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Summary: As the twin or eldest child of the Atreides, numerous responsibilities came with the territory. Among them was the obligation to navigate diplomatic relations with various houses, particularly evident as your father finalized the contract for Arrakis and oversaw the spice harvest. During a meeting with the Harkonnens, Feyd-Rautha found himself captivated by the presence of the second pair of twins, unable to shake off his fascination.
Ps: English isn't my first language, so I apologize for any small grammar errors!
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Being the Atreides eldest child meant responsibilities. Some suggested getting married and yet the Duke Letoâs most profound plan was more than that. In fact, training his most prestige and intelligent children was yet to become a fruitful generation of the Atreides family itself. With how the Duke was just establishing his agreement for Arrakis. Things were just getting started.Â
In the early hours of the morning, Duke received messages first from Harkonnen, then from the Bene Gesserit, expressing their desires to put Paul through the long-awaited test. And potentially discussing a marriage proposal for the daughter. A sister of the Bene Gesserit, Helen, sought Paulâs testimony, the agreement for which was expected that same evening. Despite the unspoken bond within the family, evident in his brother's gentle gaze and the shared understanding, the weight of his father's gaze lingered heavily. âWill my children endure this infernal place?â he pondered, resolved to safeguard their legacy.Â
You, on the other hand, couldn't help but dwell on your own outcome. Your brother's training sessions had just commenced, while Duncan had departed for the day as usual. You remained in your study as your mother fetched your brother's attire for his test, that same morning. Despite her attempts to mask it, her eyes betrayed her worry and sorrow at witnessing her second child assuming the mantle of their House. Being descended from the Bene Gesserit, you understood her emotions intimately, benefiting greatly from the shared similarities. A sense of satisfaction washed over you as you caught your mother's gaze, exchanging a knowing smile. Her subtle nod reassured you that everything would be alright. âYes, everything will be okay. Paul is strong,â you reassured her, the words lingering in your memory.Â
As the Atreides tended to their familial matters, the Baron of Harkonnen, accompanied by his nephew Feyd-Rautah, received an unexpected but rather fruitful invitation to today's council from Duke Leto. Paul's inclusion in the invitation was urged strongly by your father, whose beseeching eyes left no room for refusal. With Paul's future as the Duke in mind, you felt compelled to comply. "Will father object?" you queried during breakfast, noticing your mother's absence as she assisted Dr. Yueh in preparing Paul for his impending test. Initially hesitant, you cited the traditional exclusion of women from male-dominated spaces and political affairs. However, your brother's persistence, coupled with his revelation of your father's endorsement, swayed your decision. "Fatherâs orders," he disclosed, highlighting the potential impact of your presence, particularly concerning the Harkonnen. With reluctance, you acquiesced, stating, "Very well, but understand that I do this for you." Paul's satisfied expression betrayed a hint of amusement.Â
The following day dawned with Paul's early hours consumed by Helen's final test. The Bene Gesserit sister arrived unexpectedly early, not only focusing on your brother's training but also involving you both. Despite the Bene Gesserit's usual bore for daughters, Paul's exceptionalism as the heir and you being twins altered the dynamic. Helen took matters into her own hands, prioritizing Paul's training just as she had done with yours, although you were included as part of the package deal, inseparable twins as you were.Â
Contrarily, you were well aware that today involved attending your father's council and orchestrating a proper reception for the Harkonnen. With a portion of their fleet bound for Arrakis, the Baron saw fit to bring his nephew along, a gesture of goodwill as they preferred to present it. While your mother urged you to accompany your brother, it was during breakfast that the next generation of Atreides convened. "Y/N," your mother's voice echoed in your mind. The test had concluded, your brother standing beside her, his expression inscrutable. This time, he exuded more confidence, yet there was a noticeable change from days past. His gaze barely left you as he silently confirmed his test's success. The trial had instilled apprehension in Helen, for both her daughter and now her son. Jessica had undoubtedly made an impression on her Reverend Mother, as expected. But something felt offâ
"Father is awaiting your presence; the Council convenes shortly. Come, dress quickly," Jessica urged, her concern evident in her voice as she ushered both of you towards your father's chambers. "Of course, mother," You affirmed, Paul opting to fetch by your side as you readied yourself. His unease at the prospect of you encountering the Harkonnen was unmistakable, yet as you rose with assurance, adhering to your mother's instruction to dress appropriately, your brother remained silently supportive within the confines of the family abode. "Father will be pleased to see you alongside our new guests," he remarked, though the term 'guest' felt inadequate for the Harkonnens, known for their relentless pursuit of perfection within their domainâa trait reminiscent of the Bene Gesserit's own household.
"Ah, don't even get me started," you chuckled in response to his cynical remark, finishing your final adjustments in front of the mirror before approaching your brother. "Youâre beautiful, Dunken would be damned not to see you right now." Paul admitted, though he was just as sparing with compliments as your father, if not more so. You chuckled again and tousled his hair affectionately. "Shame for him, indeed. Let's go then, Father must be waiting for us."Â
Duke Leto awaited his children to join him as he heard approaching footsteps, realizing they belonged to you and your brother. It was evident from their tardiness that they would likely be teased by Halleck. Paul, with a subtle smirk, leaned towards the man, who promptly assigned you to sit beside him as your father entered the room. "Paul, Y/N," Duke Leto acknowledged, and both of you nodded, maintaining impeccable etiquette. A moment of silence hung in the air as your father took his seat next to Halleck, acknowledging the arrival of the guests, unmistakably the Harkonnen. "Bring them in," he instructed.
Feyd-Rautha, accompanied by the Baron and Glossu, made their entrance. You couldn't help but notice the Harkonnens' air of perfection and similarity, a trait you had been warned about during your training sessions with Halleck, who delighted in describing them as ruthless monsters. It was surreal to see Halleck now sitting beside your father without so much as a flinch, as if their inevitable downfall was already evident and he felt no fear in displaying his disdain for their kind. Meanwhile, both Paul and you were filled with curiosity, and you caught sight of someone observing you from a distance. Just as introductions were about to be made, your gaze met that of Feyd-Rautha. His name was revealed by the Baron in a manner that attempted to convey affection but came across as somewhat grotesque.Â
Feyd-Rautha's gaze seemed fixed on yours, but thankfully, your father's voice signaled the beginning of the council, prompting everyone to take their seats for further discussion. Paul noticed, as he always did. He observed you clumsily attempting to handle a cup of water in a manner befitting of civilization, all the while sensing Feyd's unwavering focus on you. To him, you were his prey, much like how the Baron sought amusement during his stay on Arrakis. If it weren't for his insistence on accompanying the group, he might have missed the opportunity to encounter a face as captivating as yours. His smirk became more pronounced when the topic of your potential betrothal to a House chosen by your father was broached. You couldn't help but cough in surprise, prompting Paul to lean towards you and whispered, "Are you alright?" You nodded quickly, and you could have sworn you heard him chuckle.Â
"Yesâ" You started, but your coughing grew more pronounced as all attention turned towards you. Your father expressed immediate concern and moved to summon medical assistance, but you objected, requesting a moment alone. Rising from your seat, you were just moments away from agreeing to the medical aid. You couldn't shake the feeling of Feyd-Rautha's penetrating gaze, and perhaps Paul's knowing glance. To Feyd-Rautha's evident amusement, this seemed only the beginning. "Farewell, you may depart," your father concluded, dismissing the attention focused on you.Â
