Pairing: Hwang In-ho (player 001/the front man) x Fem!reader
Genre: headcanons, smut
Warning: dead dove do not eat, manipulation, dub/noncon, age gap, might be more but im too lazy to write it down
A/N: not proof read. thanos story in the works rn!! I have writers block so to help a little I'm making some hcs 4 this baddie (prob ooc)
hwang inho, the man that protected you from Thanos and his stupid friend during the first day of the games. he shoo'ed them away. stopping their harassment and took you with him with the rest of the group
hwang inho, the man that gives you his milk. reassuring you every time that its okay for you to have it, and it'll help you get stronger.
hwang inho, the man that checks up on you throughout the night. standing over you to make sure you're getting your nights rests. making sure no creeps try touching your delicate skin.
hwang inho, the man that lets touches linger a little longer than they should, whether its on your hands, thighs, waist..his touches feel more than platonic
hwang inho, the man that tells the guards to make sure you stay safe, to kill a player that hasn't broken the rules if they had to. anything to make sure you stay safe.
hwang inho, the man that would excuse himself to the bathroom just to touch himself to the thought of you. whether its your calm voice or plush hands that feel so soft and delicate...he just couldn't help it.
hwang inho, the man that squeezes your thighs when no ones looking...and when you express discomfort he used his past generosity as an excuse for it.
hwang inho, the man that will kiss you in the middle of the night with no warning. telling you to be quiet and take the kiss because if it were any other man it would've been worse.
hwang inho, the man that will find the perfect timing to sneak away from everyone else with you. he'll make you strip for him in the bathroom. savoring every inch of your body before he sends you away, leaving him in there alone to masturbate.
hwang inho, the man that wont let you sleep. he'll grope and squeeze your thighs, tits and ass. feeling you up while you hold in tears.
hwang inho, the man that reminds you this is your fault when you cry to him during a bathroom strip session. expressing how uncomfortable this makes you and how you don't want it anymore.
hwang inho, the man that will tell you nothing in the world is free. and your body will be the payment he receives for being so generous with you.
hwang inho, the man that gets hard thinking about your age gap. how youre only 19 and he's in his 40's..he loves it.
hwang inho, the man that slips his fingers inside of you when the lights are off, fingering you aggressively. reminding you once again that it'd be so much worse if he wasn't such a nice man.
hwang inho, the man that captures you during the raid against the guards. forcing you to stare into the eyes of your past friends as he kills them.
hwang inho, the man that keeps you as his pet after the games end. reminding you you're lucky because he spoils you with money.
hwang inho, the man that doesn't let you socialize with anyone after he's gotten his grip on you.
Another not: this one is pretty short compared to my last fic, this was to just try n get me out of writers block. expect a Thanos fic to pop up tmr. sorry if this sucked/was ooc, I tried my best T T~~
I'm sorry but i'm so sick of shit like this. I don't know you Patricia and with that attitude i don't care to get to know you.
Why has Marvel suddenly become the poster child for everything wrong in this world? For the 100th time no, Marvel movies are not all the same and they're not ''souless''. Anyone saying this, obviously hasn't even tried to watch a Marvel movie. Ever thought that maybe these characters/stories resonate with people? Cause let me tell you, i've felt more emotions from a Marvel movie than i have from some ''high art'' bullshit.
And the AI shit, really? Lesser people have tried and failed to copy the MCU bc they lacked the heart and soul it took for the MCU to be built in the first place, and u think that an AI could write a Marvel movie and have it be good????? Be serious, even the worst Marvel movie would be better than the best an AI can "come up with". Also, implying that the work put into Marvel projects is as shit as the "work" of an AI, is insulting to the countless of talented artists who have been working their asses off in every single project. Instead of doing shit like this, ever thought that you should use your platform for sth good? Like idk, talking about the REAL issues AI is causing to art? Don't you, as an artist, understand that AI is a threat to everyone? To art itself?
But i guess you've all learned the trick by now. Want attention = start talking shit about the MCU. At least be more creative, this technique has gotten old
I'm bored, Patricia ๐ฅฑ๐ฅฑ
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The Disappearing Act
Peter Parker x Teen!Female!Reader
Whatโs a hero without a villain? The early-days of โSpider-Manโ come to light as he fights off his very first foe, a girl with the ability to disappear.
