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Because of you

A/N: This part of a challenge that @paigeinastory was running. My song was “Because of you” By Reba & Kelly and my assigned line is I have never been so paranoid in my whole life. The focus is Dean x Sister!Reader with a bit of Sam x Sister!Reader. Italics are Reader’s thoughts.

Word Count: 2,296

Warnings: Angst, being used & left, hints of sexy time.

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You rolled your eyes as you watched Dean talk to the busty blonde on the other side of the bar. She had set her sights on him the moment the three of you had walked into the bar; however he had chosen to ignore her for the majority of the night. You and your brothers had come to the bar to celebrate a hunt gone right. There no were no injures, no more victims after you had arrived, a damn near perfect hunt. To be honest you were surprised that Dean had stayed with you and Sam for as long as he did. On a normal night he would be with you two for thirty minutes tops before wandering off to chase a short skirt.

He made it two hours before he decided playing games from across the room with the blonde was long enough. With a toss of forty bucks on the bar top and a comment of seeing him in the morning he was off to talk to his conquest of the night. Sam and you had shared a good laugh over it, but ten minutes after Dean left Sam had started to chat up with the pretty bartender who had been eyeing him all night.

You couldn’t help but let out a scoff as you took another shot. It was your third or forth of the night and along with the beers you had drank with your brothers you were pretty far gone. You didn’t care though, you knew you were gonna need it for whatever you decided to do tonight.

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A Secret Something

Summary - You and Dean had been best friends ever since you were kids. Now that you were both 16 and your fathers were hunting together more and more often it made sense for you, Dean and Sam to all stay with eachother and attend school while they worked jobs nearby. Two teenagers, best friends, living together, some newfound attraction and two scary hunter dads. What could go wrong?

Pairings - Dean x Reader

Warnings - None, some swearing maybe?

Part One -

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“Dad c’mon you’re being ridiculous!” You tried to keep your composure and not shout at him but he had turned his back to you opening the fridge searching for a cold beer, taking a deep breath you tried again.

“You do get how ridiculous it is that you physically put me in a position where i have to kill something so that it doesn’t kill me, but i’m not allowed to go to the movies with a cute guy right? Like that is insane!” Your response brought a snort from Dean sitting up on the kitchen counter that earned a glare from John as you stared him down “What’s so funny De?”

He looked down clearly uncomfortable that his dad was silently telling him to keep out of it “Nothing I just wouldn’t describe Jack as cute” He grinned back at you before earning another warning look from his dad. At this moment your dad shut the fridge and handed a beer to his friend John sighing that he had to have this conversation with you infront of John and his sons.

“That’s not ridiculous monsters are easy guys are not, i don’t want you going out with Jack or Josh or whoever, my house my rules” He spoke flatly holding out a hand to end the conversation which only angered you more.

“Dad this isn’t even a house it’s a motel room with 2 beds and 5 people!” Your words were dripping with sarcasm, your eyes widening at how frustrating this situation was. “It’s not like this is a household brimming with adult supervision and Dean went out with that ‘cheerleader’ 2 weeks ago and no one said a word about that!”

“That’s different, if John says he can date he can date i say you can’t so you can’t. You’re only just 16 you’re not going out with some teenage boy!” Your fathers eyes were staring right at you, he was trying so hard not to get angry but his voice was starting to waver.

“Oh my god but why not?!” You challenged petulantly, you could tell he was getting angry but he wasn’t going to act on it infront of John and his boys which just drew more courage in you.

“Because boys only want one thing!” He shot at you violently making John nod in agreement “That is true Y/N” Dean was reacting to your fathers tone eyeing you up carefully wanting you just to end this conversation but you continued to challenge, their new argument just caused a burning in you.

Trying to collect your thoughts you sat down at the table with the men and slowly responded “Dad, just because they want something doesn’t mean that they’re automatically going to get it does it? I do have a say in my own decisions and if you’re both suddenly so worried about this why aren’t you stopping Dean from dating then? If you’re so worried about teenage boys actions then why don’t you address it with them and help the problem instead of telling girls to just hide away.”

The stubborness but eloquence of your challenge made the grown men stop for a minute as John leaned back with a small smile, a look of pride softening his face leaving Mark choking over his own words as Dean assessed the situation with worry in his eyes. You had never spoken to them in a way that earned almost some respect from John and Dean was wary of the uncertainty of the situation.

After almost a minute of silence John was the first to speak as he leaned forward with a small chuckle reaching for his beer “Well sweetheart you got us there” Looking over to Mark he was eager to see what his reaction would be, you could physically see the clogs turning in his brain as he could finally see your logic but his instinct of how much danger there was in the world clung to him.

“I don’t know Y/N. You two go get dinner and i’ll think about it.” His voice was heavy and his brain was in overdrive but you were thrilled at the response and gave dean a smile biting your tongue as he jumped off the counter to join you wrapping an arm around you his face gleaming with amusement and pride of how you handled the situation. You two wasted no time leaving the motel laughing with eachother as soon as the door was shut making your way to the pizza place.

