I'd like to hear the words from you
That i know you're too scared to say
I haven't wanted those words before
You've got that way of making me feel
Oh so scared and safe at once
I didn't know that this was real
It's the first, it's the first time
( 3am kanej brainrot you will never let me down!!!)
on getting better
?// ?// call your mom, noah kahan// letters to friends, family and editors, franz kafka// call your mom, noah kahan// september affirmation (Don’t Be Afraid), Keaton St. James (@boykeats) // @smuktvejr // ?// ?// 'east boston, 1996; night walk' in god's silence, franz wright// ending, jonny bolduc// listen, tara bray// the haunting of hill house, shirley jackson// little red cap, carol ann duffy// @daisies-on-a-cup// evermore, taylor swift// @angelwarm// long story short, taylor swift
we don’t talk about this enough. he’s sooooooo. ugh. REAL AS FUCK
drive around for an hour every day. dream aimlessly for 5 hours. a movie every single night. text your boyfriend is a scheduled event and it lasts only 30 min. and mind u it does not say “your boyfriend” it says “parrish” bc obviously. meals consist of nuke some dinner YO, and a weird gas station. TEXT OR CALL GANSEY TUESDAY
no way was this mf sticking to this schedule whatsoever, but why did declan think this was even reasonable at all.
the impossible return
we finish this together
one of the reasons why “what if people went on a road trip and it was weird” is one of the oldest story types is that a lot of sense of personhood has been, historically, tied to place. the weird road trip says “what if we went somewhere else, where no one knows us, and tried out being a different person”.
Odysseus, the famous liar, goes on a weird road trip & over the course of it becomes several different people, and then comes home & is all those people as well as himself, wearing the echoes of those other people
bastion city make some fucking noise!!
iris by the goo goo dolls // the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater
thanks to @adanseydivorce for the shot of the trb quote ! <3
cottoncandy chucklefuck would do numbers on the complicated women’s podcast
id in alt text !!