Peter didnโt know what to do anymore.
How was he supposed to fight someone he couldnโt see? He was punching blind, running into dark alleys with no real sense of direction. He could hear her laugh, cackle, tease and taunt from all directions, and it made him feel weak.
What was he thinking? Was he truly ready to fight against a world crawling with evil? This girl wasnโt even the full strength that the Avengers had ever fought off, yet he was incapable of laying a single finger on her. Heโd only ever caught a glimpse of her face, but even that wasnโt enough to identify her.
โWhatโs wrong, Spider-Boy? Have you given up already?~โ
Peterโs face twisted into a deep frown. His emotions were bubbling away; conflicted between continuing with the facade of confidence and determination, or breaking into an obvious frustration and scream out loud. He couldnโt keep chasing after an enemy he couldnโt physically see.
What was he supposed to do?
There was a pause of silence; it felt so thick that Peter found it hard to breathe. The cold night air tickled his cheeks through the knitted fibres of his mask, making him feel slightly numb. He tried to conceal a shiver by roughly looking around, but it only caused him to strain and pull a muscle. How awkward.
Then, Peter heard a sigh from the left. Somewhere above him, hiding on the fire escape that lead into a closed-down restaurant. โCome on, Iโm getting bored. Do a flip or something.โ
โIs that why youโre doing all this?โ Peter shouted, his eyes squinting and searching the darkness for some sort of movement. He could hear the faint creaks and squeaks of the rusted metal, the structure groaning under the added pressure of this strange girl. It was an old building, so no doubt the fire escape hadnโt been checked for safety in a long time.
โHm?โ A pause of quiet again. A moment to breathe. A moment to observe. โDoing what?โ
Peter watched as something shuffled forwards, a fabric of sorts nearing into the light. Thank God the city had street lights that reflected far and wide, even if it was dim, it gave him enough of a spotlight to catch sight of something. He knew she was crouched above him, possibly holding onto the rail.
If he could get a clear enough shot to web her to the wallโฆ
โBreaking into placesโฆ is it because youโre bored?โ Peter knew he needed to drag out a conversation, long enough to keep this girl distracted. The longer she stayed engaged in a conversation, the better chance he had at succeeding. Thatโs how the heroโs in movies did this type of stuff, right? Through distraction?
The girl laughed; it was a light laugh that echoed through the narrow alley, and it sounded sincere. โAnd why do you chase after me, Spider-Boy? Have you also succumbed to boredom?โ
There was another shuffle, and soon enough a hand broke through the darkness. Slim fingers wrapped around the metal railing, gripping tight. Peter felt his heart skip a beat in excitement, his breath hitched inside his throat as he quickly extended an arm and aimed at the limb.
A web shot out, shooting through the darkness and towards its target.
Bullseye.
โWhatโฆ ew, gross!โ
Peter wasted no more time as he sprung into action. He leapt upwards and grasped the bottom of the ladder, hastily hoisting himself onto the first platform. The structure shuddered under his weight, but he ignored the way it practically shivered. He twisted his body around and jumped onto the railing, using it as a boost up to the second level.
He listened closely to the sound of his target grunting and whining in disgust and frustration; she was tugging and pulling at the webbing, but Peter was positive itโd stay sticky long enough for him to capture her properly.
Peter flipped up to the third and final level, his feet planting firmly. He turned his eyes towards the girl on her knees, one hand glued to the railing and the other desperately clawing at the web. Her panic increased as he neared closer, close enough to kneel beside her.
He did it.
โNot so smug now, are you?โ Peter muttered, a satisfied grin breaking across his face. Now that he was looking closer, he could finally see her facial features better.
And damn, she was beautiful.
A murderous glare twisted across her face, eyes so sharp it could slice Peter into millions of pieces. She looked almost feral, unafraid to cut a bitch. โWhat the fuck is this made out of?โ She questioned lowly, her voice on the verge of a growl.
Peter looked between the webbing and her. โJustโฆ just some stuff I made.โ
โGood to know itโs not coming out of you.โ Her eyes drifted back to the alley, looking almost distant.
Quiet fell among the two, and Peter suddenly felt awkward. Now that he had captured this girl, after a few days of zero sleep and intricate trap designs (which wasnโt actually very detailed), Peter didnโt know who he was supposed to hand the girl over to.