"I suppose she's quite spirited, discussing marriage at such a young age, Poor thing." Hallek's voice remarked. It was something you had come to understand during your time in the opulent halls and corridors of House forcesâthat even the venerable Halleck, with all his gravity, possessed a degree of perceptiveness uncommon among men. However, this observation didn't sit well with Feyd. In fact, he couldn't resist making a remark, perhaps ill-timed and ill-phrased, which prompted Paul to rise from his seat, ready to confront him. "Surprising for an Atreides, she's not much for entertainment," he quipped, just before being cut off by Leto, redirecting the conversation towards political matters. But Feyd had other intentions. Aware that you had likely stepped out for some fresh air, he seized the excuse to excuse himself to the bathroom. Â
Fortunately, you arrived just in time as Dunken returned from his visit with the Fremen. Upon hearing of his return, you also learned about the impending arrival of the Harkonnens. Sensing your presence as their ships prepared to land, Dunken swiftly removed his mask and embraced you. "Is Paul not here?" he pondered, surprised as Paul typically greeted Dunken first, followed by a later rendezvous in your study for practice. "In council, with father. Father insisted we both attend, and guess who's here," you replied, making it clear with your eyes that you were referring to the Harkonnens. You were cautious not to reveal too much, knowing that any hint would only provide more amusement for Feyd to torment you with.Â
"Harkonnen. I'm aware," Duncan affirmed, sharing your sentiment, until his gaze shifted from yours to someone in the distance. It was someone who perhaps wasn't welcome if intruding but was expected at today's event. Duncan leaned in carefully, recognizing that whoever the man was seeking out, it was likely you. "I suggest you go speak to that man. If there's one thing my mother taught me, it's to never ignore your own apprehension," he advised, tousling your hair gently as you tried your best not to pout in response, before he hurried off to join your father.Â
On the other hand, Feyd couldn't tear his gaze away from the man's eyes. Was he someone he'd eventually have to confront? Such thoughts were irrelevant. All he craved was you, completely. As the pilot room emptied, a haunting silence filled the air. Dunkan's words echoed in your mind, reminding you of the inevitable encounter with Feyd-Rautha as part of collaborating with the Harkonnens. As he approached cautiously, you flinched, muscles tensing. His nearness seemed to radiate warmth, almost as if your skin would brush against his. "So... It's you," his voice pierced the silence. It wasn't the tone you anticipated or sought. It was soft, yet carried a comforting warmth reminiscent of Arrakis's weather. âAtreidesâs very own princess.âÂ
Your eyes never leaving his gaze. You couldâve sworn yourself that if you even tried to escape you couldnât. In fact, your eyes even tried to sorrow for comfort elsewhere, but the darkness and contrast beneath his skin felt cold, slowly loosing yourself entirely within him all together. As his hand drawing near you, his fingers brushing around your waistâŚÂ
"Y/N. They're leaving." Paul's voice echoed in your mind, interrupting any chance of leaning closer and feeling the faint touch of Feyd's lips. You pondered: was this love, or merely a trap ensnaring a woman's blind eye? Oddly, your brother's voice now felt distant, but you quickly regained your senses as Feyd realized the moment couldn't last. He must resist, for now. His smirk grew more pronounced upon hearing the Baron's voice calling out his name, one of the most memorable yet unsettling utterances you'd ever heard. As Feyd cast one final admiring glance your way, he whispered, "We'll meet again, my Queen..."
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Pairing: Human/Recom/Na'vi Miles Quaritch x Female! Na'vi! Sully! Reader Tags/Warnings: 18+ ONLY, rare pairing, possibly dark content, smut, adult themes, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, lust, older man x younger woman, under age reader (16), degradation, nsfw, dubious consent, dirty talk, orgasm, orgasm denial, foul language, choking, p in v - each chapter will have it's own tags
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Relationships: Recom! Miles Quaritch x Sully! Reader x Recom! Lyle Wainfleet
Warning: Polyamorous relationship. Angst. Enemies to Lovers. Slow burn. Falling in love. Redemption arc. Canon deaths (but not really). Romance. Smut. Jealousy. Threesome. Anal(both F & M receiving). Mention of suicide, self harm, depression, anxiety. PTSD. Feelings being revealed. Jake and Neytiri not being good parents to reader. Reader being a motherly figure to Spider.
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Prologue: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/730437661322608640/i-wanna-be-yours-prologue
Chapter 1: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/730514148836966400/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-1
Chapter 2: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/730788062006755328/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-2
Chapter 3: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/731073519008563200/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-3
Chapter 4: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/731324689904959488/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-4
Chapter 5: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/731788277142749184/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-5
Chapter 6: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/732356439483514880/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-6
Chapter 7: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/733206892944474112/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-7
Chapter 8: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/733361718204481536/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-8
Chapter 9: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/733665109236432896/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-9
Chapter 10: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/734048119499735040/i-wanna-be-your-ch-10
Chapter 11: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/734949122571927552/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-11
Chapter 12: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/736206099243548672/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-12
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For years, HYDRA had been trying to use the samples of Steveâs DNA to make another super-soldier. They finally succeed and when S.H.I.E.L.D. breaks her out, Cap is forced to come face to face with his kid and figure out parenting on an Avengersâ lifestyle.
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summary: Jade always knew somethingâs was off about herself,it wasnât because she was a supe, it was something else⌠somethingâŚ. powerful. Jade has suffered almost all her life, and now she finally has a chance to show people whatâs sheâs capable of, butâŚ.at what cost?
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You sign a deal with the cityâs most notorious handsome devil just to get a proper f*ck buddy while trying to sort out your dating lifeâŚbut when you find someone to be serious with, Thomas canât handle it.
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Synopsis: Youâre assigned to guard Soldier Boy at a secluded house. The assignment turns into something much more. Commissioned piece.Â
Word Count: 3651
Notes: Yandere/yandere behavior, abusive relationship, physical and emotional abuse, misogyny
Soldier Boy was dead. That was the official line that Vought, the mediaâand most importantly of all, the governmentâwas sticking to; and it was the line you were sworn to uphold, even under pain of torture and imminent death.Â
But he wasnât dead. He wasnât even asleep, anymore; or whatever counted as âasleepâ in the semi-frozen state theyâd put him in after the incident at Vought Tower. No, he was alive and as well as could be. If âbeing kept in an isolated cabin away from civilization, implanted with exploding trackers in case he tried something, and kept company by a rotating team of agentsâ could be considered well, anyway.Â
Being part of the rotating live-in guard watching over the defrosted Soldier Boy wasnât exactly the type of job you thought youâd be assigned, especially given your light track record with the Secret Service. You were meant for reconnaissance, light missions, in-and-out actions that kept you moving.
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Pairing: Soldier boy x Sup!Fem!Reader
Summary: The deal was simple, he kills Homelander, and Butcher gives him greenlight to fulfill his dream of having a family, you were just⌠collateral damage, another sup taken care off if you ask Butcher.
Warnings: SPOILERS OF THE BOYS SEASON 3 CHAPTERS 7 & 8.
Cursing, Dub-con, involuntary imprisonment, unprotected sex (do I have to remind you to not have a party without a party hat?), breeding kink, housewife kink, cursing, dirty talking, the works and everything fun related to this guyÂ
Wordcount:Â 3.7k
Notes: Oh I really wanted to write about this hot sup and honestly? his talk about wanting kids just triggered meÂ
This is it, the final fight. Butcher and Soldier Boy were getting ready to storm the tower, the final battle against Homelander where they knew they were going to win. Sharing stories about their childhoods and their crappy dads.
