Although The Thoughts Of Suicide Haven't Left, I Think About Them Every Day. It's A Bit Of A Turn On
Although the thoughts of suicide haven't left, i think about them every day. It's a bit of a turn on to think about and at the same time, I want to experience the pain and death. When I say Death I laugh at the word. Because I feel aroused and I think about my death and other things that come along with it. I know I'm strange I'm sorry but it's true... by the way I still plan to cut and sadly shamelessly masturbate... just to get my mind in the clouds.
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I feel stupid
The com of shame
I hate thinking and regretting my actions of eating or what I ate it's not cool. I break my promises to myself now I have to punish myself and think about it, living in regret and restricting myself, thinking about what I can do better for next time. Time out, throwing up in a corner until I get rid of all the dirt and ugly out of my small empty stomach and everywhere.
Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry
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#help
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