The police? No, Peter had dropped hints to them on multiple occasions. It was because of their lack of interest that Peter had involved himself so quickly. This girl had broken into many establishments without leaving a single trace, or a single clue as to how she had done it. She was skilled, too clever for the police.
The Avengers? That just felt too extreme. They dealt with โend-of-the-worldโ business, not petty thieving.
Then again, this wasnโt petty thievingโฆ
โWhy are you just sitting there?โ
Peterโs attention snapped back to the girl, his stomach twisting with butterflies at the intense eye-contact. Her nose scrunched slightly.
โIโuh, what?โ He stammered.
The girl rolled her eyes. โYou caught me, so why are you just sitting there? Arenโt you going to hand me over to the police or something?โ
So it was obvious that Peter didnโt know what to do. Perhaps if he contacted the police then theyโd know some sort of special forces that could contain this girl properly? Right, that seemed like a more reasonable option.
There was no way that humans with incredible gifts were making appearances all over the country and the government werenโt creating a containment plan. They constantly had backup plans.
โI, yeah, no, I was totally about to contact the police,โ Peter confirmed. He stood to his full high and shuffled back, digging his hand into his pocket and pulling out his phone. He unlocked it and skimmed towards the dial pad and held the device to his ear, listening to the dial tone briefly.
Peter only looked away for a second, but when his eyes landed on the exact same spot as the girl had previously been sitting, he came to the indescribable horror that she was gone.
Peter ended the call with zero hesitation, a string of swears leaving his lips as his eyes darted around the area.
Where did she go?
A sharp whistle drew his attention further up the building. Leaning over the edge, waving playfully and shooting Peter a small wink, the girl flaunted her freedom.
โThat was fun, we should do this again sometime!โ She hollered loudly. โSee you around, Spidey!โ
And with Peterโs intense gaze glued to her form, he watched as she vanished before his very eyes. She just disappeared, no warning, no aftermath; just gone.
Peter stood rather dumbfounded for a minute longer, allowing time to process what had transpired. He was so close. Why had he hesitated in contacting the police? If he had been just slightly more efficient in his motive, then he would have surely been successful. Right?
But this wouldnโt be his final encounter with this girl. He knew theyโd meet again.
This was so amazing and funny ๐๐๐๐
Yelena Belova and Natasha Romanoff x teen!sister!Reader where in Lena and Tasha find out that Reader is dating Peter Parker lives rent free in my head. Do what you will with this information.
A/n: Hi!! Yes ik, I'm scarce, i apologize. I love your asks and try to get through them whenever i can, so thank you for showing a constant interest in my writing. That's honestly the only thing that keeps me going and motivating me to write more.
I hope you enjoy this!
Peter and the reader are the same age and this takes place when they are in high school.
Not proofread.
Warnings: words like f*ck and sh*t, literally once each.
Words: 1261
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โHey?โ
You looked up from your textbook, smiling at a tired Natasha who was leaning against the door,โ You good there?โ
Your oldest sister just gave you a tired smile,โ Yeah, hectic mission is all. The mission report was a snooze.โ
You got up and gave her a hug, hoping to make her feel better,โ Did you want anything?โ
โOh, yeah. Lena asked me to call you for dinner.โ
Natasha moved away from you and was about to head towards her room when you looked at her with furrowed brows,โ You arenโt joining us?โ
The redhead turned slightly and shook her head lightly,โ No, I think Iโll retire for the night. Told Lena to leave the leftover in the fridge if I felt hungry later.โ
You were about to protest before your phone rang.
When you saw who it was, you cut the call a little too quickly which caused Natasha to look at you weirdly,โ Who was that?โ
You looked up at her, eyes slightly wider because you thought she had already left the corridor,โ Oh, it was just spam donโt worry.โ
The ex-assassin looked at you for a second longer, trying to shake the feeling that you were lying and shrugging the thought away to her being tired which made her a little too hyper-aware of her surroundings.
You sighed to yourself before making your way to the dining table.
***
Yelena was attending to the garden at the back of the house when the doorbell rang.
โY/n/n! Can you please open door please?โ
โOn it!โ
You ran down the stairs and opened the door, smiling in amusement when you saw who it was.