âI always wanted them, kids I mean, I've always thought I could do a better job than my father ever didâ Butcher saw the plan he carefully and dangerously crafted crumble into pieces in front of his eyes
âHomelander is not your sonâ he said carefully
âHe is the only thing I haveâ
âYou can have more kidsâ he said then, âI know you like old bags, but you can still choose a young one, I donât care, but he⌠has to goâ Ben looked at him with with furrowed brow
âThe young girls these days donât want to form families, thatâs what that cum-eating little shit told meâ
âWell, yeah but you are a handsome devil, I know you can figure it outâ he uttered hopefully
âWell, yeah, homelander is a piece of shit anyways, so fuck himâ Butcher signed relieved
âThat my boyâ
âI could convince that girl to give me a couple of babies, I mean, she is sweet like thatâ
âWho?â
âThe sweet one⌠the one on your team, the one with the telekinesis thingâ
â(Y/N)?â he asked, it was Butcher´s turn to frown, âI donât think she is your speedâ
âIâll make her my speedâ he said firmly, and thatâs when they both look at eachother, definitely
âThatâs not how we do things with the ladiesâ he said carefully, âWe ainât in the 40âs no moreâ he growled. Ben only smirked
âSo now you are telling me I canât have her either?âÂ
âOnly if she wants toâ he reminded himÂ
âTurn a blind eye, convince everyone we are dead, and I'll waste my own son for youâÂ
âThey are going to hate me if they found out I gave her to you like some sort of stuffed animal in a carnivalâ
âThatâs the part where you convince them we are deadâ he said simply, âYou want me to fry Homelander? My own son? Youâll let me take herâ Butcher looked at him
âBut she can never tell anyone what happenedâ he warnedÂ
âIâll take care of thatâ he said simply, âYou just think there is going to be one less Sup you need to worry aboutâÂ
âGood riddance thenâ
âYou two are sickâ Maeve muttered, and they both froze when they saw the redhead standing in the doorway of the room
âOh, we getting sentimental love?â mocked Butcher, âShe is just going to be collateral damage, we kill the bastard, whatever it takesâÂ
âAnd what are you going to do to her you sick fuck?â she asked thenÂ
âYou donât worry your little head about thatâ muttered Butcher
âShe doesnât deserve this, she is actually a decent personâ
âYou heard the man, he wonât waste Homelander if we donât let him take her, so thatâs itâ Maeve went quiet, sharing dirty looks with Soldier Boy, the man just smiled
âIâm not gonna hurt herâ he said simply, âIâm just gonna turn her into what any decent girl should be, make an honest woman out of herâÂ
âThis is so wrongâ she whispered, but said nothing more as the three prepared to storm the tower
âThey already have a huge startpointâ muttered Hughie
âWe still have to tryâ, said Annie decisivelyÂ
âAgreeâ you muttered, looking up at Frenchie, Kimiko and MM, âwe all know what we are up against, right?â
âSoldier Boy and Homelander wonât walk out of that towerâ muttered MM, âwhatever it takesâ
âWhatever it takesâ you all agreed
The plan was simple, Frenchie and Kimiko would go for the nerve gas to stop Soldier Boy while you all gained time and try to stop them. Hughie was to the control room to warn everyone as you and Annie ran in front of MM to protect him of whatever lies in front of you through the halls of Vought towerÂ
But when you got to them⌠it was already late. You couldnât even walk through the doors of the news study when a huge blast threw you backwards. You flew through the air feeling as the air was punched out of your lungs and you collapse against a marble pillar, losing all consciousnessÂ
. . .
When you came to your senses again, your head weighed a ton, and you had to make a huge effort to open your eyes. You took in the room, you were laid on a King size bed, and the room looked cozy, with a fireplace and all, a little outdated, like from the 80âs, but it was a very comfortable looking room. You took your hands towards your face and they both looked fine, you drew out your push wave and it still worked, your powers were ok, not fried out
âOh good, I was scared I fried your powersâ you grunted a little more when you recognized the men behind the words, âI wouldn't want you to lose themâ
âBen?â you called, finding him entering the room you were in, he smiled when he heard you calling him that, this is exactly what he wanted from you, his real name being moaned from those lips he liked so much, âWhat happened?â you murmured, âYou used the radiation against us?â you seemed hurt, you sounded scared, and he didn't like that
âYou tried to stop us from smoking Homelanderâ he explained simply, not denying itÂ
âIs everyone else ok?â you asked, âAnnie and MM? Frenchie and Kimiko?â he sigh loudly, impatient, not wanting to have to explain to you, he didnât care about them, he cared about you
âI donât know, they were breathing when I leftâ
âYou fried us upâ you frowned your pretty little face and he didnât understand why this was so hard for you to understand. Your eyes stopped at the TV, which was broadcasting the lastest news⌠Homelander was DEAD
âWHAT?â you said urgently, seeing the entire Vought tower completely destroyed, âWhat the fuck hapened?â
âSweet things like you donât talk like thatâ he whispered with that husky voice of his
âBen⌠what happened?â you asked, softly, to appease him
âI complied with my part of the deal, I wasted Homelanderâ even if he clearly won, he looked defeated, âHomelander, what kind of shitty name that is anyways?â Even though this is what you all wanted, it felt wrong to celebrate the death of a human being, even though it was a Supe-supremacist psychotic piece of shit like him, still⌠celebrating a manâs death wasnât right
âIs everyone ok?â
âI think so, I really didnât care, I only cared about youâ you felt your cheeks flush at his words and then he flashed you a poster boy smile. To distract yourself, you looked around. If the outside was any indication, you seemed to be in some sort of cabin
âBen?â you asked, suddenly scared, your super hearing wouldnât let you hear anything else but his breathing and the birds outside chirping, no cars, no other people, nothing. He raised from his seat on a small sofa and sat right next to you on the bed. His closeness made you uncomfortable
âYes, sweet thing?â he purred, and you understand why he got laid everywhere he went, he had to only speak with that thick voice and all the panties in the room would drop
âWhere are we?â Softly and gently was the way to go with him, you looked into his beautiful green eyes looking for the truth and the truth only, he smiled softly and tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ea, the contact of his gloved hands made you trembled in your spot
âWe are in a cabin Legend gifted me after our first gig together, the old thing is still standingâÂ
âBut why? Where are the others?â
âAround, why do you care so much?â he asked, annoyed, âIâm hereâÂ
âBut you had a huge fight, and Homelander is finally dead, and I⌠he was the most powerful man alive, I mean, I just want to knowâŚâ
âEveryone is okâ he said with a sigh, probably the others were covering your tracks, I mean, you just wasted Homelander and Vought probably had tapes about all of you doing so⌠so now you were fugitives again, and you had to lay low, if the other were ok it was all going to be fine.Â
âExcept for Noir, Homelander got to him before I couldâ
âNoir is also dead?â you asked, feeling bad for the ninja, you actually like him and your time in the tower and the times you spent with him had been very pleasant. But to Soldier Boy not too much since he was your worry his face turned in anger
âHe was a traitor who gave me away to the Russiansâ he growled, âHe is lucky Homelander got to him and not meâ
âIâm sorry for what he did to you, but to me he was always⌠politeâ you whisperedÂ
âLetâs just not talk about that traitor fucker, a walking tumorâ his tone made you frightful, so you just looked down scaping his gaze
âIâm sorry you had to be the one to kill Homelanderâ you muttered, âHughie told us, that he wasâŚâ
âMy own sonâ you looked back at him and it scared you he didnât seem remorseful, or that he didn't show any emotion at all, âI didnât get to raise him, he was a weak little pussyâ
âI'm sorry about thatâ you whispered, âHe wasnât a good personâ
âIt doesnât matter, I have a second chanceâ he muttered, he leaned in and before you could stop him he trapped your lips with his. He kisses you slowly. At first you are so impressed you couldnât react until he tried to pry your lips open with his tongue. You pushed him but accidentally used your powers. Even when it barely move him, not being able to throw him off the bedÂ
âYou are a little firecracker, did you know that?â he asked, amused by your outburst
âNoâ you whispered, he leaned in again to kiss you roughly, and you felt limb against his arms and chest as you return the kiss
He might be traumatized, he might have been an asshole, but he was hot as hell. He was one of the most handsome guy you had ever met and in a fraction of a second you thought about even if you fuck him, it wouldnât mean anything but a good time, he was going to pretend nothing happened by tomorrow, so whatâs the harm?
