pre-tldr: i need help with funds for moving into a new place, my mom is very violent and irrational, constantly yelling/stomping, i feel very unsafe and uncomfortable, we have over 15 cats she refuses to get rid of and its a huge drain on my mental health. its filthy here and i NEED to get out. ok full post now
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Hi 👋 my name is Milo. I'm 19, american, transmasc, audhd, got severe chronic pain and no medication for any of it. makes finding suitable jobs very difficult unfortunately
I currently live in an RV with my mom and have for around a year and a half after being homeless for about a year before that. We have a genuinely ABSURD number of cats (over 15 couped up in this tiny space), which is not only terrible for the cats, its terrible for my mental health, my moms, and is a big drain on our funds. We can barely afford to take care of them and no matter how much I plead with her to take some of them to a shelter or do SOMETHING she refuses to, so that should start painting a picture of the type of person I'm dealing with here.
Her temper is incredibly, INCREDIBLY short. She's impossible to be around, refuses to improve, is physically violent to our general surroundings / herself / occasionally the cats. She has thrown things at me before and threatened me. I generally dont feel safe or comfortable, and most times Ive tried getting her to stop any of the aforementioned behavior, she guilt trips me and things never change. Literally as I'm typing this she's been caterwauling, stomping and throwing things. What prompted this? No idea! This happens genuinely every single day. This is not an exaggeration. It's destroying my brain and I can't handle it anymore. This is going to sound particularly pitiful (sorry) but I do have capital T Trauma related to someone breaking into our house when I was home and loud noises / stomping / yelling does make me INCREDIBLY anxious, and no matter how many times I tell her this she doesn't give a shit. or if she does give a shit she doesnt give enough of a shit to change her attitude
She won't let me learn how to drive and (whether intentionally or not) obstructs any attempts I make to function as an adult. I'm currently self-employed on commissions, but it's not a living wage or something I could make into one (and remain sane. or keep up with). I'm actively searching for a job and have applied to several (fingers crossed) (will update this post when I get one) and, ideally, will be moving in with a friend of mine sometime in the late summer, but I need help with funds for moving in/covering rent for a bit/etc.
Since I do take commissions, if you want one of those and want to help with funds that way, that'll be an avenue for giving me money. I won't have them open 24/7 just to make things more manageable, but that'll be an option some of the time at least.
COMMISSION INFO (tumblr post link). Currently closed!
Otherwise, if you just wanna chip in (it would be VERY. VERY VERY VERY APPRECIATED):
Payp4l: millowo <- preferred
Venm0: miiilowo
GOAL: 518/4,000
Here lies a being older than humanity's definition of the infinite.
You will find it, bound and bleeding, covered in cloth akin to translucent, flowing flesh anchored to the bed of a dried river, and when you first see it, it'll do just as it always has and try to coax you home.
Thin hands and silken feathers and veins of gold and sapphire upon skin so worn it tears just from the effort it takes to reach you, it wears an ever changing face made up of everyone you'd seen in a dreams as it tries- and tries and tries and tries- to hum a hymn in a tongue that you might know this time.
But you can't understand it anymore, and a being of light and ichor cannot hear the words of a being of clay and thread.
So you do as you always do when your bones are woven into new flesh: you cut it free of its withered chains and you bind each would as safely in bandages as you can manage.
It's skin won't burn you anymore.
You've been refleshed so many times and so very often against your will that you are neither mortal nor divine
And far too soon for its satisfaction, the being of starlight and sweetened earth and radioactive ichor is cut free and you go back from whence you came.
We sharing anaesthetic stories?? I had to have dental surgery when i was in middle school.
According to my mom and sister the very first thing i did upon waking up was BOLT upright and proceed to try and shove my ENTIRE fist in my mouth as fast as possible.
I had to be physically stopped, and i proceeded to sob my eyes out for the next 20 minutes. Somehow, i didnt damage anything 🤣
sorry that imagery is so vivid i just..
?????LOL
Humans cracking their knuckles as an intimidation tactic against aliens
Can you imagine being an alien and this thing just broke its bones at you?????
I'd be scared tbh
Why did it make that noise
That's a bone breaking noise
It's like those ppl who bite off their acrylics before a fight
Flour is extremely important to the people of Gaza. Sami asked me to share his GoFundMe campaign so he and his family could buy flour and survive, as it is very expensive. Can you help by participating or donating?
This is the link to their gofundme! This is proof they've been vetted, #21!
Everyone listen and don't ignore me, I really need you to help me participate and donate. Today, bombs were dropped near our tent and my family and I were displaced to the north because of the violent bombing. We moved to a far place on foot while we were fasting and we did not find a safe place to sit in. We did not sleep except in the street. I need you. Donate Here
Urgent Appeal – A Mother and Her Children in Desperate Need
Dear Kind Souls,My name is Noor, a mother of three children, 2 girls 5 years old and a 9-month-old baby. For the past one and a half years, we have been living in a tent after our home was destroyed in the war on Gaza. We have no shelter, no food, and no source of income. Every day, we live in fear, hunger, and cold, struggling to survive.
My children cry from hunger, their small bodies shiver from the cold, and I am powerless to provide for them. I am reaching out to you with a mother's desperate plea—please help us survive.
We have lost everything, but your kindness can give us hope. Any donation, no matter how small, can mean the difference between life and death for my children. If you are unable to donate, please reblog last post in your bage—it could save a life.
To donate and help:
https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=D6VF4AWMHHZQQ
May your generosity be rewarded with endless blessings.
hope
Noor – A Mother Fighting for Her Children’s Survival
Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #120 )
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In the heart of Gaza
Thank you to everyone for your support🫂🥹
The Israeli occupation army officially announces the return of war on Gaza and the failure of negotiations 😭
God can't hear us where it dares not walk Hearth/Reiner--Adult/Non-zero chance of posting adult content--CPTSD+Disassociative something or another+EDS/Fibromyalgia
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