Loomiebin - OVERVIEW

IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS!

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i don't think we'll ever be the same as we once were

Based on a conversation(and events)I had with my Ma-

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Scout:"Hey ma, *insert brothers name* spilled the soda."

Ma:"Guess someone's out of Soda."

Scout:"What do I clean it up with?"

Ma:"Use a dirty towel."

*walks into bathroom, grabs a green towel hanging and sniffs it.*

Scout:"Oh yeah, that's dirty-" *scrunches face up*

Alright, serious talk. You can unfollow, block me, honestly don't matter to me. I'm just saying what I think needs to be said.

I've been trying to seek answers and I feel like God's throwing them at me. By no means am I ashamed or embarrassed of the Lord or the word in anyway. But I hate confrontation. So instead of telling others to turn from their wicked ways, I pray for them. Now there's nothing wrong with just praying! But spreading the gospel is sincerely a serious thing that needs to be done more and I gotta kick myself in gear. "It's just the internet, why do we need to do that?" Exactly! It's the internet. Where you meet so many people or pass them by, it's a perfect opportunity to tell a bunch of people about the Lord. An old fear of mine use to be getting rejected by people, so I said nothing in the past. The current me could not care what you have to say about me now, call me a nutcase or annoying. It doesn't matter to me anymore. I could lose everyone but I know that I'll always have the Lord with me beyond all things and no matter what happens.

He is coming back. I'm not saying now, this very moment or tomorrow but soon. I'm pretty sure he's been trying to tell me that- I even had a dream where I didn't see his entire face but it was focused on the lower half, where I could only see his nose and mouth. And I clearly remember him saying

"I'll get you ready before it's time to go."

And then you got all this stuff that's been popping up about other people saying he's returning soon too. This isn't even remotely a joke. He told me that a while ago, and in the process he has kept his promise. I've dropped a lot of things, I've changed the way I speak and act, my way of thinking. I have a lot of testimonies but this is just one I wanted to share for this specific post. So to the other fellow Christians that follow me or hopefully see this post, now is the time to share the Gospel.

Bring Jesus into a conversation and don't be afraid to speak your mind of what the bible says.

Sometimes I open the bible and land on a random page, sometimes it doesn't make sense and other times it absolutely does. And I think one of those times was this morning, where I just opened it up after setting my mind on sharing the gospel as much as I'm capable of and landed on [ Isaiah 59:1 ]

I'm begging you to take this into deep consideration.

Plushtrap vs. Springtrap

I'm still trying to figure out how to draw Springtrap

This was the inspration: https://de.pinterest.com/pin/496029346476622232/ (Unfortunately I could not find the original artist)

Finally achieved level 5 endorsement on overwatch. 😭

:(((

Foul Play

Kris and Reader thing/ PLATONIC / TW (?) struggling mentally/ Overthinking/ intrusive thoughts

It was hard to get yourself together. And for Kris, it was the same. Although it didn't appear like it, they had constant ruminating thoughts. Thoughts that were unpleasant and made them want to hide away from the world and everyone around them. At times they could have a moment of peace and other times not so much... Almost driving them mad they chose to say silent majority of the time due to this reason. It helped knowing if they rarely said a word they wouldn't worry if they ever said anything wrong at any point. One less thing to worry about.

Silence was so loud sometimes- like it was the enemy one day, and the next...your best friend.

You and Kris have known each other for quite some time by this point. But you never realized they struggled just as you had with anxiety and overthinking. Maybe it was meant to be that you two became best friends- after all, you two really knew how this went.

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A/N: Just something I don't know if I'll ever finish writing but just wanted to post because I could. If I feel like finishing it, I'll come back someday to it again. Also made this in like what? 2022 or maybe 2023. Was a rough year but Jesus got me through.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” - John 14:27

If you’re struggling with this, I know %100 what that’s like. It was so bad…even in that really hard time though, Jesus was there. He literally helped me get through one of the scariest and roughest parts of my life being, which was around when I wrote this. It was a reflection and an attempt to connect with a character while hurting a lot.. this just serves as a reminder when looking back at reading it now how Jesus just got me out of that and out of my head dealing with overthinking and worry like no Tomorrow. It wasn’t easy to deal with and I had no help but him since I didn’t know how to talk about it or how someone would look at me because of what I was overthinking so much and dealing with intrusive thoughts..but I know he wouldn’t look at me like that. He can help. He knows you better than you do- because I lost myself but he didn’t lose me. His peace is like no other. He gave me what no one else could or anything in this world could, because I tried but it never helped for long with distractions. If you just come to him, and give it all to him he can help you. I guarantee this with my whole heart. He hasn’t failed me once, so that’s why I know I can keep relying on him in my hardest moments, darkest places and the pits I end up in. God does care…even though something like that sounds dumb or hard believe. It’s true. Just lay it down at his feet, he can help you. You aren’t alone.