His hand went to encase your face against him, and you in turn grabbed his chestnut hair, playing with it with your fingers. His hands soon left your face to go down your neck to squeeze your breasts, as he groaned, pleased against your mouth
âFuckâ he whispered when he left your mouth to drop open mouth kissed down your chin and then devouring your neck, âYou are a little slut, arenât you?â
âNoâ you whispered, âI just want to fuck youâ you said simply, your hands travelling down his body and then up against againsât his skin until you reached his chest. He chuckled, his husky voice made your panties more wet if that was even possible. He slowly eased you down against the mattress, while he got rid of the blankets that were still covering you, so he could lay next to you. He was wearing some cotton pants and a simple shirt, and even though it would be to even hotter to fuck him while he was wearing his suit, this worked just fine.Â
You moaned, losing all shame when he sucked on a special spot in your neck, and you spread your legs instinctively. You barely realized you werenât wearing your super suit, you were wearing a plain t-shirt and cotton leggings just like him, which he ripped from your quivering body when he realized you had spread your legs for himÂ
He wastes no time in trapping you under him once he gets rid of your underwear. He opened up your thighs, your sex exposed to him, admiring your wet pussy. You wanted to be even so you, in turn, ripped to shreds his clothes as well, and to your surprise, his ock jumped free, missing the underwear
âGod I love the new ageâ he purred, you squeezed his thick cock, moaning when you couldnât completely wrap your hand around his thick range, he was going to rip you apart if he wasnât careful, which you were sure he wasnât going to be. His thick finger danced teasingly trough your folds, testing you, tasting how wet you were, because you were dripping for him
âIâve never been the one much for foreplayâ he murmured, you just nodded, wanting him inside you, âHell, we have time later for some pussy tastingâ the tip of his cock replaced his fingers, and you opened more your legs for him to be able to place himself comfortably between your legs, as he started to open you up with his thick cock.Â
âOh shitâ you cursed, closing your eyes, your hands laced under your knee to keep your legs open for him. The stretch burned, but if felt so good you could kill him if he ever stopped.Â
In a rough push he was completely seated inside of you, making you groan, uncomfortable because of his huge size, needing time to get accustomed to him, but fuck, you had never felt so full, and he touched all the right places inside of you, places you didnât thik even existed
âFuck you are tightâ he cursed under his breath
âYou are too bigâ you complained, but he only smiled, retrieving himself and then pushing into you roughly, the tip of his cock touching your cervix, making you scream in surprise
âAre you ok?â he smirked, and you just nodded, playfully grabbing his ass, encouraging to start thrusting into you, which he did. Soon he started at a rough pace, the mattress making you bounce off the force.Â
You grabbed him by the back of his neck and drew him towards you to kiss him deeply. He chuckled darkly against your mouth when he read your intentions
âYou are a sweet girl who likes to make sweet lovinâ arenât you?â you nodded shamefully, like it was a bad thing, but he looked down at you with a glimmer in his eyes that made you rethink everything you knew about him.Â
His thrusts where deep and calculating, almost methodical as he kept pounding into you, the tip of his cock kissing your cervix every time
âShit!â you cursed as your eyes turned to the back of your head from the pleasure, the knot in your belly kept getting tighter and tighterÂ
âFuck I feel your little pussy fisting my cockâ he purred against you temple. With a wide smile, and using all the force you had, you managed to switch positions, getting him under you, much to his surprised when you placed your hands in his chest and started moving your hips teasingly, finding the perfect angle his cock would touch that sweet spot inside of you, oh and when you did, plus him grabbing your tits and squeezing them, made you cum so hard your thighs trembled at his sides. He grabbed your hips, taking control again and he started moving you roughly on top of him. You navigated your orgasm that lasted longer that you could handle, making you wanted to faint on top of the superhero
âDid you make yourself cum on my fat cock?â he mocked thrusting his hips up to meet you, making such a sloppy sound it was straight up filthy. âAnswer meâ he demanded, spanking your ass
âYes I made myself cum on your cockâ you confessed full of shame. Oh and you prayed the others werenât at earshot, this was going to be very hard to explain
âFuck, you are so tight you are going to make me cumâ he admitted, fucking you even roughly, grabbing the globes of your ass, making you bounce up and down his cock for his pelasure, chasing his clĂmaxÂ
What he didnât expect was to draw another orgasm from you while he pumped you full of his come. Secretly, he hopes it sticks the very first time, as he made sure to press you against him for his cum to reach your womb if it had toÂ
He cum inside you, you felt it deep in your womb and you whined, feeling so good and warm. You werenât on any birth control, but you guessed you could buy some plan b tomorrow, and slapped yourself mentally for being so careless
âThat was one of the bst fucks of my lifeâ you looked at him like he had three heads at his admission.
âGood to know, I thought you were some sort of manwhoreâ you giggled, and he laughed heartilyÂ
âI amâ he admitted, caressing your hips, while you were still on top of him
âItâs ok if I cuddle?â you asked dumbly, you liked to cuddle but you werenât sure he wanted that, and if the others were going to come back soonÂ
âOf course sweetheartâ he said with a chuckle, as he trapped you down his arm and against his chest sliding his softening cock off of you, making you whimper in the process.Â
You relaxed cuddling into him, you laid against Benâs chest, caressing his soft skin. He chuckled when he heard you purr, content against him.
âArenât you a sweet one?â he chuckled, caressing your naked shoulder and down your back, âyou are a powerful superhero, and a mynx in the sackâ he laughed, and you giggled against his skin, âFuck I like those powers of yours too, I really hope our kids will inherit themâ
âOur kids?â you asked, curious, raising your head to look at him, âwhat do you mean?â If he was him flirting he sucked at it
âThe kids we are going to have together silly girlâ you would have laughed at his poor attempt at flirting if you didnât believe it was real. You wanted to cry
âBen⌠where are we?â you asked again, a single tear falling down your eye
âI told you, my cabinâ
âThe others are not around, are they?â you wanted to climb out of bed, but he grabbed you and made you stick to him with a grunt
âWe were having such a good time sweetheart, donât ruin itâ his voice was calm but he hid a threat in them, so you stood still against him again. âIn exchange of me killing my own son, Butcher promised me he wasnât going to get in the way of me taking you for myselfâ
âNoâ you cried, âHe is an asshole of massive proportions but he wouldnât do thatâ you muttered, âBesides the rest of them, the boys wouldn'tâŚâ
âThey think we are deadâ he said simply, âI had to destroy the entire tower to make sure our story stickedâ you whimpered in fear, knowing perfectly well you would never be able to fight him off
âWhy me?â you asked thenÂ
âWho better than you to give the kids I always wanted?â he asked in return, and you whimpered some more as bitter tear ran down your cheeks and to his chestÂ
âWeâd be terrible parentsâ you cried
âThatâs not trueâ he said, angry, âYou are sweet, and good and hot as hell, I mean, look at that assâ you whimpered some more, maybe referring to him.
âI will raise them right, like strong men',' and with his iron grip around you you just managed to curl more into yourself.Â
2 years laterâŚ
Your husband, Ben, sat at the head of the table with your one year old bouncing on his leg. The baby, your son, giggled and showed him his one tooth he had to his father proudly as he smiled. That made your heart swell. Itâs been a rough couple of years and you understood that what lies ahead, meaning the fact of raising your kids with Soldier Boy, was going to be challenging to say the least, but one thing you understood after so many times you tried to call someone or get help, there was no getting rid of him, so you had to stick around, you couldnât leave your children, specially with HIM
âHe is a handsome little devil, isnât he?â he admired. Your son, Henry, he was big for his age, and chubby, healthy and strong like his father, who looked at you when you put the dinner right in front of him. He smiled at you and placed his hand on your 8 month baby bump. He wasted no time in putting another baby inside of you as soon as you recuperated from having the first one⌠And he was going to do it againâŚ
âWe make cute babiesâ you offered with a smile
âAnd strong ones as wellâ he said proudly, âThese little shits are going to rule the world some dayâ he muttered. He rose his son in his arms and cuddle him against his chest, sometimes you wondered if he was going to be a good role model when he grows, you then look down at your belly, praying that it was a boy as well, you knew how old school he was, but you also thought a girl would melt his cold heart.
Your son hid his chubby face on his father´s neck, and that made you believe everything was going to be fine.Â
A small continuation... here
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Summary:
She was working as a bunny-girl in a casino when a mysterious VVIP arrived to ruin the peace in her life.
It's scary when someone like the Marquis de Gramont - ambitious, rich, and highly influential - took an interest in you.
WARNING: THIS IS A DARK FIC.
This story will contain 18+ mature themes, blackmail, forced kissing, dark romance, toxic behaviour, blood, violence, stalking, manipulation, a lot of smut, dubious consent, non-consensual content, non-consensual creampie, breeding, yandere Marquis de Gramont, power play, and power imbalance, obsession, dark Marquis de Gramont, and abuse of power. The list will be added more as the story progresses. Minors, don't read.
