Eli

listen i'm not at all good at coming up with angst but

absolutely don't imagine Roman not hesitating to sacrifice himself to save another side, leading him to be fatally wounded with a low chance of survival

at least this way, he finally got to be the hero, right?

Sometimes I'm just so mad.

I'm just chilling, doing my thing and than my father just start an argument with me about something stupid and we always disagree and he starts to welling, but I can't well back because that's "disrespectful" and that just makes me so frustrated because I just can't think straight like this and than he would talk for minutes doing this big speech thing and I just know that if I talk back he will talk longer or start welling again so I don't. In the end I just crie. Sometimes it's a silent thing, like a response for the welling or the talks that just make me feel so wrong like I am some tipe of problem in my parents life's. Sometimes is loud. Normally it's like this when it gets to bad and I start screaming or when he hits me for something I say.

In the end he always talk with my mother in the other room, she is never in our arguments, and in the big speech hour she just listen like I do. I never understand the full thing, but I hear that it's about me. Maybe she gets a big speech too.

I don't know, but this makes me want to talk back more, to well and do the things I'm not suppose to do. Maybe that's why I started to be so "rude" to people (I think I am being just true to myself telling them what I think, but mom says that I'm rude and explosive, the second part it's kinda true.)

Don't get the wrong idea, I love my parents, or at least I think so since I don't have to much to compare. It's just that I get so mad at myself for not being capable to deal with this after all this years. This is the only thing in this days that makes me crie and that's so frustrating!

Anyways I just wrote this because I wanted to get it out of my brain so I can do my fucking work and not have to say a word for the rest of the day.

Bye I guess.

My Tumblr @kath-cat made 4 years today :]

I'm somewhat of a Tumblr veteran lol

Just one page of me trying some diferent styles on Steve for a test (Sometimes I just don't know what to do with his hair and urggg!)

YES

Just yes

Reblog if you're bilingual, bisexual, or really love cats.

Probably something between Am I Original? and Embarasing Phases

Which does not fail to confuse me, as Embarasing Phases is FAR from my favorite episode.

I’m curious about this so

which sanders sides episode(s) have you found the most useful in terms of content? not necessarily your favourite episode, but the one that you learnt the most from!

for me it’s between my negative thinking and putting others first

Edward when everyone's voting in favor of turning Bella:

Nelli and Angelus

These two are meant to be our protagonist's sidekids throughout the journey, they give you choices in your interactions with the other characters and simbolize the paths you may take. Their banter helps to make it less like a lonely road you have to take to get your memories back.

Another edit because I was bored and wanted to do something with some photos I never used.

4 years, my fellow weirdos