You Know What, Shoutout To The Neurodivergent People With "scary" Symptoms.

𝘐 𝘊𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘠𝘰𝘶

inspired by this card: https://www.etsy.com/pl/listing/1768898445

Npd/traits culture is fantasizing about people coming up to talk to you instead of having to make any effort to do it yourself.

Yes I know that I unfortunately am autistic and present as an isolated wallflower, but I actually like talking to people sometimes? And I want you to see me as they actually friendly and personable being I am!

I legit can't stand how awkward it is to be around these people because I am absolutely an "other" in their eyes, so all I can do is tell myself I'm allowed to do stuff because otherwise I'll literally never get anything done from thinking about how awkward and uncomfortable it'd be around everyone. Only ONE person out of them I can even attempt to talk to and that's because I need to ask for help; I'm not asking the others!! And the other person I like/can stand probably feels a mix of "other" and regret/grief over losing what progress we'd made, so he's just always kinda hard to hang out with, which SUCKS!

Atleast he asks me to go out and do stuff because it gives me something to do and I can feel confident in the certainty it gives me.

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THE MOLD DEMONS!!!

starting a collection #blackmold

Ant psychological torture youtube

the paranoia gets so bad when i can see that they're online but i don't know what they're doing.

remember when i said that id start posting here and then i didn't? whoops. i forgot.

anyway i drew a doodle page of subspace today with a silly little style inspired by mel._.melatonin's subspace doodles in bog com. i wasn't gonna post it anywhere but i realized that they're silly goofy enough for me to post them here

yea i like subspace

I love this album

ppd traits culture is feeling like every positive thing everyone's ever said to you is a lie. it's just not possibly it can be true they're all just lying to my face to make me feel good

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