A 20 year old, almost 21 year old, age regressor. Mother of a beautiful daughter. Older siblings of 2 intelligent kiddos. I am married.
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Lies Hidden on the Inside
You see that I smile
You see that I cry
You see that I'm calm on the outside
But you don't know me.
You would know me if…
You knew how loud I scream inside
You knew how I hide that anger, scared to black out
You knew how my mum manipulated me, made me scared to let out that volcanic eruption of rage.
You see that I wear the clothes that I love
You see that I cry when I hurt my friends and family
You see that I keep “bad” feelings inside
But you don't know me.
You would know me if you took a second to look in my eyes, at the emotion hidden inside, to feel the anger and rage boiling up inside like a kettle, water almost reaching the top.
You would know me if…
you let me trust you enough to let you in
You would know me
But you don't.
You don't know how I worry about my body, I hate the way I look, because my dad called me a slut.
You don't know how I forced myself to throw up because as a kid I was obese.
You don't know how I wasn't even allowed to hate because “hate is a strong word” so instead I said I “strongly disliked” someone or something instead. I felt too anxious to even feel my emotions fully because what if my family got upset about it because GOD FORBID I feel any emotion aside from happiness.
You don't know how I've had to learn to gauge people's emotions so I didn't get hurt.
You don't know how I was raped 4 times and none of them got caught because obviously they're “mentally younger” than me so I'd get in trouble, not them.
You don't know how everyday for years I cut just to feel something other than pain.
You don't know me and I hope you never do.
I hope you never figure out my “lies hidden on the inside.”
reminder to all 14-19 year olds girls. that grown man does not like you. you are a victim
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Regressors of all kinds are welcome here: regressors of color, neurodivergent regressors, fat regressors, system regressors, disabled regressors, queer regressors, older regressors, hairy regressors, regressors who are addicts, mentally ill regressors, fandom regressors, diapered regressors, middle regressors, teen regressors, regressors who do it just for fun, regressors who do it involuntarily, regressors who post positivity, regressors who use their blog to vent, regressors who are also caregivers, permaregressors, regressors who only age dream, regressors who watch content geared towards adults, regressors who don't want caregivers, regressors of all kinds!
Reminder!
Drink your water because if you don't, you'll be dehydrated and won't have enough saliva to drool all over their dick like a dumb pet you are ❤️✨
If you're currently feeling submissive and hypnotizable, reblog this post.
Now.
60 Age Regression Journal Prompts!
1. About me page!
2. Likes and dislikes
3. Yummy foods! Draw your fave foods!
4. Cute clothes! Draw some cute clothing items!
5. A big list of all your favorite things!
6. Draw your stuffies!
7. Make up a new constellation and write its name and story! Draw it too!
8. Fashion design time! Design some cute clothes /dresses/ onesies!
9. Make or glue in a word search!
10. Draw your favorite place!
11. Make a doodle page!
12. Draw a mini comic!
13. Design some bows!
14. Design some jewelry!
15. Draw a “what’s in my bag” page!
16. Draw some cute animals!
17. Do you have any personal rules that you follow? Write them down!
18. Make some merit badges! Like “I ate a vegetable!”
19. Try to play I spy and find one item for every letter of the alphabet! Write down your finds!
20. Draw a face in pen! Let it dry and then use eyeshadow and powder pigments to design some makeup! Or use markers or paint! Just make sure to let it dry before you close it!
21. Fill an entire page with stickers!
22. List one thing you like for every letter of the alphabet!
23. Fill a page with a list of your favorite candies and draw them!
24. Fill a page with a list of your fave vegetables and draw them!
25. Glue in pages from a coloring book!
26. Glue in an envelope and fill it with paper dolls, temporary tattoos or individual stickers!
27. Glue in the collectors guides from blindbags!
28. Glue in mini posters!
29. Do a self love exercise!
30. List 20 things that make you smile!
31. Draw a cute regression outfit!
32. Make a wishlist!
33. Write down a playlist of songs that make you feel small!
34. Write down your favorite regression youtubers!
35. Draw your OCs!
36. Design some paci’s!
37. Write down some things that make you regress!
38. Make a chore chart! / sticker chart!
39. Use some paper to make a background and take pics of your dolls with it!
40. Draw yourself!
41. Make stuffie profiles! Write their names, include a pic of them, and write their fave food and color!
42. Write down your favorite self care tips!
43. Did you have a good day? Write every good thing that happened today!
44. What’s your favorite animal? Draw it and write all about it!
45. Do you do anything for the environment? Write down some ways to be environmentally conscious!
46. Use google and research to find 3 facts you didn’t know before! Write them in your journal!
47. Write a list of YouTube videos that make you small!
48. Make a list of snacks that make you small! Maybe draw them!
49. Write down all your favorite small apps!
50. Write down some of your fave tips to be small discreetly!
51. Draw some small gear you’d like to have!
52. Design a MLP (my little pony)!
53. Invent a new piece of small gear! What is it? What is it called? How do you use it?
54. Write a bedtime story!
55. Print out and glue in your favorite tumblr posts!
56. Write down a list of your favorite agere instagrams!
57. Design some agere memes!
58. Describe yourself using only stickers!
59. Write down lots of reasons to love being alive!
60. Make your own crest/ coat of arms!
They were holding hands staring outside! I thought it was cute 🥰🥺
I felt pretty in these pictures ❤️
Also doges
This is Tater Tot my little sister's dog
This is Sassy
This is Barney
This doge is named Tillie.
