was having difficulty to create anything or feel much invested in creating until I got into it.

I often feel like an unhinged scientist and researcher while looking into things to add more depth onto my original characters.. it is absolutely very fun; though! I love sharing my thoughts and the things I am working on and wrote. I am curious to hear more about them! I adore Alice in Wonderland retellings and adaptations.

Thank youuu ^^ once I come up with ideas; I am going to share.

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

And now I am actually am working on ocs focused on dark retellings of fairytales because everyone is enabling me...I can tell I am going to get invested.

I understand that so much; I always am thinking about my little guys and rotating them on my head.. I love writing about them and exploring their dynamics and bonds with each other.

I actually love this idea / concept so much. It sounds so interesting and I also love fairytale retellings ^^ and as for feeling bad for your OCs due to how much you put them through — I feel you. Often I feel like I am playing dolls and putting them through situations. Is her found family based on other characters from Alice in Wonderland?

Interesting! 👀 I should remake my sona and my self insert...the only one that genuinely is a self-insert I made is very old and pretty much outdated to the person I currently am.

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

Not a witch; just your friendly neighborhood wizard. 😉

Ever since we had that talk about MBTI; I kinda am thinking and — I fear you might be an INFP..? I can explain more if you are interested!

...I'm so scared because you're right. I did the quiz and I AM an INFP. You are literally correct. HELLO?????

I read the thingie but I want to hear your thoughts, pls do explain

Blame it on INFJ intuition. 🤭

I would say that you do strike me as someone who is deeply motivated by how you feel deep down and a desire to be authentic to your feelings; this points to heavy FI — or introverted feeling. You also seem to hold a very deep interest on morals and holding onto them. A INFP with healthy SI can come across as much logical and organized and could be mistyped as an INTP.

You also seem to be very idealistic — another Fi trait; and I would also say that the manner you organize your blog does seem very Fi to me since Fi has a focus on making things look aesthetically pleasing to them.

This is the best explanation I can give.

Ever since we had that talk about MBTI; I kinda am thinking and — I fear you might be an INFP..? I can explain more if you are interested!

...I'm so scared because you're right. I did the quiz and I AM an INFP. You are literally correct. HELLO?????

I read the thingie but I want to hear your thoughts, pls do explain

Mhm! You do. ^^

Small funfact : white day is the day in Japan where men give gifts back to the women who gave them Valentines gifts .

This your man?

OMG YES YES YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSS! GIVE ME HIMMMMMMM!!!