On the other side of the door Mark groaned loudly leaning his head on the table in defeat as John laughed and patted his back “Man, i’m glad mine are boys” which elicited another deep groan into the table.

With the sun setting and the air turning cold you walked along the path huddled under Deans arm as he held you tight both beaming with the feeling of victory. Even though this battle had nothing to do with Dean he couldn’t help but feel pride for you standing up to two alpha males like their parents.

It was amazing and he was grinning his eyes beaming down at you “That was awesome! I have no idea how the hell you did that Y/N” His words of encouragement lifted through you and you leaned away from him almost jumping up at down as he looked adoringly at you.

“I cannot believe that i actually said what i wanted to say, usually i can’t even get the words out and then of course your dad had to be there too!”

You both laughed as you walked through a pile of leaves, your happiness was so contagious it made you feel like little kids again. “Oh and thanks for throwing me under the bus by the way really apreciated that!” Dean mock glared down at you shaking your arm “And not to burst your bubble though sweetheart but you do know that he didn’t actually say that you could go right?”

“That doesn’t matter, i won an argument against my dad!” Your eyes beaming with pride as you smiled up at your best friend “And anyway they’re gone again in the morning for like a week so what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him!” You let out cheekily feeling so proud of yourself as Dean kissed the top of your head before he left you to run into the shop to grab the pizzas. As he returned you both animatedly carried on the conversation.

With all of the pain and scariness of your usual lives it freed you both ever so slightly just to be happy about something so fantastically trivial as teenage problems, you were both only 16 at the end of the day.

As you neared the motel you begged Dean not to bring up the conversation again, you didn’t want to push it and ruin this evening and he jokingly moaned but he could never deny you,m. That look of happiness on your face was so pure he just wanted to keep you in that bliss for a little while longer.

“Dinners up!” You shouted out as Dean opened the front door for you like a gentleman. Even though you were the second youngest somehow you always fell into the mother role when you were all together, even though you detested the stereotypes maybe it was because you were the only girl? You didn’t always love it and honestly sometimes you were just so tired from taking care of others before yourself but it’s where you belonged, it was the role that you played in this disjointed family and you wouldn’t have it any other way.

Placing the boxes on the table everyone crowded lovingly around you, John placed his hand gently on the small of your back as he leant around you which was an anomalie in your routine. Usually the older man was dark and brooding or drunk and he didn’t dole out affection easily so you took it sharing a small smile with him.

Dean noticed his dad straight away shocked at his response to you and you both shared a confused but wow that was nice silent conversation. As Sammy finally put down his homework and made his way over to the table you all clambered around finding seats and he jumped up on your lap grabbing pizza eliciting a laugh from everyone as you moved to make yourself more comfortable. He was only 11 and you nestled into him wrapping your arms around his waist.

In the background Dean stood by the fridge passing out beers to the adults as he nodded to his dad asking permission “Yeah just one though” He responded sternly and Dean pulled his seat ever so slightly towards you and Sammy before you all sat eating a family dinner together. It was such a rare occurence and all of you felt that.

The men told old stories that got more embelished the more they drunk, Sammy gripped onto their words asking them questions and when they were disctracted Dean tapped his beer bottle on your thigh offering it to you discreetly, just a secret that the both of you shared.

The night went on and Sammy felt heavier in your lap as he leant back against you and as the men grew tired everyone retreated to claim a sleeping place. This was the only difficulty when you were all together, usually if the men hunted together they would get a room and the 3 kids would share. You in your own bed and Dean and Sammy sharing but on the occasions that they had made it home it meant that all 5 of you had to share two beds and a sofa.

Nudging Sammy awake he slid off of your lap and you tried to rush him so that you could stand and claim a bed, before you could even stand John had taken the bed closest to him and you rushed to the next one laughing victoriously as you sat on it.

Your dad was almost passed out on the sofa and Sammy was asking John if he could share with him which brought a smile to his face as he lifted the covers for the tired little boy, in moments like this you could all tell just how small he really was.

As you had all chosen your spots you left into the bathroom to take off your bra and put some sleeping shorts on in privacy while the guys all changed in the other room, it was just a small routine that you had all gotten used to.

Walking back into the room you made your way over to your bed that already had Dean sitting up in it, John was waiting for you to come back in and turned the bed side light off as you climbed into bed and cuddled up in the covers.

“You better not kick me off the bed again Y/N” Dean whispered lowly to you as you tried to stifle your laugh “Well you better not wake up with a boner again then D” You laughed back at him catching him off guard embarassing him “Shut up Y/N!” He spoke firmly before rolling over away from you only making you laugh louder.

John chuckled tiredly at your conversation before putting on his deep dad voice “Enough, go to sleep”

You responded with a smile on your face, tonight felt different to usual nights. It felt happy and carefree, you couldn’t even remember the last time John had smiled and here he was cuddling his youngest to sleep and smiling at your retorts.

Usually you and John barely spoke, you trusted him but he scared you just like your dad did, hunters were dark it’s how they had to be. It’s how they got into this life in the first place and you understood that. Your world wasn’t cuddly and fuzzy but tonight it felt just a little bit softer and you wanted to hold onto that peace knowing that it wasn’t going to last forever so that’s exactly what you did.