This story is also available on Archive Of Our Own (AO3) site.
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Chapters
Chapter 01: A Deal With The Devil
Chapter 02: Chaos and Risks
Chapter 03: He Grabbed Her
Chapter 04: Insatiable Need For Satisfaction
Chapter 05: Dark And Primal
Chapter 06: Lives In His Hands
Chapter 07
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If I Were You (I wrote all chapters after the first.) (Yandere!Austin!Elvis X Reader) You thought you could fix him, and he made you worse.
Ch. 1, Ch. 2, Ch. 3, Ch. 4, Ch. 5
Hallelujah - (Yandere!Austin!Elvis x Reader) Elvis was lucky enough that you were at his concert and was able to save his life after an OD on stage. Youâre not so lucky.
Would it be a Sin? - (Yandere!Austin!Elvis x Hispanic!Reader) You love Elvis, and he loves you back, but he has some unconventional ways of showing it.Â
Devil In You Eyes - (Yandere!Austin!Elvis x Reader) Your Daddyâs boss always gets what he wants.Â
Burninâ a Hole Where I Lay - (Omegaverse Yandere!Austin!Elvis x Reader) Your best friend is not about to let you go so easy.Â
Wait for Me  - (Yandere!Austin!Elvis x Reader) In which Elvis believes heâs Orpheus when he is in fact Hades.Â
Every Minute, Every Hour -Â (Yandere!Austin!Elvis x Reader) Youâll be shaken by the strength and mighty power of his love.Â
you âdonât write black or PoC readersâ because you âdonât know what itâs like to be black or PoCâ but yâall have no problem writing wizards, dragons, elves, witches, supersoldiers, mutants, jedi, people from eras you havenât lived in, monarchs, murderers, and stalkers
but PoC are too far outside of your lived experience?
you can write nuanced and diverse characters from all walks of life, but as soon as they donât look exactly like you, suddenly that creativity vanishes, and all you have to draw from is stereotypes?
Happy, carefree college days meet their abrupt end when every guy who approaches you mysteriously turns up dead.
Warnings: NON-CON, Stalking, Bimbo!Reader, Clueless Reader, Loss of Virginity, Incel Ethan, Cheerleader Reader, Skin Carving (w/knife), Canon Typical Slashing, Voyeurism, Kidnapping, Forced Masturbation, Filming, Blackmail
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summary : you are the youngest daughter of Viserys I Targaryen and Aemma Arryn. Outlived your mother and your older twin brother, Baelon, in childbirth. You were titled as (Y/n) âThe Undyingâ Targaryen.
pairing : jacaerys velaryon x targaryen!reader
warnings : incest, tension, sexual content, age gap (reader is about 3-4 years older), jace is about a year older in this fic, misogyny, self-harm, violence, angst, teen pregnancy, birth, meraxes is alive and thriving with vhagar :D
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Or in which Laenor and Rhaenyra were able to keep their agreement resulting in Princess Aemma Velaryon, the second ruling queen of Westeros
Also on Ao3
One shot collection: What Souls are Made of
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28(đ nsfwish)
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Epilogue
literally, itâs so frustrating cause itâs already rare to find a oc who is black in the hotd or got universe so for people to put the velaryon!oc when they are pale or a bastard is just annoying asf
BLACK HOTD FANS
So as someone who loves to write and read(and my writing being ass) I was wondering and putting this off for a while if yâall want me to continue to write for Aemond and/ or start writing for any other characters?
And to my black authors writing for HOTD I love and appreciate yâall so much, like as a black girl who grew up loving fantasy and not seeing girls who look like me I love yâall so much and this makes me so happy seeing us being written in this genre. đ¤
Ps. For is this comes across any other side of the HOTD fandom STOP CALLING YALL OCS VELARYON IF THEY ARENâT DAEMON AND LAENA CHILDREN OR RHAENYRA AND LAENOR CHILDREN!!!
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Being Rhaenyraâs first born child, a lot of eyes were always on you. Mainly the Queen and her children as you were the perfect blend between your parents Ser Laenor and Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen. You shared your fathers complexion of a golden brown and your mothers light violet eyes. Your hair was a mix of silver waves and curls with density coming from your fathers side
Simply by having these qualities you were living proof that your parents held their duties through the Valyrian traditions. It gave your mother hope that she would gain more support from the Velaryons as they were always somewhat cautious of her from the very beginning.
You were the golden child, especially being their first daughter, loved by all, your parents, your grandsire the king, and the rest of the realm as you never failed to make the people at court laugh with your cuteness. You knew what you were doing though, all it took was one look to have the servants and other staff look at you in awe and you had their control.
It helped you get away with so much, if you were caught in the dragon pit or taking a handful of sweets right off the tray all you had to do was play the part of a cute little innocent girl who had no clue as to how those sweets got into your hands, it also helped that you were a princess and your grandsireâs favorite
Perhaps it was from wearing Rhaenyraâs clothes from when she was your age, although they were altered to fit your physique more, you still looked somewhat identical. When she gave them to you her excuse was âI kept these in high hopes that I would have a daughter one day. Iâm sure you will look much more beautiful and ravishing in these than me when I was your ageâ
The compliment made you shy away a bit as you chuckled and hugged your mother thanking her for the gifts. Life was going wonderful, but as you started to grow, you had grown to be more aware of what was going on around you.
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You were always accustomed to rumors as it was expected for being in the royal family and had never thought anything of it. It wasnât until after your mother birthed both your brothers that you began to actually pay attention to the rumors that spread whenever they were present.
You may have been a bit young but you were no fool when it came to the distinct features you did not share with your other siblings or to a certain knight. You would have agreed with some of the words that were being said about them, but seeing as your parents were enforcing the teachings of protecting family with your life you had to bite your tongue on certain occasions when they made you upset.
Whenever new rumors were spread within your vicinity you tried your best to shut it down but you figured that eventually the rumors would die out. There was rarely any talk that involved you, but when it did it was mainly about who you were to be betrothed to or if you were to be named the next heir like your mother. Not as serious compared to your brothers.
One day you confronted your mother about it as she brushed your ruly hair putting some pins in to hold its shape, âMotherâ, You started as she stopped her humming to listen. âYes daughter?â She questioned. âIf my brotherâs were bastards, then would the realm hate us?â You tried to ask in the most sincerest way but couldnât find the words and decided to just say it
 She paused with a shocked expression that was mostly seen in her eyes. Choosing her next words wisely.Â
 She sighed while turning you around to face her. She reassured you through her motherly tone while cupping your face âY/N my sweet, sweet girl. Do not worry my child for they are as much of a true Targaryen as you`` âYet my brothers barely hold any resemblance to me. Why is that?âÂ
True curiosity burned away at you as you asked the question. âThey may not look like your father, but that doesnât mean they do not have his character. You all have such good hearts, exactly like him. Now that is a true Velaryon traitâ
Looking down a bit ashamed that you asked your own mother such a thing she only brushed a strand of a loose curl behind your ear as she smiled lightly. Her dimples showing.
But the truth was that she was worried about your observation skills and always lurking around when the family drama was getting a bit out of control. She knew you were too smart for your age and started to understand the ways of past kings and their habits. But, she knew that if you stuck your nose in the wrong business that it could possibly cost you your life.
As she held you close with your foreheads touching she whispered âY/n you must listen to me very carefully when I say this. No matter what the gossip or rumors are about usâŚour family. Never believe them, unless they come directly from me. There are people who will try to break your spirit through nasty words but you mustnât let them win.
Keep your head held high and show everyone how proud the Targaryen house is. Show them what it means to be the three headed dragon and why we are closer to the gods of old Valyria`â
Since that day you never questioned yours or your siblings birthright from your mother. Letting go of any worry for yourself, you devoted yourself to being a good big sister to your young siblings
It was both fun and frustrating at times as they continued to grow. Thankfully though they started to find interest in other things that didnât involve you around your 10th name day.
So you took the time to retreat in the gardens of the red keep with Helaena as she collected insects.
