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I just had a dream that I was looking for GANSEY in my hometown. (kinda weird) And the only help I had was blue's contact number. (Which she didn't pick up most of the time). The whole time I felt just as obsessed as gansey was with Glendower. Wait....
Is gansey the new glendower. Shit.
What is this? The hornet cycle? (Iykyk)
Jokes aside adam looked so hot in the drea-
NAUR YOURE DONE-
Imagine ronan telling the most absurd dark jokes. His humor is so fucked up that it even makes Henry side eye him.
Imagine him telling the gangsey to go change their clothes cuz theyre eating out. And Blue goes like " hey atleast we're presentable dude, you're literally wearing a wifebeater." AND he goes,
"But I'm not wearing parrish's dad wdym"
And everyone's like "......"
Gansey and blue are just sweating, thinking that adam will snap.
And then adam just starts cackling. Like.
"Nice one bro" *wipes a tear*
They both appreciate each other's humor, is my conclusion.
I'm rereading trb right now and the whole blue and adam arc is going on. So in gansey's pov he's constantly being like "uhh why are they so close to each other" or " are they holding hands wth". And he quickly removes these thoughts from his head, cuz he doesn't want to seem negative or pessimistic. But was he jealous of blue stealing his cute best friend or adam flirting with a new hot girl?
Adam : I will be praying for you.
Ronan : Well, that's comforting.
Ronan : Knowing you're an atheist.
Gansey : You wanna kill people?
Ronan : Nah, I just wanna make ghosts from scratch.
Noah, in the background : *terrified*
Woah. So Neil canonically got waterboarded. That's fucked up. Do yall think he gets nightmares about that particular incident? Cause the incident really stuck with Jean and Neil experienced it. What if one night he gets a reminder of the torture?
What if he dreams about riko laying a cloth over his face, tying his hands to the headboard, ordering him not to move or he'll pay for it in an even worse way. He commands Jean to hold down his legs for him, threatening to hurt HIM if he does.
And then he feels water.
He's drowning. Water's flooding his nose, his mouth, his eyes as he struggles to keep them shut. He's drowning. He can't breathe. Water's up his nostrils now. Jean finding it hard to hold him down due to Neil's constant struggling and getting death glares from Riko himself.
He's drowning. He can't breathe. Neil is going to die.
Nathaniel is going to die.
"NEIL."
That's all it takes for him to realize it was all just a dream. But was it?
"Neil, are you awake?", Andrew's voice is barely a whisper, against the wind jostling from the windows.
"Yeah.", it takes him a while to realize what he was doing. He releases his hand from his throat and sets them on his knees.
"Choking yourself to death seems the most impractical way to die, in my opinion."
Silence.
"Wanna talk?"
So Neil is the same exact copy of his father right? And he thinks that his smile looks like his father's which is why he doesn't smile as much, right? But what if, his smile is like...Mary?
He doesn't notice, that his lip curls down in the same upside down frowny smile that Mary gave him rarely when he made an impressive shot.
He doesn't notice, that his tongue touches his upper tooth the same way Mary's did when SHE made an impossible kill.
He also doesn't notice, that they both had genuine twinning bunny teeth smiles but Neil's never seen that on Mary's face cause, the last time she did smile that genuinely was when neil was born.
He doesn't notice it when he smiles. But Stuart Hatford does.
Because he's seen his sister's every smile.
Roses are red,
Men get me irritated
"Why does Roland think you're tying me down?"
"Andrew hesitated"
Was thinking about an au for my bois Andreil and get this,
• Andrew murders someone and gets sent to a mental asylum.
• Neil is a Psychiatrist who is assigned to him.
• Now Andrew ain't exactly the talking type but he finds neil amusing. (Bcoz ofc he does)
• Neil on the other hand is very nonchalant and unbothered about this.
• Cause many patients behaved around him like Andrew AND they always wanted something of their purpose.
• Neil thinks Andrew's the same.
• Andrew isn't.
• this guy is genuinely infatuated with the Psychiatrist.
• But why? Isn't neil just some normal vanilla guy?
• that's the thing. He isn't. The reason why Andrew is so attracted to him is because of Neil's secretive and mysterious nature.
• And he's right. Neil is hiding something. But what is he hiding?
• Maybe that his father is the BUTCHER OF BALTIMORE and that he's secretly involved with the fucking MAFIA?
• Maybe?
• Definitely.
Wait is it confirmed that Katelyn is a ginger? Cause I love the hc that Aaron is on a date with Katelyn one day, gazing at her affectionately while she talks about her day at uni or something. Looking at her auburn silky hair, her ice blue eyes. Her overpowering personality. And then it hits. Shit.
Andrew doesn't notice it much earlier cause he could care less about Katelyn BUT when he realizes. Oh man.
(In Andrew and Neil's new house)
Andrew, after an exy game: Kevin you can stay in the panic room for now.
Kevin: Wait you guys have a panic room?
Neil, a little shit : Kevin, any room you're in is a panic room.
So Nora imagined the tattoos to be in Arabic right? Which makes so much sense if you look at it from Kevin's pov.
Number 2 in Arabic looks like this, so turning this into a queen tattoo will be much more easier than using english numerals. Idk why I thought about this but I love this touch.
Neil, the first time he opened his big mouth:
(After Evermore)
Neil: Did I screw everything up?
Aaron: No we threw out your opinion, so you couldn't do that.
(The foxes trying to ask neil to tone down his animosity. )
Matt: I don't want you to think you're kind of some-
Aaron: Stupid, dirty, rotten, filthy, silly, no good for nothing, white, rat, scoundrel, bitc-
Matt: okay, thank you, Aaron, for your help.
Aaron: You're welcome.