With your back against Deans you fell asleep feeling peaceful and content with how things were right now and what more could you ever ask for, you had what was in your view your entire family together just for one night.

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Supernatural 12x03 - Mary leaves

Sister fic 

Warnings - angst, swearing, fluff

Characters- Mary Winchester,Dean Winchester,Sam Winchester, Sister Winchester 

DEAN’S POV

“i just need a little time.” Her voice rang sharp in the bunker and left us all stunned. Mom wanted to leave us. Mom wanted to leave me. I felt Y/n hitched her breath and tried to control a sob. She hid behind me like she was a little girl  again. Mom looked at me with wide eyes and came to comfort me but I couldn’t. I couldn’t let her touch me instead I looked back at the floor hoping for the ground to open up and swoop me in. She picked up Dad’s journal and walked towards Sam. 

“I love you.” She said “All of you.” 

She looked at Y/n and smiled which she returned half heatedly. She turned her back and walked out of the door. The noise which the door made was unbearable. It sounded like something me was abandoning me. It was the same sound I had heard numerous times when Dad left to go on a hunt Knowing very well that both my siblings would comfort me I walked back into my room.

 Y/N’S POV 

I watched as my eldest brother ran back to his room. I knew how he felt, he adored mom. She was a woman that he had always put on a pedestal and the pedestal was so high and so sacred that no one could match up to it. I looked back at Sam who was still staring at the door with which Mary had recently departed and suddenly the big sister mode in me kicked in and I walked towards my taller though younger brother and hugged him tightly from behind and as soon as I had hugged him a dam broke from within Sam and he started sobbing earnestly in my arms. I lowered him on the floor and let him sob out his broken heart.

“Why?” “Why on earth did she leave us?” he bawled

i shushed him gently and planted a kiss on his head.

“She just needs some time Sammy, that’s all.”

“Y/n/n, you and I both know that is bullshit! Why are we never enough for anybody?” saying that my younger brother started bawling again and all i could to comfort him was hold him tight and that’s what i did. 

After an hour or so of crying, he was so exhausted that he went to sleep right there. Knowing that I would not be able to move him without waking him up I gently moved out from under his head and went to fetch his blanket and pillow. I placed the pillow under his head and tucked the blanket around. When I stood up my twin was standing there with his red rimmed eyes. He sighed in an exhaustive fashion and went back to his room quietly.

I knew Dean. I knew his emotions and his facial expressions. I knew everything about him. I was his twin. it was both of our jobs to look after Sammy. I dabbed his knee after a hunt and he dabbed my head. So I knew not approach him but the concern part in me just wouldn’t give up. So I went up to his room and entered without knocking. Dean was sitting on the ground with silent tears rolling down his face. 

“You know you are exactly like Mom.” he said in a hoarse voice. “But the only difference is that you take care.”  

“Dean..” I stared but he interrupted loudly.

“No Y/n/n! Just No! I am sick and tired of people who are supposed to act like our bloody parents but have just given up on the job. First it was Dad and now it’s Mom. And i am tired of making excuses for them. I am tired of not only their lies but I am tired of lying to myself. I am just tired.”  With that he banged his hand on the floor and his head at the edge of the bed. 

DEAN’S POV

After breaking down in front of my sister I wiped away my tears angrily. I watched as she walked and sat down next to me. I expected her to again reassure me that things weren’t the way I was perceiving them but she just picked up my hand kissed the back of it. I looked at her and saw that she was on the verge of breaking down. Y/n NEVER breaks down but now I was seeing it before my eyes as she put her hand on her mouth and as her breath hitched. She put her head on my shoulder and started crying quietly. 

The feeling I experienced is what people call “heart break”. I was angry at seeing my little sister in pain. I was angry at my mom because she had caused this pain. She had put the burden on my shoulders as well as hers and now I could see she was tired too. 

“Why don’t they love us?” she asked quietly.

And there it was, the question each of us were looking an answer to. So I closed my eyes kissed her forehead deeply. I loved her and my brother so much and I was tired of the world for hurting us.

“Hey Kiddo.” I said gently 

“Don’t cry. We will get past this as we have each other. The three of us are a team and I am so proud of you for looking out for us. But sometimes you need to take care of yourself too. So come on now you and I are bunking together.”

I helped her get in my bed and wiped away her tears with my thumb. I climbed on the other side and pulled her closer. I started stroking her gently so she would calm down. I could still see that she was crying. She suddenly turned and around and kissed me on the cheek. 

“I love you Dean. You are the best brother ever”

At that my eyes pricked with tears. The happy ones and I kissed her head. 

“I love you too kiddo. You are the sweetest twin ever” She smiled at that and turned away to face her side. 

“Come on now sleep! We have to pull a prank at  6′4 monster who is sleeping on the floor tonight before he wakes up in the morning. “

She chuckled at that and closed her eye. 

We will be fine as long as we have each other.

THE END !!

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