House Significations

Jim Carroll

They're always gonna come to your door They're gonna say, "It's just a routine inspection" But what you get when you open your door What you get is just another injection And there's always gonna be one more With just a little bit less until the next one They wait in shadows and steal the light from your eyes To them vision's just some costly infection But listen, you should come with me I'm the fire, I'm the fire's reflection I'm just a constant warning to take the other direction Mister, I am your connection

'Cause when the city drops into the night Before the darkness there's one moment of light When everything seems clear The other side, it seems so near What seemed wrong? I think it's gonna be just about right

i've felt this way before, i've known the depths of utter desperation 𝜗𝜚

9th H/Sag Placements & 6th H/Virgo placements:

“What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.”

― Sylvia Plath who had 9th H placements

This might be really dumb but something that helps me is pretending I'm already skinny?

Like

Feeling hungry? That's because you're a skinny bitch

Skipping dinner? That's because you're a skinny bitch

Having a diet soda while everyone else has burgers? Such skinny bitch behaviour

Skinny is a mindset

Fake it til you make it

Also saves me from getting super depressed about my body? Sometimes it feels like change just isn't happening and I get really bummed out and struggle to stay motivated.

But if I tell myself I'm already a skinny bitch I'm like

Omg yeah you're right

I've got to keep up these behaviours to stay a skinny bitch

This mtv interview plays in my mind 24/7

hes so prettyyyyy

if I have to thank for not having an especific placement would’ve been lilith in the 4th house cause dammmn

Hey can you talk about lilith in the 4H please

LILITH IN THE 4TH HOUSE

Lilith is a place where we are extremely sharp and pick up on the hidden undercurrents. You quickly pick up on what goes on in your own family and in other families. You can sense whos the spider of the web and who the matriarch are. You could feels a strong desire to become a mom or the opposite scared of being a mom, or both at the same time. A lot of people with this placement are the black sheep of the family. Your mother might be manipulative or even mean. She could be someone whos been through a lot of pain in her life that spills over onto you. The women in your bloodline might have experienced a lot of trauma and might even beef with eachother. You have seen the dark side of women very early. In some people with this placement Ive seen the mother turning the family members against eachother for example. This doesnt have to be the biological mother btw it can also be a stepmom. A lot of bitchy and rude women in the family.

The home might be a uncomfortable place for you so people with this placement often spend a lot of time outside the home. Might also have moved around a lot which gives a feeling of not having a real home. With this placement its important to be careful when renting an apartment from someone because ive seen a lot of chaos surrounding homes here. Also if you are buying a house or an apartment get everything checked. Because lilith being shady energy wherever she is. You might buy an apartment only to later find its filled with mold or something.

Femininity might be a sensitive topic and you might have some issues with women or people who act to feminine. You might also have some insecurities over your breasts, Ive seen a lot of people with Lilith here who have a boob job at some point. Your mom might have had her own issues with femininity so she might have shamed you for it or for your body.

Takato Yamamoto: Fall in Love (1997)