You didnât mind, she was a quiet and reserved person, occasionally speaking in a twisting tongue. The exact opposite from your chaotic brothers which was rather refreshing at times. When she first started to speak in riddlesÂ
You tried your best to solve them but grew tired with the extra activity and instead chose to occupy the silence with observing your uncles and brothers swinging their swords at one another. You knew the customs of being a noble lady. Swords werenât even supposed to be in your vocabulary or anything of that sort.Â
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Your father would see you eyeing the boys whenever you were near the area and stood beside you striking conversation. âladies shouldnât be alone in the courtyardâ he said, âIâm aware father, but I am only here to support my brothers through their trainingâÂ
You let out a quick sigh, âare you trying to convince me or yourself?â he asked, Looking up at him you never could lie to your father or trick him like the others âYou can always speak your mind with meâ He said as he leaned forward on the stone railing to be more at your height. âitâs justâŚit isnât fair that my brothers can train and do all they want while Iâm stuck with embroidery classes and a septa that watches me all the timeâÂ
You started fidgeting with your nails as you complained, hearing the swords clash against one another from a distance. Almost lost in thought until your fathers voice brought you back.
 âWell, youâre right. A lady shouldnât be doing those thingsâŚHowever, if you were to take private lessons for dancing then maybe you could do just thatâ Looking up at him in surprise. You understood his tone and what his words meant. This wasnât the first time you had suggested something like this.
You had almost convinced him shortly after your baby brother Lucerys was born until your mother overheard and shut it down as she thought you were still too young.
You smiled, scanning across the area in search of your mother. Not seeing her anywhere you knew this was your chance. âThat is a splendid idea, father. May I pleasee?â You begged him, making a face and clasping your hands together. âWell your name day already did passâŚ.So, I suppose you are of age nowâ
As he made a face before nodding and you hugged his waist thanking him. He held your hair as he chuckled and whispered, âIf your mother hears of this. Iâll try my best to have her see eye to eye with usâ You couldnât think of your mothers reaction at the moment as you were in too much bliss from the news that you would finally learn what your brothers and uncles had been training for.
(A/N): apologies for being gone so long, too much has happened to explain on here but now that iâm back I will try to get back into the groove of writing againâŚwish me luck
summary : you are the youngest daughter of Viserys I Targaryen and Aemma Arryn. Outlived your mother and your older twin brother, Baelon, in childbirth. You were titled as (Y/n) âThe Undyingâ Targaryen.
pairing : jacaerys velaryon x targaryen!reader
warnings : incest, tension, sexual content, age gap (reader is about 3-4 years older), jace is about a year older in this fic, misogyny, self-harm, violence, angst, teen pregnancy, birth, meraxes is alive and thriving with vhagar :D
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x Fem!Targaryen-Velaryon!Reader. Yes, this is targcest!! Mostly centered around Everyone x Reader, tho. Set in HOTD S1x7: Driftmark.
Traits/Features: i usually keep the readers descriptions ambiguous/unspecific but for obvious reasons, reader is mixed (though, her skin color - as well as her eye color -- isn't mentioned, it's heavily implied) and she has the traditional Targ/Velaryon white/silver hair.
Warnings: Includes the use of Y/n. As it says above, this contains TARG-CEST, arranged by marriage!!! You have been warned. Twice. You're responsible for your own media consumption. Though, unlike other fics, I don't find it necessary to point out how they're related (if that makes sense). Brief mention of a major character death!! (Aka Laena's death). As this is set in the episode Aemond's eye was taken, his mutilation is also included (nothing too graphic tho). Despite all these warnings, the fic as a whole is more on the fluffy/general side.
Disclaimer: I dont own ASOIAF/HOTD or it's characters, nor do I claim to own them. Nor do I own the dividers/images used. All credits goes to their respective owners.
Targ Divider Credits: @/dingusfreakhxrrington.
Inspo for this fic: [X] | Click this Link to see more Velaryon!Reader works.
Imagine... Being Rhaenyra and Laenor's trueborn daughter and earning the title, 'The Realm's Light'.
Or... In which, everyone witnesses the first acts of diplomacy, displayed by the makings of a future Queen.
To say, you were the last bit of light to grace the stone walls of Driftmark and its peoples, was an understatement.
The fight that broke out between the two Targaryen houses, was enough to test anyone's patience, but with the death of their only daughter - and unborn grandchild - still fresh in their hearts, Corlys and Rhaenys had little energy to fight back with, much less, to attempt at settling a score that had long-sinced been brewing.
But it's with the collective gasps of shock, emitting from those closest to the entrance of the halls' double doors, did everyone evert their eyes from the damage Viserys' ignorance was gonna ensue, in favor of looking upon the beauty, whose sleep was rudely interrupted by her families' quarreling.
A gasp of her own, leaving her lips. "What's going on here?!"
There, at the center of all the chaos, came an angel in the form of Rhaenyra and Laenor's only true born daughter, and rightful heir, Y/n Velaryon.
The array of candles that lined the walls of the great hall, lit the path behind her, and formed a halo-like glow around the silver of her hair -- the sight akin to that of a dragon hatching from the flames, of its incubation chamber.
This dragon, however - although young and just a girl - was one many adored, and favored the most, over her siblings, not just because she was the only legitimate child of the Princess and her Lord Husband, but for her compassion and devotion to those who needed it.
Her betrothed, especially, being the one of many to be graced with such kindness.
Though, it had been a union, cultivated by King Viserys, purely on the bases that his crumbling and dying house be better fortified, it wasn't until now, did people - and Aemond, more importantly -, realize that initial kindness you paid the king's second son, wasn't out of obligation but out of the kindness of your heart.
The level of protectiveness and empathy you had shown the mutilated boy, and even better, the diplomacy you'd shown your brothers and cousins, and your good mother, Queen Alicent, in letting them each speak their truth - as the adults had lacked to do - in getting to the root of the problem, having turned every ill thought, Otto had engraved into Alicent's mind - and by extension, into Aemond's - about Rhaenyra and her brood being 'entitled little pricks', completely on its head.
The events that followed the infighting at Driftmark, having convinced everyone well enough, that the true Ruler of the Seven Kingdoms, lie not with Rhaenyra, or even the kings firstborn son, Aegon ll, but with you.
The Realms Light.
A/N: Sorry for the month long wait (wait-- A MONTH?!! HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN, lol?!), I was in the middle of moving. More chapters will be out soon.
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people are so mean omg
Almost all the reasons Daemyra stans hate Dattles are the same reasons they should hate their own ship.
Similarities between Daemyra and Dattles.
They both have cheating. (Daemon is married to Rhea Royce when he starts to pursue Rhaenyra. Despite this a lot of Daemyra stans like to use the excuse that at that point in time Daemon and Rhea were having âproblems.â When Daemon starts to pursue Nettles he is married to Rhaenyra but just like Rhea, he and Rhaenyra are having âproblems.â)
They both have an age-gap. (While the age-gap between Daemon and Rhaenyra is less than the age gap between Daemon and Nettles, but we must remember however that when Daemon first meets Nettles she is by Westeros standards an adult, whereas Rhaenyra wasn't.)
Children
Then there are some who say they donât like Dattles because Daemon had children specifically with Rhaenyra during when all of this was going down. These children being Aegon III and Viserys II. This troubles people because they worry how that would affect Aegon and Viserys's view of what a healthy relationship let alone a marriage should look like.
But the same people neglect the fact that (at least show wise) not only do Daemon and Rhaenyra's actions (Rhaenyra having an affair with Harwin while being married to Laenor, Daemon being at the very least a emotionally unavailable husband to Laena and a neglectful parent to Baela and Rhaena ) but also their marriage (them getting married so quickly after the death of their respective marriage mates and in Rhaenyraâs case also her lover) could have very well given Jace, Luke, Baela and Rhaena an unhealthy view of what a healthy relationship should look like.
Grooming
Rhaenyra and Daemon:
He gave her pearls and silks and books and a jade tiara said once to have belonged to the Empress of Leng, read poems to her, dined with her, hawked with her, sailed with her, entertained her by making mock of the greens at court, the "lickspittles" fawning over Queen Alicent and her children.
