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2/4/20

Still in the 'post exam cancellation' depression

2 hours of music revision

French homework

Might do some baking or gardening later

Song of the day - V - stigma

I don’t get everyone’s problem with stretch marks. Every time I get them I feel like my inner tiger is coming out.

- My inner thoughts

he’s literally rigging the election and next to nothing’s being done about it what the actual fucking living hell

Sometimes I get overwhelmed by the vastness of things I want to be, do and achieve.

I want to be the girl reading Anna Karenina in a dimly lit cafe and losing herself in poetry and philosophy every night. Yet, I also want to be sharp and analytical and save lives with a scalpel in my hand. I want to travel the world and surprise people with how many languages I can speak - drink wine and watch ballet in France, explore abandoned castles in Scotland, feel the centuries of history in Italy and Greece, learn to surf in Hawaii or Australia. I want to have an attic studio where I can make art and laugh with my lover about the funny-looking portrait as I can never get the face proportions quite right. I want a house away from the city and a horse so that I can roam the fields. But I also want to live right in the middle of the city and admire the skyline and the skyscrapers every night. And the list goes on and on…

They say follow your passion but which one do I follow if there are only 24 hours in a day? I know I won’t be able to do all of the things I dream of but I personally object to having to limit myself.

True👌

After you read a life-changing, heart-wrenching, awe-inspiring book and you go back to the real world

• july 22nd - july 23rd • 30 days of productivity  

I haven’t had the best couple of days mental-health-wise. The only ‘productive’ thing I did was draw and create more designs for my redbubble page. Other than that I’ve just been walking aimlessly around the house or laying on my bed/the sofa. Quite sad tbh. 

But you know what? It’s okay. Because we can’t always be on top of our game and it’s okay to have low/bad/sad days/weeks/months. The important thing is that you pick yourself back up and it doesn’t matter how long it takes just as long as you do it. Do it at your own pace. 

2.06.2018: I think this is my first original post in months - quite much has happened during these weeks, not necessarily good things, as I had the flu and some other health complications for more than a month with longer lasting health issues and consequences in other parts of my life - including academics. Currently I’m luckily feeling better again in general and trying to somehow survive the last hell weeks of my second year until summer break. This week I already had a presentation, a statistics report submission and a deadline for a first draft of a research study, with another deadline until tomorrow. Next week sadly doesn’t look any better with essays and still some exams to go, but I somehow have to get through it, as I can’t allow myself to fuck up my health and uni stuff even more - the past months were totally enough for the next years. Hope you all have a good weekend, xx Amber 

Damnnn...

Flirty Bisexual

“Do you fall in love too easily? What’s your favorite word? You like kissing girls? Can I call you baby?”

college decision season has been making me so nervous 😬 i just hate the anticipation and waiting :“( my fellow seniors, how are you all coping? i’m just trying to throw all my energy into track. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/3b6R5FZ