•★ I Feel Like I'm Getting Fatter Instead Of Skinnier.... ★•

Dream.

•★ I'm gonna cry, my boyfriend wants to force me to eat ice cream with him. He said it's a punishment for throwing up earlier. I'm doing so well, I don't want to break my fast ★•

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Wish I didn't have to break it soon. Maybe he'll forget...

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I have these awful thoughts about eating. I'm scared I'll listen to them and eat and then feel guilty about it again.. ★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★

•★ I feel so unreal lately. Like it's not me and my life I'm living. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Or sometimes I can't even tell how I look like because every time I look at myself it's different. I do things and then I'm not sure if it really happened or I just told myself it did. ★•

•★ I want to listen to someone new. I'm looking for something similar to Mitski/ Alex g/ Lana Del Rey. I need music that will be melancholic in a good way, something that I can get attached to/ relate to. Any suggestions? ★•

I've been eating all day, I feel so disgusting....