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We're so far apart, and everything separates us. Even so, how can I stop looking your way? For you won't move an inch, and I'm willing to go blind believing you're still within my reach.

(New TL Aoiaoi)

thats my fat old man!!

context: @sexyman-contest-2025

New Shoes; Never Worn

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I don’t know if I’ll ever finish this so have it as it is now

tsunenen' and mermzaiiid annddd blblbsluublesb's

thinking of making a sketch series where I rate his fits

(drawing this instead of studying) (I'm really cooked wtf am I doing)

ur so nice ty for the advice 💜💜💜 unfortunately, i get distracted really easily and will full on forget my original task when i get focused on smth else yk argghshshs 💔💔💔💔 ty tho!! 💜💜💜

what is the best way to motivate urself to do hw

haha lol i've been procrasinating on this thing for almost a whole year or so like damn

it's not really hw but it's like a personal project that lowkey means a lot to me and my family haha... but i have to type so much (i dont actually have to type a lot i think i'm just really lazy but also idk what to type)

i literally open my proposal thing and stare at it. then i get bored and switch tabs, get distracted, 5 days passed, and low and behold.... shit does not get done haha.. 💔💔💔💔

i want to do this so bad but i just dont know what to type urggggggggh

lol i need to lock in fr wow... im literally procrastinating on it rn lolol heheeeeheh....

i have so much art but i must resist for art js some mthing i mjst reisy j mjst harhar 💔💜💥💔💜

im a bit shy ack >< but... my face reveal (•﹏•;)

Ok I’ve been convinced! Here’s my face reveal…

I did a koukane fic!

Sumary: Akane helps Kou with his studies and Kou helps Akane in the kitchen

READ IT HERE!

Nene after the severance probably

girl take ur meds!!! Now!!!

TBHK Chapter 125 Analysis - Duty and Determination

This chapter has been a lore-heavy one that opened the door to a lot of possibilities.

The introduction of a new 'God'

We always knew multiple gods existed via multiple mentions throughout the series, but the pit god was the only one introduced as such. We now welcome our second 'God', the Sand Clock.

You may ask, "How is the Sand Clock a God?", and I will reply with "Because it's so similar to the Pit God, it feels like a cruel joke".

Its origins unknown, with a will of its own- It wants to be used so it can claim its prize.

"Turn the clock upside down, make a wish, give up your present, and you can redo your entire life". Simple enough, isn't it? Make a sacrifice and get a chance at happiness.

It operates in a very similar way the pit god does, it just works by a different mechanism; It wants you to use it, it lets you use it as much as you'd like to reach your desired outcome, and when you're done wasting your soul away trying, it takes its due compensation in a very 'natural' and ironic way.

It either claims the lives of those who use the clock for themselves or the lives of those they want to save.

One who used it to become rich died at the hands of bandits, one who used it to gain fame died at the hands of envy, one who used it to gain love died with the one she loved- And finally, the one who used it to make another happy made it so that person never existed.

The theme of "happiness" reared its head once again- a honest desire to make another happy turned to ruin. We saw it with Tsukasa and Amane in the Red House, we saw it with Hanako and Nene in the Severance, and we saw it just a few chapters ago with Nene and Amane. We now see it with the watchmaker and his niece. In an honest attempt to make her happy, her existence was erased instead.

Kako's Purpose

After he experienced tragedy himself, the watchmaker decided to seal it. Desire is a part of human nature, so a human couldn't be tasked with guarding this cursed item.

As both a solution and punishment for himself for his actions, he used his own flesh and soul to create Kako, the Clock Keeper- A perfectly inhuman supernatural who would never fail in fulfilling his duty to guard the Sand Clock.

This reflects in the Clock Keepers' Yorishiro, the Key. It's the very key used to unlock the Sand Clock's seal and it is proof of Kako's duty, his purpose for existing. He was created solely to guard the clock, and having his yorishiro destroyed means destroying his entire reason for his existence.

Kako's inhumanity is meant to combat the Clock's ability to fan the flames of desire. It does not allow him to fall prey to the Clock. And it's proven up to a point- Nene tells him of Akane, the Guardian of the Present's death, along with her other friends' death. But Kako is unfazed. Like Akane said in the Clock Keepers arc, they do not value human life at all.

However, it is important to note that it's not perfectly inhuman. The watchmaker only used himself to create Kako, so who created Mirai, a clockwork doll in the likeness of the watchmaker's niece, if not Kako? Does it not contradict his intended inhumanity?

Which leads me to further think- He stored his yorishiro, the key to the Sand Clock, inside Mirai. Wasn't it so he wouldn't be able to use the Clock for himself, so he wouldn't be able to abandon his duty, as he would be forced to destroy the machine that looks like his niece to do so? A bitter reminder of the tragedy that follows.