โGood morning, maโam. I hope you are having a lovely dayโ the boy dressed in a postmanโs outfit smiled toothily.
โWell, it is nowโ you smiled, looking towards the glass door that led to the back for a second before quickly sneaking in a peck.
โAww, is that all I get?โ the boy pouted.
โFor now, yes Mr. Parkerโ you smiled teasingly,โ You got some nerve showing up here. What if it was my sister who opened the door?โ
Peter just raised his eyebrow as if he saw this question coming,โ Well my lovely girlfriend, I was sitting on that tree over there waiting for the right opportunity โ
โThatโs some commitment right thereโ you acknowledged.
โY/n why are we sneaking around like this? I can handle your sisters.โ Peter slightly whined.
You leaned against the door and just raised your eyebrow.
โOk, maybe they intimidate a little too much and I nearly shit my pants when Iโm near them, especially now that Iโm dating their baby sister secretly. But still!โ
You just chuckled at the boy before giving him another quick peck,โ Soon Parkerโ
โY/n who was it?โ you hear Yelenaโs voice nearing so you quickly shut the door before the blonde appeared.
โNo one. Just some postman who was asking about an address near-by. Apparently got lost.โ You smile slightly before making an excuse to go back to your room.
Yelena narrowed her eyes at you before looking out the window at the receding image of the postman.
***
A couple nights later, Yelena and Natasha were in the kitchen, trying to cook a Russian recipe their mother used to cook them when they were kids.
But both also had other things on their minds.
โLenaโ โTashaโ
Both called out in unison.
They looked at each other and stopped cooking for a second before collectively looking up at the ceiling, above which was where your room was.
โYou too?โ Natasha asked, Yelena nodding.
โSomethingโs going onโฆโ
Both finished cooking before tip-toeing to your room. They stood in front your door, trying to listen to anything on the inside.
โShould we be doing this though?โ Yelena whispered, feeling slightly guilty about spying on their sister. Natasha seemed to realize the same thing and sighed.
โYou are right. Letโs go.โ
Just as the two were about the leave, a loud crash came from inside your room, causing them to panic.
They barged inside, in fright of something happening to you only to see Peter Parker hanging from the ceiling upside down with you hands on his cheeks, both looking at the door with wide eyes, caught red handed.
โWhat the fuckโฆ..โ Natasha let out, while Yelena just stood with her mouth hanging open.
***
Here you were, in the living room. All four of you sitting together, Natasha and Yelena side by side on the sofa and you and Peter occupying the other.
It was awkward, to say the least.
You nervously looked between your sisters, trying to deduce who would be the first one to pounce on your boyfriend so that you could push him out of the way.
Honestly that was all you were worried about. Peterโs safety. From your own sisters.
Natasha sighed, closing her eyes for a moment before looking both of you in the eye,โ How long has this been going on?โ
Peter looked at you and decided to answer,โ uh, about 2 months, maโam.โ
Now Natasha looked at you,โ and you didnโt bother telling us?โ
Yelena just stayed silent, looking at Peter as if trying to decide how to murder the boy and letting Natasha do all the talking.
โSee, I did. But it was so new, still is. I wasnโt sure how it would end and since you personally work in a team with him, I didnโt want things going south just because things didnโt work out between us.โ You explained, finally realizing how this stunt couldโve hurt your sisters.
You hadnโt thought of that exactly.
โBut that doesnโt mean you donโt tell usโ Natasha argued, though her voice remained soft. You gulped seeing the hurt inside her eyes,โ What if something extremely bad had happened? No offense Peter, but you need to see where Iโm coming from here.โ
Peter readily agreed with her,โ Oh donโt worry, I actually agree with you. We shouldโve been more responsible about this and not sneaked around.โ
Natasha stopped speaking at that, her eyes scanning the boy before looking back at you,โ You promise not to hide anything from us from now on?โ
You nodded immediately,โ Yes. I will. I was going to, believe me. But I just needed to be sure if this would work out just for a little while, more than a fling so that it didnโt complicate things.โ
Natasha nodded,โ You are a good kid Peter. I hope you maintain that image with us.โ
โFor your own good.โ Yelena glared, still apprehensive.
Peter gulped as he nodded.
โAlright, who wants ice cream?โ Natasha asked, causing you and Peter to look at her in surprise.
