I'm Actually So Tired Of All Of This FAT Hanging Off Of My Body

guys I don’t want my hair to get thinner and I don’t want my b00bs to shrink and I don’t want bad breath and I don’t want to be constantly tired

but I want to be thin and I want to be lightheaded and I want to always be cold and I want to be comfortable showing off my body and I want people to hug me and feel how small i am

God forbid a girl want two things to exist at once

tell me how i chewed like 80 pieces of gum in the first two weeks of school

y'all i think my sister has been developing my habits

she's been asking me what calorie counter i use, she's been skipping meals, and says she wants to go on runs every day after school

she's 12 and i'm worried for her

guys what if i just don't eat and when i stand up i faint and everyone worries about me <3

if i had a smaller ribcage i think all of my problems would be solved 🎀

so I hung out with a friend yesterday that I hadn't seen since June and she'd gotten soooo much thinner. she'd developed an ed and lost a ton of weight and part of me feels sooo bad for her bc no one should have to deal with this tbh. but another small part of me is jealous. her collarbones and her shoulders were prominent, her thighs didn't touch, when I wrapped my arms around her waist I could feel her ribs. her face was so slim and her spine was nearly sticking out. I feel bad but part of me wants to be like her

what if i just started talking in French lmao

Je naime pas mon poids lol

very hungry

very demure

i was in the car with my mom and i said that my collarbones were more visible and she was like "yeah bc you don't eat food anymore" like thank you, you noticed? 😻😻😻😻😻

DID Y'ALL KNOW THAT THERE'S AN ALBINO ALLIGATOR NAMED CLAUDE LIVING A SAN FRANCISCO MUSEUM????