So, I drew a picture. I've never heard of a lemon girl (I have heard of a lemon girl in Strawberry Shortcake) but heard of a lemon boy so I drew a lemon girl. I've never heard of a peach boy so I drew a peach boy as well.
I used references.
I found a picture of a lemon girl and kind of used her hair a little bit. I used the first outfit for the lemon girl and the last outfit for the Peach boy. My usual signature is Apollohaslanded but I forget that my username is different here than in other apps.
Mhm, those were the stuffies, I named HoneyBun, Pastella, and Jewel off the top of my head, they each had something that kinda fit the names, they didn't have names till yesterday though. Jewel has a lil diamond shape on her head, Pastella is pastel colors, and HoneyBun is a bunny and she's sweet so she reminded me of Honey. I don't remember my bear's old name but I'll probably call him Suga(r) because he reminds me of brown sugar. He's a cross dressing bear.
I have some stuffies you might find cute! I thought of you cause one of them is a bun bun. (I also have 2 cows and a bear ^OwO^)
oh!! were they the ones on your posts? ໒₍´˶> ⩊ <˶ ⑅ ₎ྀི১!!! the bun is so cute!! her ears r so cute in a little ponytail!! I did that to Bonnie once! >:3
ty for sharing 💗
"Shhhhh, daddy, go back to bed, were having a meeting!!" -me in my head while daddy is 3/4s the way asleep but looked around for a second.
Backstory of how I got stuffies I got
My bear I got from my daddy, he gave it to me because he doesn't like the texture or the reminder. My daddy and I met at a homeless shelter last year on the 28th of October, a couple days later, on today, we started dating, and officially knew what we were each other. A while later his doggy died, he doesn't get sad when most family members die but when animals die it's different for him, he has more of a connection with fluffy friends than most human beings. He gave his teddy to me because
1. The texture
2. The memory
And 3. He knows I needed a piece of him to cuddle at night because they don't let you cuddle at shelters. You can hug and do quick kisses but at night when you're sleeping, you're not allowed cuddles.
The weird looking pink one came from a stuffie Jaide's "sperm donor" gave to her, it had a bigger stuffie and this one was in its tummy pocket like mommy and daughter so I took the baby one and Jaide has the mommy one.
The pastel cow I got from one of my friends I also met at the same shelter. He was gonna burn Pastella because she came from his ex-girlfriend who backstabbed him but I believe that it wasn't the stuffies fault so he gave her to me. I feel kinda bad though cause Pastella, Honey-Bun, and Jewel got put in the closet for a long time and got lost.
Honeybun and Jewel came from people giving a bunch of stuffies to my daughter but she has a bunch of stuffies already so I took a couple I thought were cute. I'm tempted to steal a stuffed Unicorn she has but I'm holding back.
Me anytime I get into my husband's wallet to grab my EBT card or bus pass
is anyone else constantly afraid they’ll be “caught” doing stuff they’re obviously allowed or even supposed to do
Am watching FunkyFrogBait (dunno if anyone knows them but they're one of my favorite YouTubers) and they're talking about weight and people on TikTok abusing weight. I always think it's funny how people automatically want you to get skinny, like I lost weight (a pretty good amount) and my aunt asked me "how does it feel to be skinny again" after I gave birth. Now, I'm not skinny, I'm not super overweight either, I have chub, and I love my body to death, though I find it difficult to eat. But anyway, that one question made me cry when I was alone with my husband. I. Don't. Like. Being. Fucking. Skinnyyyy! I always get told to gain weight but when I have more weight get told to get skinny again. Honestly just be your fucking self at this point! And Karen's should just leave other people alone about their fucking weight. Ughhh (am sex deprived and horngry!! -horny and angry-)
MY. BODY. IS. BEAUTIFUL. DAMN IT.
My little pink bath ❤️
Had my husband hickey my rib because that's always been one of my favorite places ❤️❤️
Welcome to my life. Currently. My partner wants to do a pagan ritual thing where they'll tie our hands together after we move to Colorado together where I know no one....... The commitment but I'm worried he'll abandon me in Colorado if something goes wrong and I am attached to him at the hip but I'm working on that. TwT I feel like I don't give him enough attention but he feels like he's not giving me enough attention. I also have this issue that I started crushing on someone else and my life is a mess 😭😭😭
Having attachment, abandonment and commitment issues has to be the most cruel joke ever. Not the triple threat I wanna be.
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My boyfriend decided to break me a couple times, I didn't know a game controller had such strong vibrations. He enjoys breaking me, leaving hickies in places people can't see and in places they can and I love it too. I have this thing I love, I love to be marked, to feel owned, no one else can have me, hell I have a collar too.
Hickies on the titties but you can't forget the thighs too 🥺💕💕
Hickies on the titties
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It pains me that only 14,000 people can honestly reblog this
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