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I Am Not At All Caught Up With Fantasy High Freshman And Sophomore Year But I’ve Jumped Into The Middle

i am not at all caught up with fantasy high freshman and sophomore year but i’ve jumped into the middle of things and this today nearly made me bawl

life kinda sucks and i haven’t time to enjoy my comfort media but junior year’s been…. it’s really been a wonderful thing to have this to look forward to every week

zoya manspreading,,, U don’t even care or understand.

Zoya Manspreading,,, U Don’t Even Care Or Understand.
Okay Chosen One Kristen Au Where She STAYS, Where She Goes The Buddy Dawn Path, Where She's Full Repressed

Okay Chosen One Kristen au where she STAYS, where she goes the buddy dawn path, where she's full repressed homosexuality Helio prophet

Also Some Of Them

Also some of them

Fight Fight Fight Fight!!!

fight fight fight fight!!!

Something By Me Because It's April 24th And Maybe I Can Set It Down, For Some Of The Time

something by me because it's april 24th and maybe i can set it down, for some of the time

the dice are trying to tell a story and maybe the story is simply that gorgug fucking kicks ass, dude

We’re Haemorrhaging Money On The Groundskeeper, Jawbone!
We’re Haemorrhaging Money On The Groundskeeper, Jawbone!
We’re Haemorrhaging Money On The Groundskeeper, Jawbone!
We’re Haemorrhaging Money On The Groundskeeper, Jawbone!
We’re Haemorrhaging Money On The Groundskeeper, Jawbone!

We’re haemorrhaging money on the groundskeeper, Jawbone!

Some of my favourite little bits. This is like the first time i fully color them ^.^ it was fun. Took wayy longer than it shouldve LOLL

I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.
I Turn To Ares.

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

Adventuring Academy Gang’s All Here!
Adventuring Academy Gang’s All Here!
Adventuring Academy Gang’s All Here!

Adventuring academy gang’s all here!

You've Been A Bad Friend

you've been a bad friend

The Dead Man’s Fallacy: Riz Gukgak
The Dead Man’s Fallacy: Riz Gukgak
The Dead Man’s Fallacy: Riz Gukgak
The Dead Man’s Fallacy: Riz Gukgak

The Dead Man’s Fallacy: Riz Gukgak

So. How About This Season So Far
So. How About This Season So Far
So. How About This Season So Far

So. How about this season so far

Average Fig Post On Crystalbook Or Whatever They Call It

Average fig post on crystalbook or whatever they call it

i cannot emphasise enough how much you need to create something. anything. it doesn't matter if you suck. you don't need to monetise it, or make it your career. you can restart an old hobby; you can start from scratch. it doesn't matter. you just need to hold something and be able to say "i did that". baking, drawing, painting, writing, coding, crafts, whatever. make something ! you cannot have all your hobbies be a form of consumption. it's fun, it's great in its own right. but the single best action to make yourself feel better, to calm your mind, to gain self esteem, is to Create

Taagnus not as endgame but as meeting your high school sweetheart at the reunion and thinking about what could have been.

Like imagine them falling so completely and utterly in love during the stolen century that when they forget each other its a hole in their chests, raw and stinging when prodded so they leave it alone. Then they meet again and the hole is filled? Probably? I mean, it doesn't hurt quite so much and Magnus's heart glows when Taako makes him chicken soup and Taako's chest feels like it's full of something warm and heavy when he tucks under Magnus's arm to watch the stars but Merle...kind of makes them feel that way too so it must just be having friends for the first time in so long.

And then they remember. And it's like...you were my first love. I forgot you. But I didn't really. I loved someone else but I knew how to love them because of you. And I still love you. But...neither of us is the same person. Julia. Sazed. Raven's Roost. Glamor Springs. It's not even about the fact that Taako has Kravitz now. Its...I don't think I could love you the same way any more, even if I had the energy to try. I think too much has happened. I think too much of me has changed.

Like I just think that Magnus will never be ready to love someone like that again, after Julia. Not even Taako. And it's easier to let him be happy with Kravitz than to untangle this mess.

And I think Taako wants uncomplicated, for once in his life. I think he wants to start over, one last time, and for this time to last, instead of 100 years of wiping the slate clean every year.

And on top of all that, one of them is a human and the other is an elf!! It didn't matter when they died and came back every year, but it does now. It all matters now and--

I think they kiss. Once. I think they gain their memories back and they can't fucking help but squeeze each other tight and kiss each other like they're oxygen. I think they cling to each other, because they forgot, and now they remember and its so good to have you back, I missed you even though you were right there almost but not quite.

