I Think I Hate People Because On My Fic About Sirius Struggling With Societal Norms And Wanting To Dress

HELLO! This is like 90% of what I post about!!!

reblog this if you believe in loser remus who loves his boyfriend and isn’t a dick towards him supremacy so i can follow you and curate the content i engage with

So true. Meanwhile Reggie is a tiny little thing and, while he probably has some muscle (quidditch) Sirius is the massive, bulky, strength kind of muscle while Regulus is the lithe, lean, fast kind of muscle. He promptly runs away

Regulus with whiney ass picking a fight with Sirius and then he forgets that his brother is like 6’4 and pure muscle.

I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY ACCOUNT NOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭

Sirius already knows the new music teacher at Hogwarts, Derek Fawley. He probably should’ve told someone about it before Harry got involved.

“Sirius sobs into his chest, curling close to him, still unable to respond. He just cries, and Remus holds him, rubbing his back and playing with his hair, doing his best to comfort him. Tears soak into both Remus’ jumper and the pillow under his head.

Remus thinks that his statement about Harry’s life following Murphy’s Law may also be applicable to Sirius’ life.”

Closeups under the cut!

When Harry is born, Sirius is dead terrified of holding him. He will do literally anything to avoid it. He spills hot coffee on his arm when Lily offers the first time, playing it off as an accident. He lies that he hurt his elbow in a battle when James tries to hand Harry over. He casts a wordless, wandless spell on his arm to cover it in rashes, saying he shouldn’t, just in case it’s contagious, when Remus tries to pass Harry to him. He comes up with excuses every single time. He lies to Lily, to James, to Remus, Peter, Mary, Marlene, Dorcas, Emmeline, Frank, Alice, and everyone else who comes into contact with Harry and him.

Everyone, after two months of this, assumes that Sirius just doesn’t like babies and isn’t willing to say it to them, for some reason. When James finally corners him, handing him Harry because “he’s your godson! You can’t go your entire life avoiding him. How do you expect to bond with him if you won’t even let him hold your finger?” Sirius awkwardly holds the kid, every muscle in his body tense, tears in his eyes, shaking, genuinely petrified. James takes Harry back and finally presses Sirius until he spills.

Sirius adores Harry. He doesn’t love kids, generally, but his nephew, his godson, is the exception. That doesn’t change the fact that he is terrified of the idea of hurting Harry. He’s so scared that his upbringing has permanently fucked something in his brain up and, if he gets into close contact with a kid, that something will be triggered. He’s terrified that he, if presented with an innocent, sweet, adorable child, could become the monsters that raised him.

Of course I had to reblog the Jily version too don’t kid yourselves

that trend but with Jily

Peter probably wouldn’t have a pet, but, if he did, he’d get a gecko or something small and unassuming, I think.

James would own a dog— a husky, probably, something he can have fun and workout with.

Remus would have a cat, probably a stray with some kind of disability he could just sit with and read with some tea (and water, for the kitten).

Sirius would definitely get a massive dog, a rescue, I’d say. Some kind of huge, scary mutt (like Padfoot) with a bad history, maybe of violence or acting out due to abuse.

LMAOO I’m just better like that (she also sucks so it’s a low bar lol)

Me when I love somebody so much I write them porn for their birthday (targeted)

Me when I post a new story and no one comments: :(