I Never Meant To Feel So Dark And Cold

A digital comics for Omniscient reader's viewpoint done in black, white and yellow. A serene scene of Yoo Joonghyuk and Lee Seolhwa patrolling the city bathed in sun's light. It seems foggy and unstable, as if an illusion or a memory. Lee Seolhwa is glancing at stoic Yoo Joonghyuk, content with just being around.

A sudden explosion interrupts their patrol, and Yoo Joonghyuk in a rush grabs Lee Seolhwa by hand to run away.

It is only after they are safe that he notices and reluctantly lets go, apologizing. Lee Seolhwa is smiling, grabbing his hand herself instead: "Let's keep walking like that". A corner if the page is burned, leaving uneven edge.

A burned page again, but a new scene: Lee Seolhwa is talking to a patient she's treating, telling them that she will accompany them in chinese. Yoo Joonghyuk is intrigued.

He comes over when Lee Seolhwa is done, crouching near her.
Yoo Joonghyuk: "When did you pick up a translator skill?"
Lee Seolhwa: "I just know the language". She is smiling brightly at his curiosity.

Lee Seolhwa continues: "My mother was taiwanese. She always had stories about Taipei. I guess i just wanted to feel closer to her?". Behind her is her own memory, of a mother in a hospital bed smiling at her, petting her head. She keeps talking, and Yoo Joonghyuk watches her with the same loving eyes her mother did.

Lee Seolhwa, filled with emotions, asks him if he has any childhood memories to share, but Yoo Joonghyuk doesn't answer long enough to make her worry. He looks calm, if a bit sad in a bitter sweet way.
Yoo Joonghyuk: "I... Don't remember much about my childhood. Or anything at all, if i'm being honest? But..."

Behind them, night falls, golden stars appear on the sky. Yoo Joonghyuk continues: "I remember Mia. She was so tiny... I wanted to raise her right... So i worked a lot to afford everything she could ever need." Lee Seolhwa carefully asks him, if that's it, and he says, that it is all.But then asks her to tell more of her own stories, to which she obliges. Burned edges of the page almost hide her.

Burned corner leaves Yoo Joonghyuk faceless in the first frame, while Lee Seolhwa is looking at him lovingly. They are laying near the campfire, bathed in it's warm light. Lee Seolhwa is the one to propose: "Let's get married". Yoo Joonghyuk stutters, turning to her, asking if she's serious, to which she replies "Wouldn't joke about something like that".

Yoo Joonghyk kisses smiling Lee Seolhwa, in the background Lee Jihye is seemingly fighting Kim Namwoon for the chance to play some part at their wedding. To the side is Lee Hyunsung, he is smiling brightly. All the edges of the page a burned, almost cutting off Lee Seolhwa's and Yoo Joonghyuk's legs.

Some time passes again, and it seems to be peaceful. There are golden rings on both of their hands. They are attempting felting.
Lee Seolhwa: "Don't worry, i'm sure you'll do great. I learned felting before the scenarios.."
Yoo Joonghyuk looks the most relaxed he has ever being, wearing something other than his usual clothes, with yellow felt in hands and Mia hanging on his shoulder: "Were you good?"
Lee Seolhwa: "...Not really".
He snickers, while Mia is asking them for a duck.

The results are uneven: Lee Seolhwa's could look better, lopsided and flat, while Yoo Joonghyuk's, unsurprisingly, looks great. Lee Seolhwa is somewhat annoyed at grinning Yoo Joonghyuk calling her duck cute. Mia is just excited to have two ducks, she is asking Lee Seolhwa to make them into keychains. The atmosphere is so light and warm. And yet the edges are burned once again.

A shot from the back. They are walking through the city, Mia holding hands with Lee Seolhwa and Yoo Joonghyuk behind them. two ducks are hanging from Mia's backpack. Burned edges conceal Lee Seolhwa's body and parts of Yoo Joonghyuk's head, leaving Mia untouched. The background is unreadable, just a yellow glow.

A front view, now with their faces visible. Yellow light is slowly turning orange. Everyone looks happy, especially Yoo Joonghyuk. Burned edges occupy even more space now.

Lee Seolhwa pasues, looking back at Yoo Joonghyuk: "Too mesmerised to move?". He agrees. She is moving in to caress his cheek, a golden ring visible in the light that is slowly turning more orange. Burned edges still there, eating at the pages.

