Crimean Tatar Ismi, Mother Of Nine Children, In Krasnovishersk, Molotov Region Of Russia, After Being

I want to be an evil wizard. but I keep choosing kindness

Children's hospital. That's their target. Fucking children's hospital. Children with cancer and rare diseases are the threat to russia apparently

ok so i'm rereading The Picture of Dorian Gray and...

WAS IT THIS GAY ALL THE TIME???

Hey everyone check THIS out *floats lifelessly down a river*

executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

This is just terrifying. It's such a common thing, to go to the mall on a weekend. But you never know if you'll come back home or burn alive because of russian bombs. People go to home improvement store to buy tools to rebuild destroyed by russians homes. And never come back. Also because of russians. This is insane.

We desperately need air defence. Especially for Kharkiv right now. PLEASE call your representatives and ask for air defence for Ukraine.

O, Elegant warrior of Rot.

rule #1 of being a child soldier is to have fun and be yourself