Eustace, the less salacious of the two, writes that Prince Daemon seduced his niece the princess and claimed her maidenhood. When the lovers were discovered abed together by Ser Arryk Cargyll of the Kingsguard and brought before the king, Rhaenyra insisted she was in love with her uncle and pleaded with her father for leave to marry him. King Viserys would not hear of it, however, and reminded his daughter that Prince Daemon already had a wife.
"When he looks at you, he sees the little girl you were, not the woman you've become," Daemon told his niece, "but I can teach you how to make him see you as a woman."
He began by giving her kissing lessons, if Mushroom can be believed. From there the prince went on to show his niece how best to touch a man to bring him pleasure, an exercise that sometimes involved Mushroom himself and his alleged enormous member.
Daemon taught the girl to disrobe enticingly, suckled at her teats to make them larger and more sensitive, and flew with her on dragonback to lonely rocks in Blackwater Bay, where they could disport naked all day unobserved, and the princess could practice the art of pleasuring a man with her mouth. At night he would smuggle her from her rooms dressed as a page boy and take her secretly to brothels on the Street of Silk, where the princess could observe men and women in the act of love and learn more of these "womanly arts" from the harlots of King's Landing.
Viserys at first refused to believe a word of it, until Prince Daemon confirmed the tale was true. "Give the girl to me to wife," he purportedly told his brother. "Who else would take her now?" Instead King Viserys sent him into exile, never to return to the Seven Kingdoms on pain of death.
Nettles and Daemon:
Maester Norren writes that "the prince and his bastard girl" supped together every night, broke their fast together every morning, slept in adjoining bedchambers, that the prince "doted upon the brown girl as a man might dote upon his daughter," instructing her in "common courtesies" and how to dress and sit and brush her hair, that he made gifts to her of "an ivory-handled hairbrush, a silvered looking glass, a cloak of rich brown velvet bordered in satin, a pair of riding boots of leather soft as butter." The prince taught the girl to wash, Norren says, and the maidservants who fetched their bath water said he oft shared a tub with her, "soaping her back or washing the dragon stink from her hair, both of them as naked as their namedays.â
To which his brother answered, "It may be we shall be destroyed whatever choice we make. The prince is more than fond of this brown child, and his dragon is close at hand. A wise lord would kill them both, lest the prince burn Maidenpool in his wroth."
All we know is that the maester, a young man of two-and-twenty, found Prince Daemon and the girl Nettles at their supper that night, and showed them the queen's letter.
"Weary after a long day of fruitless flight, they were sharing a simple meal of boiled beef and beets when I entered, talking softly with each other, of what I cannot say. The prince greeted me politely, but as he read I saw the joy go from his eyes, and a sadness descended upon him, like a weight too heavy to be borne. When the girl asked what was in the letter, he said,
'A queen's words, a whore's work.' Then he drew his sword and asked if Lord Mooton's men were waiting outside to take them captive. 'I came alone,' I told him, then foreswore myself, declaring falsely that neither his lordship nor any other man of Maidenpool knew what was written on the parchment. 'Forgive me, My Prince,' I said. 'I have broken my maester's vows.' Prince Daemon sheathed his sword, saying, You are a bad maester, but a good man,' after which he bade me leave them, commanding me to 'speak no word of this to lord nor love until the morrow.â â
No word of farewell was spoken betwixt man and maid, but as Sheepstealer beat his leathery brown wings and climbed into the dawn sky, Caraxes raised his head and gave a scream that shattered every window in Jonquil's Tower. High above the town, Nettles turned her dragon toward the Bay of Crabs, and vanished in the morning mists, never to be seen again at court or castle.
That Prince Daemon died as well we cannot doubt. His remains were never found, but there are queer currents in that lake, and hungry fish as well. The singers tell us that the old prince survived the fall and afterward made his way back to the girl Nettles, to spend the remainder of his days at her side.
+Bonus
[As to the girl Nettles, "She is a common thing, with the stink of sorcery upon her," the queen declared. "My prince would ne'er lay with such a low creature. You need only look at her to know she has no drop of dragon's blood in her. It was with spells that she bound a dragon to her, and she has done the same with my lord husband." So long as he was in the girl's thrall, Prince Daemon could not be relied upon, Her Grace went on. Therefore, let a command be sent at once to Maidenpool, but only for the eves of Lord Mooton. "Let him take her at table or abed and strike her head off. Only then shall my prince be freed."]
âRhaenyra about Nettles.
Conclusion
Personally whether or not someone ships either of these couples is up to them. I however canât stand a hypocrite, and Iâve noticed thatâs what a large percentage of Daemyra stans are especially when it comes not only to Dettles but Nettles as a whole.
And I especially as a black woman, canât stand the misogynoir that I've seen Team Black (and Green) display when itâs comes specifically to the black/blackish women in House of the Dragon.
This was eloquently put đđ˝ Iâve got nothing to add except my praise, I love how you have shouted out Team Green's antics cause they also b!tch and moan about how it makes Daemon a villain(and not all the other crap heâs done) to choose Nettles over his psychotic racist wife.
I too didnât really care about Dumbnyra, its stans, and its sympathizers until they started going off on a hate campaign against Daemon and Nettles.
Very unserious bunch of racist morons who think they can get away with calling Black/Blackish women the n-word: ďżź
Yes, that was directed at Laena, but it's only a matter of time before Team I don't want Nettles to be on the show, and if she is on the show don't let her be a Negro, goes calling Netty the n-word too for âruiningâ their Appalachian mountain realness ship.
Or throwing a temper tantrum because a canon character, who despite their best efforts to ignore her existence or bash her, is all but confirmed to be in the show:
Dďżźonât get me started on Team Green who are populated by white feminists who believe themselves to be morally superior when in reality they are just as racist as Team Dumbnyra or bust when it comes to Nettles and her relationship with Daemon:
(The irony is not lost to me how they point out Rhaenyraâs racism then proceed to treat Nettles like a toddler or sometimes even defend Rhaenyraâs racism because sheâs a woman𤪠Black women shouldnât be in romantic relationships in their minds)
Or those upset because they canât use Nettles (like how they wanted to because in their mind sheâs only there to show how evil Daemon is to their white sister) to dunk on Daemon:
I can't take these people seriously when they complain about Dattles and label it problematic when they ignore their ships problems.
Alysmond(still love you, but Iâll drag some of the white and non-Black fans who are suspect), Rhaicent, Helaemond(aka Hellmanns), and Dumbnyra are all equally if not more problematic than Dattles.
(I have a mini rant on this in my drafts that Iâll post this weekend).
ďżźTheir anti-Black misogynoir is clouding their views on Daemon and Nettles.
NO FR LIKE THAT WAS FUCKED UPP
I find it so ironic that people are mad at Aemond for claiming Vhagar because Laena only just passed away and itâs disrespectful.
And yet that energy suddenly disappears when Daemon, her husband, has sex with Rhaenyra on the same day. On the same beach.
Targ stans will jump through HOOPS to defend their faves while condemning others for doing the same thing. And in the end, Daemon disrespected Laena with his actions wayyyyy more than Aemond did.
Aemond claimed Laenaâs dragon after her funeral. He had no real relationship to her and her dragon was open for claiming. Daemon, however, was Laenaâs husband and father to her children. And instead of mourning his wife and comforting his children, he took the first opportunity he could after the funeral to fuck his niece. Even Rhaenyra was more disrespectful to Laena than Aemond. She went to her relativeâs funeral and decided to have sex with the deceasedâs husband.
All Aemond did was claim a dragon that happened to belong to Laena recently (as well as other riders, itâs not like Vhagar was ONLY Laenaâs). Daemon and Rhaenyra decided to have sex right after her funeral. One is claiming something that belonged to Laena for a time. And one is blatantly disrespecting Laena and her importance to her family.