It is also important to note that it is specified that Kako was created to prevent the Sand Clock's use. So why is it that Kako claims that his purpose is to "use it perfectly"? Is it his pride in his inhumanity that his actions would be based off logic and not desire?

The one thing "that must be protected above all else"

It is something that is so important it precedes mass killings. That it's fine if dozens, if not hundreds of people die, if this something is unharmed.

Most importantly, Kako says it's a secret, but it's something that even if it was revealed, Nene wouldn't be able to threaten Kako with it.

That opens up three possibilities:

It's something beyond Nene's reach, something that Nene can't do anything about anyway;

It's not a something, but a someone; Nene refused to destroy Sumire, who was a human yorishiro- So how could she threaten Kako at the expense of someone?

For me, it's the most likely one: It's someone or something Nene cares about, someone Nene would never want to come to harm.

I do have my own ideas, but I reached them via my intuition and not solid evidence, so they're not meant to be explained here.

The Intruder

The alarm rang since chapter 124. The cat assumed it's an alarm for an intruder, and it's confirmed in chapter 125 by Kako.

But see, Kako says that the alarm rings when someone invades the Boundary. But it didn't ring the moment Nene entered the Boundary, did it? It took one and a half chapter for it to ring. Which means Nene is not the invader the alarm went off on.

Perhaps you remember in chapter 121 when Akane ran his mouth in the Red House about going back in time and the curse of the Red House heard him?

"Still, a clock that can control time... That could be trouble."

Akane, Aoi and Teru put their lives on the line to get Nene enough time to get to the clock and turn back time. But that time seems to soon expire, and Kako will have to confront the issue he didn't bother prioritizing. He will have to confront the arrogant belief that he used the Sand Clock correctly, just because he was made 'perfect', 'beyond human'.

Nene's determination and... self-sacrifice?

Nene's determination is to be admired, for sure. For the entirety of the chapter she is told how the Sand Clock is a curse that brings the user to ruin. In the previous chapter, she is told about how others who attempted to turn back time were turned into mechanical dolls and forced into the Clock Keepers' Boundary for eternity.

She does not waver.

However, is that a good thing?

"I heard what you said, and it doesn't make any sense at all."

No, she does understand. She made it clear that she understands that if she takes the Sand Glass, ruin will await her.

But she doesn't want to acknowledge that she understands. Because if she does, she would acknowledge her own doom. Not only her own, but possibly others' aswell. Or rather, she feeds into the mindset she started having since chapter 91.

She... No longer values her own life nor her own personal happiness. As if befitting her role of a 'kannagi', she has a dangerous mindset- She starts thinking she's fine with sacrificing herself for others.

She doesn't care that she risks more than just her life anymore. She cares about reaching her own goals for others' sake. I, as of now, do not see a good outcome for Nene. Hanako picked up on this mindset and tried to rid her of it early in 91, but it would seem he failed.

I wonder how things will progress from here.

dude did my shit vision follow me in game bc what 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

TBHK Tumblr Hunger Games: Tributes, stand on your podiums!

Hi hi! The time has finally come to start the TBHK Tumblr Hunger Games! Introducing our tributes:

@wispisstillverybored67 @hy4c1nthh @ocelotlesbian @snowiwyvern @strawbes @mysteriousmissme @astrocket @nenenumbereight @sl33pd3mxn @makshu @elizabethzoopzoop986 @musicalmoritz @redcamellia13 @maramarabum @frogwithaflowercrown @hill-ll-p @blushing-bunniez @lyingintheclouds @nam-the-nacho @venusluvmechain @matcha-mintea @weebs6284 @sophisfish

...also additional ping: @jshkcommunity

You can certainly follow along as the rb chain is being posted, but if you couldn't don't worry :D the final chain would be reblogged to jshk community!

the urge to draw is so strong but i know i cant urggggggghhghg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahah yikers man. if someone gave me 1000 $ rn i would do it haha jk.... unless? haha jk.... unless? lol yeah im actually driving myself insane wtf </3

what is the best way to motivate urself to do hw

haha lol i've been procrasinating on this thing for almost a whole year or so like damn

it's not really hw but it's like a personal project that lowkey means a lot to me and my family haha... but i have to type so much (i dont actually have to type a lot i think i'm just really lazy but also idk what to type)

i literally open my proposal thing and stare at it. then i get bored and switch tabs, get distracted, 5 days passed, and low and behold.... shit does not get done haha.. 💔💔💔💔

i want to do this so bad but i just dont know what to type urggggggggh

lol i need to lock in fr wow... im literally procrastinating on it rn lolol heheeeeheh....

what is the best way to motivate urself to do hw

haha lol i've been procrasinating on this thing for almost a whole year or so like damn

it's not really hw but it's like a personal project that lowkey means a lot to me and my family haha... but i have to type so much (i dont actually have to type a lot i think i'm just really lazy but also idk what to type)

i literally open my proposal thing and stare at it. then i get bored and switch tabs, get distracted, 5 days passed, and low and behold.... shit does not get done haha.. 💔💔💔💔

i want to do this so bad but i just dont know what to type urggggggggh

lol i need to lock in fr wow... im literally procrastinating on it rn lolol heheeeeheh....