She smirked at that reaction before leaning back on the sofa,โ Well, my baby sister is in a relationship for the very first time, I think that calls for a dessert.โ
She got up,โ Y/n can you help me carry the bowls please?โ
You didnโt really get much of a choice as your oldest sister pulled you up and dragged you to the kitchen.
Yelena waited for you two to disappear before looking at Peter. The Spiderman didnโt know what it was but the stare unnerved him a little too much.
Yelena stood in front of him and bent down to meet his eyes level,โ I hear a peep of her cries relating even remotely to you being the reason, you better start counting your days. You understand me?โ
The blonde stepped back and smiled at the sweating boy,โ Welcome to the family, Spiderman.โ
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Since yall liked the last one so much, here's more of these!
Peter: So I was just wondering if maybe you would go out with me?
y/n: Yes.
Peter: You'll come aro- WAIT DID YOU SAY YES?!
y/n: Um, yes.
Peter: OMG, HOLD ON, BRB!
Peter: *dashing off*
y/n:
y/n: ...so should I leave or?
y/n:
Peter: *comes back dragging Sam to prove y/n said yes*
Peter: Say it again.
Peter: I can't find my phone.
Tony: Okey, I can call you, kid.
Peter: No- wait!
Phone ringing: You are my dad (You are my dad!) BOOGIE WOOGIE WOOGIE
Tony:
Peter:
Peter: I can explain
*Bonus*
y/n: *eating popcorn, watching Peter trying to explain for Tony*
y/n: He's just fatherless, and now has a father figure. *blinks* that's all.
Therapist: Would you say you're independent?
y/n: *looks at Steve*
Steve: *Nods*
y/n: I'd say so, yes.
Therapist: *faceplants*
Steve: *proud Cap moment*
Natasha: *sneezes*
Peter: Bless you, miss Romanoff.
y/n: *sneezes*
Peter: y/n are you sick?!?! Let me wrap you in a warm blanket and feed you som soup!! YoU pOOR tHING!? *insert teenage boy voice crack*
Loki: *sneezes*
Peter: Oh my fucking God, shut the fuck up!
y/n: Mr white wolf sir?
Peter: We're back from our shopping trip, we got you another magnet.
Bucky: Cool, stick it on
--
Bruce: Is that- Peter's shopping list on your arm?
Bucky: *sipping some coffee* Yup.
Tony: What the-
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Tony: Peter, y/n, you both need to stop using Buckys arm as an fridge. Okey?
Peter: But Mr white wolf said it helps him associate it with something else but muder,
y/n: *proudly nodding along*
Tony: *crying*
y/n: Did you know, sir, that atoms never touch each other? So, since we're all made out of atoms, we've never touched anything our entire lives. So to answer your question Wanda, no l did not punch Clint.
Clint: *holding his bloody nose*
Clint: Bitch I-
Kate: You were so drunk last night.
y/n: No I wasn't. Right Peter?
Peter: You started cutting pineapples at 3am while yelling "Stop hiding SpongeBob! I know you're in there!"
y/n: *glancing between Kate and Peter*
Peter:
Kate:
y/n: But did I find him tho?
y/n, angirly: ARE YOUโ
MJ: Fucking.
y/n: โKIDDING ME! YOUโ
MJ: Fucking.
y/n: IDIOTโ
Peter: ...what was that?
MJ: The teacher banned y/n from swearing, so I volunteered to help her outโ
Peter: I know you think my judgment is clouded because I like y/n a little bit.
Nick Fury: You doodled your wedding invitation.
Peter: That's our joint tombstone.
Nick Fury: Ah, my bad.
*Avengers game night*
Steve: I will put down 'Bi' to spell 'Bi'
Bruce: I add 'o' to create 'bio'
Tony: I will add your 'bio' to make 'biostratigraphic'
Bucky: *snaps pencil*
Stephen: I add your 'biostratigraphic' to create 'biostratigraphic correlation'
Natasha: *stabs table with knife*
Tony: *grinning* I'll add your 'biostratigraphic correlation' to create 'quantitative biostratigraphic correlation entropy'
Steve: *flips table*
Peter: *Whispering* Okey let's leave before they start making out.
y/n: *Grabbing his hand* Yeahhh...