I think they kiss. And then they look at each other and realize that this part of their lives is behind them. I think they decide, I can love you, but not like this. I want my best friend back. I thought you'd be the only love I'd ever have but look, I found it again! It hurt to lose you,, but I found love without you. But you... I'll never have you again. So let me have you. As a friend. Different, not less.

Taagnus, not as endgame, but as a memory.

A digital drawing of a scene from fantasy high junior year. It depicts a crowd, silhouetted in the glow of twilight, as they cheer for a fake Kristen (also silhouetted) as she jumps from the roof of Seacaster Manor atop the hangman, who is a motorcycle dressed as a shrimp. Behind her is the outline of Cassandra's face. Below the crowd stands the transparent silhouette of the real Kristen, who's head is bowed slightly as she holds the staff of doubt in front of her.

I do not yet have the skills to capture this in the way I envisioned it in my minds eye, but I was really into the symbolism of everyone cheering for a fake Kristen doing a wacky chaotic stunt while the real Kristen suffered invisibly among them

it felt very on theme not only for her personally but also for the theme of junior year as a whole (specifically being forced to hide your problems and your stress in order to perform even as it gets worse)

(added bonus to the imagery was the jump being done at night; what would be Cassandra's domain if she wasn't. you know)

so glad that we’re all in agreement that if penny luckstone were here one call from riz and she would eat this four dogs buttcrusher bitch aliveeeee

No mourners, no funerals.

No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.
No Mourners, No Funerals.

And here are all the pieces together! Drawing these and sharing them with everyone has been such a delight *insert crow emoji*

Saint Of Mystery And Doubt

Saint of mystery and doubt

It Isn't Easy For Me Either.

It isn't easy for me either.

process:

It Isn't Easy For Me Either.
It Isn't Easy For Me Either.
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER
> THE JESTER

> THE JESTER

I’m Obsessed With The Way Maggie Writes Dialogue
I’m Obsessed With The Way Maggie Writes Dialogue
I’m Obsessed With The Way Maggie Writes Dialogue
I’m Obsessed With The Way Maggie Writes Dialogue
I’m Obsessed With The Way Maggie Writes Dialogue

I’m obsessed with the way Maggie writes dialogue

The Seven came out a while ago and has already been talked about, but I was so unprepared for the feral feminine energy of this campaign! It’s been so long since I was in a group of girls all excited and screaming over each other and riffing on each others jokes while being wildly inappropriate, and this campaign throws me back to it. It’s so chaotic and delightful and scattered. It feels like watching a loud runaway train that Brennan is trying and only sometimes succeeding to steer.

I Like Them A Normal Amount.
I Like Them A Normal Amount.

I like them a normal amount.

Thinking About The Seven Growing Up And Getting Emotional ... Normal Things

thinking about The Seven growing up and getting emotional ... normal things

my kofi

man I love the communal dice interactions in Dimension 20. Griffin asking whose been rolling good so he can use their d20 in Tiny Heist and Jasper desperately cycling through dice in Burrow's End and Murph retiring Emily's dice in Neverafter and the cast of Mentopolis swapping so they each have a full set made of each other's dice and "send your kids to camp" and the thrill of the box of doom. it's so good dude I love when people get so invested in the story they tell together that the roll of a die is the most important thing in the world.

Claimed By The Sea 🔱

claimed by the sea 🔱

This Is Jesper's Best Look Fight Me

This is Jesper's best look fight me

we don’t talk about this enough. he’s sooooooo. ugh. REAL AS FUCK

We Don’t Talk About This Enough. He’s Sooooooo. Ugh. REAL AS FUCK
We Don’t Talk About This Enough. He’s Sooooooo. Ugh. REAL AS FUCK
We Don’t Talk About This Enough. He’s Sooooooo. Ugh. REAL AS FUCK
We Don’t Talk About This Enough. He’s Sooooooo. Ugh. REAL AS FUCK
We Don’t Talk About This Enough. He’s Sooooooo. Ugh. REAL AS FUCK

drive around for an hour every day. dream aimlessly for 5 hours. a movie every single night. text your boyfriend is a scheduled event and it lasts only 30 min. and mind u it does not say “your boyfriend” it says “parrish” bc obviously. meals consist of nuke some dinner YO, and a weird gas station. TEXT OR CALL GANSEY TUESDAY

no way was this mf sticking to this schedule whatsoever, but why did declan think this was even reasonable at all.

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