The page consists of two different, half burned pages. The upper one is Yoo Joonghyuk leaning in the touch, bathed in the warm orange light, as calm as ever. The lower, the pne which edge seems to already burned to ashes, is Yoo Joonghyuk from turn 1863. He is covered in scars, and the hand on his cheek is not Lee Seolhwa's but Kim Dokja's. Behind him, the light is almost red.

The page is burned to crisp. On the bright red background, Yoo Joonghyuk is standing motionlessly, endlessly tired and covered in scars. In front of him Kim Dokja is arguing with older Lee Jihye, he is holding his shoulder, while Lee Jihye is pointing at him.

The burned edges on the bright red background are eating at Yoo Joonghyuk, his lower body already burned. Kim Dokja is holding him by the shoulders. "Think of happy memories". Yoo Joonghyuk is slumped forwards, his face hidden.

Two tiny figures on a red background. It's Kim Dokja huggin motionless, unresponsive Yoo Joonghyuk.

I never meant to feel so dark and cold

@leejihye is back to sponsoring my alive time by commissioning me!!

the outline that makes the heart ache is by @leeseolhwa and the headcanons are from @directorofthefalselastact ! team effort indeed :3

GUYS MY MOM SAID IF I GET 40, 000 NOTES SHE'LL GET ME SWORD

PLEASE

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justmlem

2 years ago

started watching all the yakuza 0 cutscenes and it hurt my feelings sooo bad

EVERYTHING FOUND ON THE DELTARUNE WEBSITE SO FAR

Everything is found directly from https://deltarune.com/sweepstakes/.

https://deltarune.com/icee/ This link leads to a post made by Noelle. At the bottom, it has a link to Dess: https://deltarune.com/december/. The broken link is intentional, because other links that don’t exist on the website lead to the Toby dog sleeping. (ex. https://deltarune.com/anything). This Toby dog also occasionally is seen dancing with maracas. When clicked, it plays a lullaby.

EVERYTHING FOUND ON THE DELTARUNE WEBSITE SO FAR

https://deltarune.com/dess/ If the link https://deltarune.com/december/ is changed to https://deltarune.com/dess/, a guitar shows up on screen. When clicked, it plays a song. The website title is “* (It’s a red guitar.)”

https://deltarune.com/code/ Another banner which shows up after https://deltarune.com/icee/ is this website. There’s a comment section, and it seems to be a conversation between holidaygirl1225 (either Noelle or Dess) and smartgenius5554738292 (probably Berdly) about getting prank called. The sound button plays a Christmas-themed song, similar to jingle bells. If the number after smartgenius’s user is called, it simply gives an invalid number message.

https://deltarune.com/secret/ The third and final banner which rarely shows up leads you here. The second door leads you to a picture of plush Ralsei, and the website is titled “You won!” The seventh door leads to a picture of PIPIS, and is titled “You lost!” The 12th door leads to a picture of an empty gumball machine, and too, says that you won. Door 13 gives you this image, and says you won:

Credit to https://www.tumblr.com/lofthousezzz for finding this out, but this is a clear reference and screenshot of https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Superbad_(website)! Thanks!

https://deltarune.com/chair/ The final door in this section of the website is the 15th, which redirects you to https://deltarune.com/chair/. It’s a blue chair, and when clicked on, it gets all glitchy and an ominous sound effect plays. The website title turns from “But what if it could…” to “… get darker than dark?” Occasionally, if you click it enough, there will be a Spamton eye jumpscare, and the page will close out on itself. When you exit back to the doors page, it’s titled, “You won?”

Oh boy. Mid-post, I stumbled upon about 50 more website redirects. Save me. This next website thread is gonna be a long one, and credit to my friend Rogul for finding it.

When you click on the first shirt in the prizes section, there’s a blue link. It’ll lead you to: https://deltarune.com/ramb/ It seems to be a lonely door in the dark until clicked on, where all the lights turn on and you’re in the Green Room.

When the right door is clicked, it leads you to https://deltarune.com/tv/. The website title is “* It’s off.” and supposedly, there is no way to interact with it.