Can someone please tell me wtfff is going on because it's been like 2 years since I found out about loa and void state and I've been trying ever since. It's been on and off but lately I've been serious about this because my life turned to shit last year and now I've finally had enough.
There's one thing that is constant is that whenever I try for the void state (I mostly use sleep methods) and when I fall asleep, wake up, get sleep paralysis, or a lucid dream or wtv, I only experience one thing that is something sucking me down. I always think that I'm in the void state but it's never that. It's always a false awakening and idk how to fix that. Like if I'm lucid dreaming and realise I'm in a dream I would affirm/ do wtv it takes me to the void state, I always end up in this black-soul sucking place like thing. I could feel my heartbeat, could sometimes even hear the fan and all. But I just can't get past that and get into the void. I'll try affirming, visualising but nothing works. And if I tried hard enough, i would end up waking up. I know for a fact that this isn't the void because why am I still hearing the fan?? Can anyone tell me what this is??
This was soooo cute ๐ฅฐ
summaryย โ ย you work the closing shift at a bakery and Spider-Man makes a habit of appearing at 9.45pm to walk you home.ย
word countย โ ย 3.7k
warningsย โ a lil bit of angst/hurt and comfort. minor descriptions of injury. a bit of swearing, but this is mostly fluff.
a/nย โ I really loved writing this one. I felt so happy the whole time and ! I am very excited for people to read it, so I hope you enjoy it :)) Iโve also recently redone my taglist, so if youโre interested in that, it should be linked at the bottom of the post. feedback always appreciated!
THE BAKERY YOU WORK AT is one of New Yorkโs hidden gems. Tucked away beneath a level of luxurious townhouses, the small space is covered in vintage artwork, bright leafy plants, and warm exposed lightbulbs that cast a web of kaleidoscopic light across the space.ย Your regulars love the way itโs their secret, love the way itโs as if theyโre walking into their own secret hiding space every time they creep down the green metal staircase and walk in through the jangling door, and you love the way itโs like a little community revolves around the place. The air is always alight with the scent of fresh pastries and sound of relaxed laughs, and there really isnโt anywhere else youโd rather escape to after school.
You always work the closing shift on weekdays, slipping down into the shop at 5pm and locking up at 10pm. Itโs always the quietest hours for the bakery - the best loaves of bread and the most perfectly iced cupcakes are always snatched up by commuters in the morning, so the only groups of people who wander into the bakery when youโre there are those on the lookout for discounted baked goods. Itโs always relaxed, and as the hours creep by, more than often you find yourself being paid to sit behind the counter and read a book than actually deal with any customers, so itโs a winning combination all around.
Your job at the bakery is normal and unassuming. That is, until the night Spider-Man stumbles into your shop.
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I think it's "Let me Be your ruler."
Does anyone know the fic where Peter is part of the mob/mafia maybe even a gang and is interested in the reader? Maybe reader is a little older?
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peter parker x f!reader
summary: spider-man hangs out with his crush all the time but this time it's different
warnings: swearing??
peter has been crushing over y/n for a very long time to the point where it's not even just a crush anymore, he's full on in love but he could never have the courage to tell her
luckily, he still gets to be with her, through spider-man.
nobody really remembers how it happened, it just did and for some reason y/n and spider-man are friends now. she's never really told anyone cause she's not that type of person. besides, he was just a normal person
she obviously doesn't know it's peter and he plans on it staying that way, spider-man was like his safety net. if they ever get into a fight, there's spider-man, if something's up with her, there's spider-man, anything that happens, spider-man knows about it
for once, peter was at a party and everyone was called to gather around in a circle. they decided to play spin the bottle, which made peter extremely nervous since y/n was part of the circle
once it was y/n's turn she span the bottle and of course, it had to land on peter. she wanted to lean in until she noticed how peter was frozen and clearly did not want to be kissed
"if peter doesn't want a kiss i'd like to volunteer instead of him" some guy said annoyingly
peter simply got up and left, y/n wasn't gonna let him ruin her day so she got the other guy and kissed him, making everyone laugh at how the guy was so happy
after the party was over, y/n went home and headed upstairs, to the roof. it's usually where she waits for spider-man to show up so they can talk and hang out
as usual, spider-man swung by when patrol was over.
