Omg Same

Scott giving me Flower Husbands crumbs, thank you Scott. Thank you for being such a flirt.

Their interactions make me happy,,, I cannot be stopped.

God dammit I’m only 40 pages into this book and it’s already gay

@danielhowell  I hope you’re happy for giving us a black & white heart-attack.

Something about how most of the times Scott has died was to give someone else time (I think)

Something about Scott feeling like a rug from everybody using him for his time, only seeing value in himself when someone needs it from him

Something about him literally making a game show out of it to make it feel less de-humanizing

Something about scott only asking for love in return (like from Jimmy), only to be met with silence and a stab in the back

Something about that being Scott’s breaking point, and him deciding that he’s done giving others his life, instead choosing to take it himself.

I’m left handed!

I say, as I raise my right hand

Not only that, but then finding out that grian is cheating on him because spending time with him feels like a chore to grian.

Scar finding out that even when fate itself connects him with grian, he’s still not his first choice.

But he ignores it anyways, because spending time with grian is always amazing, even though afterwards he always cries because he knows grian will never see him as his number one, his one and only, like scar does. He cries for the endless love that his soulmate doesn’t reciprocate or appreciate.

He griefs for the innocence of not knowing he loves grian more than he loves him back.

scar being really jealous of grian’s soulmate, whoever they are, jealous that he isn’t grian’s better– or at least other– half. scar feeling a little bit victorious whenever grian spends time with him, because who needs soulmates, anyway? they have each other, and that’s enough, right? scar feeling a little prick of fear whenever he thinks about how everything will change after grian finds his soulmate.

scar knows he won’t seek out his own. they don’t matter, because they’re not him.

only for him to learn that he is grian’s soulmate. 

scar’s heart almost stops right there.

Their height difference makes me giggle

LIFE HACK!

Step 1. Be gay

Step 2. Get a SO the same sax as yo

If you did the steps right, than you can have intense make out sessions in a bathroom without someone going “THERES A GUY IN THE GIRLS BATHROOM!!” Or vice versa.

Basically being gay is a life hack.

Your image is seared into my vision, lingers behind my eyelids and is tattooed on my brain.

No matter how hard I scrub, the residue of us still lingers, and I can see the absence of you in my life, like the lighter skin under a just pulled Bandaid.

My hands that fit perfectly into yours now sweat at the thought of getting anywhere near yours again, and at night they reach for your spot of the bed as if a drop of sweat/tears will water the soil of the just removed grass, and it will regrow.

I see your eyes and nose and mouth staring back at me through my bathroom mirror at night, as I brush my teeth I feel the cold, empty hands hold onto my shoulder from your spot.

The places you used to lay in are now lighter, untouched by the sun in the months you spent there; I gently touch my fingertips to where your hand used to sleep and close my eyes in prayer for the lingering warmth to come back, just for a second, to replace the dullness that comes with our long time apart.

Also this is something I forgot to post, this is of course @thatsthat24 but tbh he looks like a child so yeah. Either way I like how it turned out