When the left door is clicked, it leads you to https://deltarune.com/weather/. This includes two new character sprites, and when clicked, it shows this, along with a repeating GIF of them swinging their spears:

Finally, when the star door is clicked, it leads to https://deltarune.com/changingroom/. The title is “(Private…), and when the bath curtain is clicked, it comes up with one of the shadow men screaming in surprise before immediately closing the curtain again. Occasionally, it comes up with a rotating Lancer, and when he is clicked, it redirects to https://deltarune.com/lancer/. This is the equivalent of a Lancer rickroll. Thanks, Toby. When the shadow man is clicked on while the curtain is open, it gives this video at https://deltarune.com/shadowmen/: (I can’t upload the video since I’m posting outside of Beta, but it’s a fight between the fun gang and shadow men. You have to, quite literally, knock their socks off to spare them. They also wear some fancy clothes in the fight.)

https://deltarune.com/sighting/ But wait! There’s more!

If you go to the Spamton toilet paper (never thought I’d be saying that), there’s a link which redirects you to https://deltarune.com/sighting/ in the description. It’s Spamton on the toilet. Yeah, the title is also “SIGHTING 1997″.

https://bluebubble.rodeo/ (EDIT: On the toilet paper, there is also this link printed onto it: https://bluebubble.rodeo/. It leads to these two sprites of Kris and Susie, and the title is “Get ready for 2 minutes of mildly entertaining shoot-out action!”)

Credit to https://www.tumblr.com/cloud-lad for finding this.

https://deltarune.com/dog/ If you do the same but with the Spamton belt thing, it leads you to https://deltarune.com/dog/. This is all it does when you click on it, as well as play some dramatic tunes. The title is “HALL OF FAME”.

The link in the Lancer cookie is simply just another Lancer rickroll. (https://deltarune.com/lancer/)

https://deltarune.com/catpetterz/ This is found when you go into the cardboard box’s description. The music plays some eerie, messed-up version of the game’s theme. Sort of reminds me of the Bad Egg Pokemon creepypasta.

https://deltarune.com/egg/ When you click on “Until one day…”, it leads you to https://deltarune.com/egg/.

https://deltarune.com/man/ Credit to https://noelle-holi-gay.tumblr.com/post/695672563314065408 for finding this secret page! I can’t find the way to get to it, but it exists here: https://deltarune.com/man/. The title is “* (Behind the tree.).”

https://deltarune.com/blink/ They’re also the one who found https://deltarune.com/blink/, which is a gif of Susie blinking. The title is simply “What?” I’m unsure of how they originally got to this, but it can also be found in the description of the 3D celebrity photo cube, as of the 150k mark.

https://deltarune.com/kris_dreemurr_kris/ A new Deltarune donation goal has been unlocked! In the heart locket section, a link leads to https://deltarune.com/kris_dreemurr_kris/, which seems to be posted by Noelle since it has the same title as most of her other account posts. It’s also Kris who plays the piano, probably. The audio is of a piano being played, almost frantically.

I haven’t included the Ralsei Nurse Plush link, and that’s because it’s the fight scene with the shadow men which we’ve already seen. (https://deltarune.com/shadowmen/)

https://deltarune.com/bluecircle/ New donation goal with a new link! At the bottom of the PIPIS bath rug’s description, you can find this link: https://deltarune.com/bluecircle/. The link at the bottom leads to the code page (https://deltarune.com/code/), which we have already found.

https://deltarune.com/the_n3w3st_g1rl_g1rl/ In the description of the 150k Noelle watch, there’s a link which leads here. It’s talking about Kris and Susie’s relationship in Noelle’s point of view.

Is it over? Oh my god, I think it’s over until Toby releases more items with the donation goals. Reblogs are appreciated, and sorry for having to delete my previous post, but it was really glitching out for me. Please, comment if you find anything else! I’ll add it here with credit!

I’ll probably be asleep when we hit the next goals: but don’t worry, I’ll be sure to update it once I wake up before the drawing begins.

LAST EDIT: 9/17/22, 12:09 AM EST

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justmlem

3 years ago

SHINIGAMI x The Great Ace Attorney PV

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justmlem

4 years ago

Dildo Generator

Online 3D experiment by Ikaros Kappler which is described as a “Extrusion/Revolution Generator” ….

Created with three.js, you can alter the bezier curves and angle of the form, and is designed with 3D printing in mind (models can be exported and saved, as well as calculated weight in silicone).

Try it out for yourself (if you wish) here

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