27.07.23 Daily Food Log

My Ideal Mealspo

I've been so obsessed with tableware recently, especially since buying my new coffee machine. I really want to buy some nicer plates so I'll get inspired to make more "aesthetically pleasing" meals.

Guys I’ve been binging for a few days straight and I literally hate myself so much. I was doing so well and now it feels like I’m back to square one. I’m just so angry and can’t even explain it. I was so happy to almost be at my gw and now it seems so far away. I literally haven’t cried in months and I’ve just spent 2 hours balling over gaining 4kgs. I’m going to be so much more strict and updating daily from now on because I need to stay on track. I’m just so frustrated I can’t even breath.

Nothing Tastes Better Than Skinny

I am literally having Diet Coke for breakfast please send help xo

Nico Parker is such Thinspo ♡

how it feels coming back to edblr after binging for months

✯ ♡ Stats ♡ ✯

Age: ?? Height: 5’2

SW: 53 kgs ➳ 116 lbs

CW: 48.2 kgs ➳ 106.2 lbs

GW1: 45 kgs ➳ 99 lbs

GW2: 42 kgs ➳ 92 lbs

UGW: 39 kgs ➳ 85 lbs

I’m not prø 4na, I don’t want to make other people suffer with me. I’m prø h4rm reduction. I’m prø making informed decisions. I’m prø safety. I feel awful that I have so many followers. I feel awful that so many people are suff3ring from this d!sorder. But I know I can’t stop you- that’s hypocritical. I’m not going to tell you to seek r3covery until you’re ready for it, because I’m not going to do that either. But I’m also not going to give tips and tricks on how to h4rm yourself. I want everyone to be as safe as they can be- I want you to be smart and make the best decisions you can. I want you to be educated, to be fully aware, and to be safe. I know it’s ironic, but if you’re going to do this and surv!ve, you need to know what you’re doing.

This blog is a place for me to just express myself and my struggles, not a place for me to give advice that could potentially be used to make d4ngerous decisions. I want us all to one day find a way to happiness with ourselves, in one way or another. Be safe, be smart, be strong.

Deff my fave kind of thinspo

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Btw Jasmine Tookes is literally the goal!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I made a little board of gifts for myself once I reach my goal weight. And don't ask where I'll get the money to afford these but trust me I will!