Hivinewrld - Haven

i am an emotional person. i cannot hold emotions in. but those fucking classic literature books where the characters have repressed emotions *cough cough* jekyll and hyde *cough* drive me insane. yes. give me no emotional expression, no communication and make the characters MAD as the emotions build up. give me no emotional scenes but tense madness. i ADORE it.

draw fanart of Dorian gray? you mean the thing that killed Basil Hallward?

A student (me) read Jekyll and Hyde and said the following: "Jekyll and Utterson are gay for each other and if they had only communicated with each other properly, confessing that they are gay for each other or venting about their shitty lives, and maybe even kissed, it would've solved all of their problems."

To what extent do you agree?

I love Jekyll and Hyde and I've done this text since year 9. But Utterson is too much of a goody-two-shoes, even though he likes which was so obvious, whilst Jekyll... I didn't notice it when I read it, but as I read it and other people's findings, I started to realise their intense relationship.

First, Mr Utterson believes that Jekyll and Hyde are having gay sex and Hyde is blackmailing him (is he jealous or what??). He said Henry is "dreaming and smiling in his dream" (or something like that when Mr Utterson has a nightmare). How does he know that he's dreaming and smiling? I know he wants Jekyll to be in peace, but specifically, how does he know that he smiles when he dreams? Does he watch Jekyll sleep at night or what 😭

[Edit: Based on what I said on Gay Sex, let's not forget the gentle language used in the bedroom. "Plucked" all of that. Like imagine having a random man in your room and you use erotic language to describe it? Not to mention in your bedroom, which makes this scene more erotic. Perhaps Utterson is not having a nightmare, but is having sexual fantasies about Jekyll and b coming jealous of Hyde]

Then Mr Utterson stalks the guy every second of his free time, in the early hours, when he has broken from being a lawyer and at night, like I know you are concerned about your "friend" but the fact that you spend all your free time stalking him means you really wanna protect that mad scientist and you have nothing to do.

Then Utterson's like "My poor Harry Jekyll" (or something along the lines, idk) in his thoughts. Yes, it's a nickname from when they were friends. It's a nickname, right? No, because when he tries to talk to Henry, he doesn't call him "Harry", he calls him "Jekyll" 😭. Tf does it mean, that Mr Utterson's been repressing his desire to call Jekyll "Harry". Literally, they are close friends/best friends but he's such a pussy and loser to tell Jekyll he wants to be more than that!

[Little edit here as well: Also the use of "MY" Harry Jekyll. "My"! He's treating Jekyll as his own possession because a normal human will just say "Poor Harry Jekyll" not "MY poor Harry Jekyll". This freak has been obsessed with Jekyll and even possesses him like an object for God-knows-how-long (like can we link this to the idea that Utterson is jealous of Hyde because he thought they have a sexual relationship?!) to the point that he doesn't even want Hyde to be involved with Jekyll and wants Jekyll literally to himself only!]

Then Mr Utterson's willing to break the law to protect his friend. He knew that Jekyll would be in court for Hyde because his cane was used as a murder weapon and all that, but Utterson bends the law by allowing Jekyll to not come to court and even trusting him that he's fine. 😭

Oh and let's not forget that Utterson describes Jekyll's hands "Now the hand of Henry Jekyll (as you have often remarked) was professional in shape and size: it was large, firm, white, and comely." Now that this is chapter 10  where Mr Utterson read Jekyll's confession. How often does Mr Utterson talk about Jekyll's hands? If the two have a conversation, does Mr Utterson usually like to comment on Jekyll's hands? He likes Jekyll, even his hands. He might as well hold it in his hand man!

Now it's Jekyll's turn (do not think he can get away with him being a pathetic pussy as well!) There isn't a lot I can find. But that stupid doctor would tell Utterson that everything is okay and all that bullshit; like stop repressing your bloody emotions. If you keep doing that you never will have what you wanna do with Utterson. Also, he doesn't want Utterson to get involved. We know that he doesn't like Mr Utterson to judge him for being Hyde and all that stuff. But they have been friends since childhood, which was stated somewhere in chapter 2, and Mr Utterson is non-judgemental. Surely Jekyll did something worse than creating Hyde, right? Also, Jekyll knows that Mr Hyde is dangerous, and knowing that they are best friends and the fact that Jekyll doesn't want Mr Utterson to get involved, it could suggest that Jekyll is trying to protect Utterson from him/Hyde.

I was gonna say about Dr Jekyll giving his entire fortune to Utterson, but it seems that Utterson was the only friend Jekyll can trust at the end of the novella.

If only Jekyll talked to Utterson about his shitty life and confessed to him, this would never have happened in the first place, or Utterson's like "fuck society, I drink gin and wanna watch some shitty plays, I might as well as confess to Jekyll" 😭. LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE FOLKS!!

This is all I can find in this novella. If I missed anything please reply, or you can challenge my viewpoint if you want to. I'm sorry I'm literally fixated onto this novella because I love this novella so much.

Overall, I feel like Stevenson wrote this to be more like: Learn how to not repress your feelings and learn how to communicate or you'll end up like these two freaks.

I just realised I just made the title of this post look like a lang paper 1, question 4. If you wanna respond to it as a practice for Jekyll and Hyde and lang paper 1, go ahead (and I would love to read your responses).

The Fireflies

— by Henri Camille Danger

"I want to be good. I can't bear the thought of my soul being hideous."

- Oscar Wilde

i miss dorian and basil sm i wish victorian gay ppl were real BRAH i just imagine these two cuddling in bed and just enjoying eadhother I HATE THIS BOOK I HATE IT WHY CIULDNT THEY BE HAPPY (*´･ω･)

guys. GUYS.

WILFRED OWEN WAS GAY? OH MY GOD.

Just got my ass handed to me watching yet another gay husbands not get a happy ending 👍