Akane -> ? Event

(After adding tumblr and twitter responses, the second option won!)

After a moment of deciding, you decided to Look at the signs on the wall… maybe there are clues… which made you notice the evacuation map on the wall. The evacuation map showed the nearest exits and the classrooms that had first aid. Luckily, it seemed like the cooking classroom was one of them… which makes sense. Somekids might accidentally cut their finger or something… yikes…

The way to the cooking classroom seems to be…. down the hall to the left. Huh, you had a feeling you should’ve went there, darn it! Maybe you should’ve trusted your instincts better…

You speedily walk towards the classroom, hoping nothing too bad happened. You knock on the door before entering the classroom. There was a student busily moving around the room, grabbing different ingredients from the cabinets while cursing under his breath…. He must be Akane.

“Hello, are you Aoi Akane? Your teacher asked me to supervise you.”

The student snapped his head back to stare at you before slightly bowing his head. “Oh of course, hello there. Thank you for taking your time to watch over me.”

He then rushed back to whatever he was doing… maybe he’s really busy. You didn’t really know what to do and just stood awkwardly near the door. It was a bit weird but you didn’t want to intrude on a student’s project or something… But you also didn’t want to do nothing…. You opened your mouth to ask if the student needed any assistance when he asked you first.

With nothing better to do, you agreed.

You take the list and head out to the nearest grocery store. As you head there, you decided to read the list and woah…. yikes…. this handwriting is really dogshit…. it’s hard to read…. and you promised to get them so you can’t really back out now… Maybe you should try and get it right…. the crossed out ones are probably not needed so at least that gives you something to work with… That leaves 4 ingredients that aren’t crossed out, which isn’t too bad.

-> There will be 4 polls! Pick which one you think is the correct ingredient!! Poll will be closed tomorrow ^^

we as a fandom completely glossed over this, *I* MANAGED TO COMPLETELY NOT NOTICE THIS BUT LOOK. TERU BACKSTORY PEEK

this is so sad... back then he was probably just like kou, not wanting to see supernaturals as inhumane monsters but if he doesn't do that he won't be able to protect his only family 😭😭

looking at the panel, it seems that the supernatural and the girl were probably friends but (maybe like mitsuba?) the supernatural tried to harm the girl and so teru had to kill them while hearing both the girl pleading and crying and the supernatural apologizing... even if he was persuaded for a moment he couldn't have gone along with it because he has a job to finish.

Teru's way of thinking is a COPING MECHANISM. If he doesn't see supernaturals as inhumane beings, then he won't be able to protect his family. If he doesn't work hard enough, Kou would start doubting, Tiara might get taken to be trained as an exorcist.

His way of thinking isn't out of hatred, it's deep-rooted fear.

And he himself probably hasn't realized it.

Late night In-N-Out can fix any issue

Bonus (keep reading)

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Based on this

Some fanart for A mother's love by maarvehl a fic about Teru's time in new TL I really enjoyed!

Teru raised his free hand to his forehead in order to hide the tears in his eyes, as if he was still waking up.

"I'm just very tired. School festival, you know?"

He moved his hand and met his mom’s brown eyes, eyes which he never thought he would look into again. He wasn’t supposed to. Teru felt weary all over, like he was seconds away from collapsing into absolute nothingness. Everyone needed him. They needed to get back, and he needed to help.

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Wanted to draw some even more significant moments (there were SO many) but I just couldn't do justice to them so I chose not to...

Anyone who comes across this post, please go check this amazing work out! (Guh this lowly fanart does not do it justice at all you HAVE to read to see how good it isssss)

> Right here

I might genuinely have to start writing fanfiction with teruneneakane (the friendship) because I'm reading a fic rn but Aoi is the one close with Teru and Akane and I get it, I truely do, but GUYSSSSS THE POTENTIAL OF TERUNENEAKANE!!! They have gone through SO much together. I just went to see Nene venting to Akane and Teru about how beautiful Aoi is or something, or if you don't ship Aoinene at least something about how stupid Hanako is!!! They deserve a friendship together. Both Nene and Akane have seen the type of person Teru is, while Nene did romanticize him at first that's changed! And I feel like that's why her and Teru would become friends. Because she started seeing him as the person HE is. Nene and Akane are literally my silly little ducklings I need fluff about this friendship!!! I need rants, I need them goofing around, I need karaoke (there's official art of them doing karaoke and I need somebody to add on that! It's literally my lock screen) come on guys!!!

