Everyone Lives These Most Aesthetic Lives, While Here I Am Living In My Mess That'll Never Fit Onto One

always the idiot with the slowest heart and lowest worth, right? go ahead, yell at me more, father and mother. tell me how useless, lazy, selfish and horrible I am. how i do everything wrong, how i screw everything up. won't matter anyways, when you see my maggot ridden, bloated, decomposing corpse, right? atleast it'll be quiet for me. no longer will i stare foolishly at your faces when you yell, no longer will i object vocally to anything you say.

i will give you the peace you want, mother , and father

Tree roots following the pattern of concrete footpaths

Yes, yes, god made me trans for the same reason he made wheat but not bread, but what if i fucking hate baking? What if i just want to go to the store and buy bread? What if i don't have the energy and time to spend months growing the wheat, harvest it, winnow and grind it, make a dough and bake it? What if i don't want to do that? What if i just want bread but not wheat?

This has no theme I guess

or maybe it does

But it’s just that’s it’s november now and it’s cold and lonely without you and time doesn’t move like it’s supposed to and I don’t know what to do

xoxo

no need 2 call me out like this brah

suspected bpd culture is wanting to throw yourself into a new relationship after cutting off your fp so you can forget about them and move on for good

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Gentle reminder, if you're arguing/debating with someone online , try not to fucking get personal and bring up genuinely traumatic incidents for them⁉️⁉️⁉️

Paul Ambrose

Strange roadside buildings where you shouldn’t ever go.