Let-me-leave-this-place00 - Welp

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

Haha

Real

You ask why I didn't reply to your text

I wanted too

But the weight of a conversation felt impossible to carry

You ask why I dont text back

I tried too

But I was scared id say the wrong thing

You ask why I never tell you things

I want to

But im scared you'll hate me for everything I do

You ask why I dont talk

I tried too

The words couldnt seem to come out

You ask why I dont wanna be your friend

I want to

But I couldnt handle you leaving

So I left first

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

Me in the mirror on a daily basis

Ahh no dont kill yourself ahhh you're too sexy

i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse

First rule of fight club is please do not yell at me

forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head

at this point, sinking back into my depression is like a warm hug. finding comfort in this is sadness is so natural. i know i was meant to feel this.

I just wanna stick a knife in my arm