06.06.2020 | Sometimes I Do Colourful Notes, But Most Of The Times I Don’t. Too Lazy.

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After you read a life-changing, heart-wrenching, awe-inspiring book and you go back to the real world

Thursday, the 3rd of November

I woke up before my alarm tonight, spending the additional time with my dog thinking about what I liked and didn't like about yesterday's mental health day. Yes, I got some much needed sleep but although I sketched a little, ate healthy and took it slow I was disappointed. Why did I not use that time I took for myself to read, to create, to go for an actual hike? I felt paralysed in my freedom - I spent hours feeding my head with things I don't care about at all. I don't know whether it was out of fatigue, convenience or being overwhelmed by my schedule. Whatever was the root it gave me a glimpse into a time that I never want to experience again. So today I will start small. Putting only three things on my to-do list and doing self care based on necessity, not my planning.

Studying

Mediävistik lecture

Library visit

Read Obasan

my superpower is going into a bookstore and immediately forgetting the name of every book ive ever wanted to read

saturday to-do:

phd writing

phd reading

journal article 1. edits

journal article 2. brainstorm

norwegian

french

what i did today:

• bio unit 1 (2 objectives)

• bio unit 2 (2 objectives)

• pure math chapter 2

• pure math chapter 9

• bio unit 2 notes review

what i didn't get to (i got tired):

• 1 caribbean essay paragraph

• 2 chem objectives

• draw kidney plan diagram

also im obsessed w new jeans.

13.05.2020 / 11:33pm

i found my previous phone and while the battery is awful, its pictures have such good quality

also tried making a homemade cinnamon latte ft. the morning sun

Sometimes I get overwhelmed by the vastness of things I want to be, do and achieve.

I want to be the girl reading Anna Karenina in a dimly lit cafe and losing herself in poetry and philosophy every night. Yet, I also want to be sharp and analytical and save lives with a scalpel in my hand. I want to travel the world and surprise people with how many languages I can speak - drink wine and watch ballet in France, explore abandoned castles in Scotland, feel the centuries of history in Italy and Greece, learn to surf in Hawaii or Australia. I want to have an attic studio where I can make art and laugh with my lover about the funny-looking portrait as I can never get the face proportions quite right. I want a house away from the city and a horse so that I can roam the fields. But I also want to live right in the middle of the city and admire the skyline and the skyscrapers every night. And the list goes on and on…

They say follow your passion but which one do I follow if there are only 24 hours in a day? I know I won’t be able to do all of the things I dream of but I personally object to having to limit myself.

BILL NYE can’t stress the importance of Climate Change enough

hi luv!! I notice you do a lot of pilates with blogilates! I love her sm lol she’s amazing but I was wondering,, do you have any fav videos of hers that you do regularly/more often than others? I love the 100 challenges that she does and a couple of other videos but I wanted to know which ones you like the most !!

hi angel!! eee i’m so glad so many of you seem to love cassey too, she’s great ✨ here are the videos i always go back to:

thighs

i really really like you squat challenge

plie squat challenge

shape of you(r thighs) squat challenge

call me maybe squat challenge

20 minute inner thigh isolation workout

5 moves to target inner thighs

obliques

extreme obliques workout

quick burn obliques workout

candle stick dippers workout

another quick burn obliques workout

back

backless bride workout

ultimate back workout

3 minute quick back workout

backless dress workout

arms

20 minute arm isolate

quick burn tricep workout

quick burn arm workout

bridal bootcamp arm workout

6 minute arm workout

pop pilates arm workout for beginners

abs (for abs, i typically just make up my own routine vs following videos, but i like these ones!!)

pop pilates ab workout for beginners

lower ab isolation exercises

abs and obliques workout

for cardio, i tend to just do piit workouts!! i typically only do this one but i’ve done this one a few times as well and i liked/hated it (hated bc it was painful and i felt like dying the entire time lmao)

I don’t get everyone’s problem with stretch marks. Every time I get them I feel like my inner tiger is coming out.

- My inner thoughts