💐

What if instead of toilet bound Hanako kun, it was zeebogeek biop Zanako Zun and instead of being toilet bound he was gogopol bound.... AND what if instead of Hanakou often I was zinglebim often....

Hanako doing raptor hands:

Part 1

Picture perfect Amane and Tsukasa coloring 🌆⭐

WIP AOINENE COMIC???????!?!?!??!

im hyping myself up i really do not know how to panel LMAO

@musicalmoritz i offer this sacrifice to the aoinene queen

why do i keep seeing whole videos on advice for artfight from “veterans” or whatever. here’s all the advice you need:

you don’t need to draw every day

you don’t need to fully render every drawing, sketches still count and the person receiving it will still love it

you don’t need a fully polished ref sheet for every single character, having a basic one or even just a colour palette along with whatever other art you’ve done works fine in most cases

you don’t need to draw a fully rendered piece every single day do not burn yourself out or injure yourself for funny little internet points good lord

boom done there’s your 15 minute video

Funny how Hanako believed(believes?) that Nene could just eventually forget him if she got the chance to age and that she'd be able to grow up and lead a normal life and marry some normal guy and have kids.

I think that boat sailed a long time ago. I'm sure Nene still has those desires, to find love and get married and wear that pretty white dress and have a family—but I don't think she wants those things unless there's the possibility she could have all those things with Hanako. Which isn't possible, because as of right now, he's dead as a doornail and can't leave the school grounds, and he's been like that for over 50 years give or take. She can't have those things with him; he shouldn't even be an option for her to fall in love with but he is and she has.

So priorities shift, she becomes a little more honest with herself, and Nene seems quite willing to throw away those wistful dreams of a young teenage girl, as long as it means getting to stay with Hanako.

She found love, and maybe it's imperfect and maybe he's definitely not Mr. Perfect, but she loves him. Enough to accept the fact he has blood on his hands; that he's dead; he can be selfish, and insensitive, and possessive, and closed off. We've yet to see the breaking point of Nene's infinite patience and love for Hanako.

So her getting to have a normal life and grow up and become this average woman who goes on dates and gets married to some guy isn't exactly for her anymore. If she can't have that with Hanako, then I don't think Nene wants it at all. Remember, Nene wanted to go to the moon with Hanako; she wants to have the impossible and she wants to have it not just granted by Hanako, but have it with him, too.

The only reason she went to "the moon" by herself is because he essentially forced her to go without him. Hanako still thinks Nene wants to have that future of hers, even if it costs him, even if she ends up hating him, or forgetting about him.

But Nene first and foremost wants to know if Hanako feels the same way she does about him: she loves him. The rest can be figured out, but all she knows right now is that she loves Hanako and that's all that really matters. Even her impending death has taken a backseat to her feelings for him.

Akane month statistics!!

Thank you to everyone who submitted anything ^^ It was fun drawing for you guys hehe, so i compiled the statistics from the google forms to show you all!!!

Starting with…. platonic vs romantic!!

Top ships?

In first, we have Teruaoikane!! They got requested 5 times （〜^∇^ )〜

In second, we have a tie!! Both Koukane and Akanene got requested 4 times!!!

In third, we have another tie!!! Aoikane and Terukane both got requested 3 times ><

Who was paired with Akane the most?

In first, Aoi got paired with Akane 14 times!!

Second, Teru got paired with Akane 12 times ><

Third, Nene got paired with Akane 7 times (˃ᆺ˂✿)

Admin’s favorite prompts?

lowkey the natsuhiko evil twink one made me laugh and teruaoikane kiss attack

Admin’s favorite art?

Koukane shrek i love you

Hint for next person of the month!!

“Tomorrow, Akane reserved a classroom to cook something for someone. Could you check up on him to make sure nobody disturbs him? He said he needed full privacy yet I can’t help but be worried a student of mine is working alone unsupervised. Thanks a bunches <3”

i made a discord account after all my attempts to make bc originally i wanted to talk with more people!!! but now im shy bc omg who would want to talk with me (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ haha um.... so im just gonna leave my profile here haha um... pls give me server recommendation idk um or friend me!!! um.... yeah... (╥_╥)(╥_╥)