"hey" he said, stuttering in the beginning since it felt awkward to talk after what happened
she didn't answer though
"what's up, talk to me" he said
she looked down, she looked pissed off and sad at the same time
"there's this guy, i don't know what his problem is- i mean, i was at this party today and we were playing spin the bottle, alright? so i spin the bottle and it lands on him and instead of kissing me like a normal person does he just- left! who does that? i don't get it! is- is it me? am i just that type of person that nobody wants to deal with? he always avoids me and it's just- it's me isn't it." she said
"what?" he said, shocked. he never realized how much he affected her with his actions
"i...i mean he probably doesn't mean it that way, right? maybe he just gets nervous around you cause you're so pretty and sweet and literally my dream girl and i would never hurt you i was just scared cause i've loved you for years and i don't know how to tell you-"
her head perked up in shock
"what? are-are you- oh my god, peter is spider-man?! all those things i said- oh my god this is so- you probably think i'm such a weirdo this is so embarrassing-"
peter stood there just staring at the girl who was spiraling. once she stopped talking and looked at him, he burst into laughter.
"what- why are you laughing?!"
"cause you're crazy! i tell you that i've been in love with you for years and all you care about is what i think of you cause you act like your weird normal self around me?"
"cause- i don't know what if you stop feeling the same way and i would be in love with someone who doesn't love me back-"
"did you just say you love me?"
"maybe..."
peter then used his webs on her and pulled her to his chest
"say it" he said
the girl smiled shyly in looked down
"please?"
she looked up and smiled
"i love you" she whispered
"again?"
"i love you"
"one more time, please?"
"i love you, peter."
"yeah that's it" he said, chuckling as the two shared a kiss
a/n: requests are open babes so don't be shy cause i have no ideas anymore help
Hii! I am pretty new to the Tumblr shifting community and I didnโt really plan on posting anything but after browsing around a bit, I kind of wanted to give my two cents on shifting. I used to be active in the Amino community back then but then I took a break to focus on myself. Some time passed since then and I have been shifting pretty regularly now. And after looking through some posts, I wanted to share some things to maybe help others.
Disclaimer: I fully believe shifting is personal and should be tailored to you. What works for me might not work for you and thatโs okay! However, I would be very glad if this helped someone. Also excuse how I explain some things. Since I just got back, Iโm not very caught up with new shifting terminology so Iโm just going to explain how I understand it instead.
You are only consciousness. That is what you are and what you will always be. There will never be any reality, circumstances, doubts, fears, or anything tied to you unless you allow it to. You as consciousness, your only role is to experience and be conscious of things. So as you become conscious of new things, you shift.
As consciousness, your natural state is the void state. You only experience reality when you take on a vessel, which is your body. So through these vessels, you experience reality. And as you live in these vessels, you will encounter its emotions, doubts, and thoughts. This is why people say you are not your doubts or fears, because truly you are not. You are only experiencing it through the vessel. They are not your own, but the vesselโs.
So to shift realities, you simply decide a reality then become conscious of it. Literally just that, you decide and then become. Thereโs nothing more or less to it I swear.
I think the reason why many people fail to comprehend this is because they had been putting in so much effort that they couldnโt believe how actually effortless it really is. I think itโs because they try to force it without understanding how it just comes naturally. Shifting shouldnโt be about taking control but rather just be. I see people asking how this and how that and am I doing it right, and I just want to say forget all about that and focus on just being.
You had always just been consciousness experiencing reality through a vessel your whole life. You had always made a choice on a reality then proceeded to become aware of it. So now decide on that reality that you want and just be conscious of it. Thatโs all it is. If it helps, help yourself understand that you are only consciousness. Remind yourself throughout the day, when you experience this vesselโs doubts, or before you sleep. Truly understand that you are not tied down by anything because you are literally just consciousness.
If you question why you should listen to me, it is because I was in your shoes before. For a really long time, I really thought that shifting is just not something I could do and that it was all just an inside joke. I was at my all time low and I just didnโt know what to think or believe anymore. Yet, here I am, shifting as regularly as I sleep. That being said though, I donโt want you to idolize me or envy me. Donโt idolize a consciousness when you are literally one as well and can do anything I can.
I hope this post was understandable. Iโm not much of an explainer but I tried my best.