MY OCs
- Princess Visenya Velaryon second of her name, rider of Meraxes The Sliver Queen, The Darkling, Visenya come again
- Trueborn Daughter of Princess Rhaenrya and Laenor Velaryon
- HOTD
- Aaliyah Valentine daughter of MM ( mothers milk)
- a very powerful supe
- THE BOYS
- Jade Hayward
- pogue/kook
- on/off toxic relationship with rafe
- Outer Banks
pairing: Daemon Targaryen x oc velaryon!targaryen x Criston Cole
Summary: quiet and dangerous was one way to describe the velaryon princess... but how could she be quiet when her mother's new husband looked at her like that....
warning: Targaryen incest, violence, smut, angst, stepcest, age gaps, dub-con, drama
coming soon đ
âThere,â you let your sisters know. âSheâs barren no longer. Sheâll have a child now and fear my pain. Soon sheâll pay. Son for a son. â
THIS GAVE ME CHILLS SHE ATEEEE
A/N- I'M SO EXCITED FOR WHAT'S TO COME!!!
Warning- Sswearing, fluff, incest, violence, ANGST, death!! Dark magic and sacrifice, talks of pregnancy and THERES ALSO CHANGES THAT DRIFT AWAY FROM THE SHOW
Pairing- Jon Snow x Targaryen!fem-reader
(Let me know if you want to be tagged)
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Thereâs a ruined Red Keep that you stand in, two cradles stand in the middle. Snow falls through the gaps on the ceiling, this time albeit itâs slow and so life-like, the bitter breeze that swirls the snowflakes on the ground actually feels cold. Once again just before you can see the babies inside their cradles, the fire begins to grow around you, but this time it's flames actually provide heat and slightly blind your eyes.
You expect the dream to end there and then as it always does, but this time the fire lingers, you donât abruptly wake up, the fire only grows taller almost as if trapping you inside. The heat intensifies, making you turn your head away and shield your eyes. The silence lingers thereafter and the fire's heat doesnât change anymore, so you slowly turn your head and put your arm down, thatâs when you catch a figure in the fire, it grows taller as it gets closer.
This hasnât happened before, you never stayed this long. This isâŚdifferent, something new. Is it the meaning behind this dream?
You narrow your eyes out of curiosity even if your heart is beginning to race out of fear. The figure grows taller the closer it gets, and then when it reaches the edge a shadow casts on the ground before an armored metal boot breaks out of the fire wall. Instead of stepping away even if you have nowhere to go, you stay put and watch the rest of the figure walk out of the fire, revealing herself as a slim woman with silver-gold hair; braided and bound in golden rings. Her eyes are an intense and unique pale lilac color that almost seems to burn as hot as that fire as her glare pierced in you. She shouldn't be unfamiliar but you do recognize her now as the fires light basks her intense majestic face.
Itâs Queen Visenya Targaryen.
She is your namesake.
What is she doing here? In this dream? This isnât an answer, it's only more confusion.
Yet before you can grow mad with confusion, from the corner of your eye you catch another figure emerging from the firewall at your right side. this time itâs a man, a very tall man with a thick and broad appearance, heâs built like a bull. His hair is blond, and his eyes are a deeper lilac. His gaze is as intense as the Queens, but he looks even more intimidating. And just like before, you recognize him too, heâs King Maegor Targaryen.
But why?
âWhatâs going on?â You ask the pair, the mother and the son.
But thereâs no answer, instead a third person appears this time from your left side. Itâs a woman, sheâs older than the others, slimmer than Queen Visenya, she has a fair complexion and a high forehead. Her eyes arenât the same color as the others, theyâre blue. And like the others there is a name that comes to mind, Queen Alysanne Targaryen.
âWhatâsââ this time you donât finish your repeated question because another figure emerges from the fire between Visenya and Alysanne, itâs smaller and the moment their face shows your face falls with disbelief and your eyes fill with tears, and your heartâŚ.that shattered thing begins to fill with joy and warmth.
âRhaenar?â Your voice quivers.
He moves his arm away from his brown eyes and finds you in the middle of the fire circle, and instantly smiles. âMother!â He exclaims, and before you knew it you were both running towards each other to meet with a tight embrace.
âOh my sweet boy,â you cry and hold onto him, you draw in a deep breath and take in his scent. âMy Rhaenar.â Your breath shudders.
The boy laughs softly and holds onto your neck with force.
âIâm sorry,â you interject and pull back to grab his cheeks and face him, now you notice that his face isnât burnt, his face is okay here. His curls are so neatly formed and all over his face. âIâm sorry. I failed you, Iâm so sorry.â
Rhaenar wipes your tears away and shakes his head with a sweet smile on his face. âItâs alright mother. Iâm okay, Iâll be fine. Donât cry please. Iâll always be with you.â
You shake your head and now grab onto his shoulders. âNo. No Iâm not ready to be without you, I need you with me in real life. Not here, not in my dreams.â
Rhaenar draws out a deep breath. âTheyâre not dreams really.â He scoffs. âItâs all real in a way. This place, itâs just been different for everyone, but for you, grandfather says itâs different, youâre the only one whoâs seeked far enough to reach all of us. This plane.â
Your eyes narrow slightly, and your eyebrows furrow in comfuson. But the first thing you question is what he mentioned moments ago. âGrandfather?â
Rhaenarâs grin widens. âIâm not alone here mother, I have so many people here, family. But most importantly my grandfather! Heâs been with me the entire time.â He nods and then looks back, when you follow his line of gaze you see the man he speaks about with so much glee, Rhaegar Targaryen, your father. He emerges from the fire too, with his long silver-gold hair, his deep blue eyes, and a faint smile on his pale face.
His presence fills you with nostalgia, familiarity, and there is a spark of joy, but that soon gets overpowered by the anger, burning fury.
âI know,â he says in that voice youâve missed hearing sing to you. âI know youâre upset my girl, butââ
âNo!â You cut him off and stand up to your feet to stride towards him. âNo! You!â You sneer and point at him. âItâs your fault! Itâs your fault I grew up without my mother, itâs your fault my sister and brother died!â You reach him and shove him back with that same anger. âItâs all your fault this all happened to us! To our family! You left me! You left us! You left! How could you do that?!â
Your father ducks his head out of shame and swallows thickly. âI will never forgive myself for what happened to your mother and your siblings, but itâs something I wonât regret.â
You scoff and step back.
âIt had to be done. To complete the prophecy. Which it has, Jon, Daenerys, you.â He lifts his head and meets your gaze with awe. âThree heads to our dragon, my darling. We did it.â
You clench your jaw and shake your head. âAt what cost?â You snap at him. âMy son is gone. Heâs dead! Daenerys killed him! He was only 10!â You rebuttal. âItâs true the dead are gone and Iâm glad that they are, but nothing else matters anymore because so is he. So I ask what now?â
âNow you rule,â a different voice cuts in. When you snap your eyes to where it comes from you notice that it was Queen Visenya. âYou will revive the Targaryen dynasty. You will take back what your father destroyed.â
You swallow thickly and rebuttal. âDaenerys rules now. Isnât that enough? I canât lose more, Jon, my children that have yet to be born.â
Footsteps step forward from your left side and a sweeter but still rather stern voice speaks. âYou stay there in Winterfell and youâll die too. Your children will always be a threat to her, will you see them die too?â
You snap your eyes to the left and meet Queen Alysanneâs gaze with a glare. âLike hell. I wonât lose them. But you have her, let her rule, itâs not like our family hasnât killed their own kin before, why not her? Why me?â
âBecause she killed your son,â a different voice adds from the fire.
You look towards the flames again and see a different women come out from within them, this woman had a thicker waist compared to the other two, her silver-gold hair was in a long braid as well. She was ethereal as all the others, but also intensity followed within her gaze. You knew her too, a lot quicker than the others, after all she was one of your favorites, that is before she actually ruled; Queen Rhaenyra Targaryen.
âBecause you are the one meant to restore our glory, rule like we couldnât,â she says and begins to approach you. âIf she rules, sheâll commit the same mistakes and wipe out the Targaryen name. Itâs you who is meant to sit on that throne, your children shall follow, the ice and fire that our prophecy foretold. I know,â she mutters softer now. âWhat it is like to lose a sonâŚbut you arenât me, use your anger, use your power, use your kindness and take what belongs to you, for your son. For all of us.â
You let out a shaky sigh, but donât let anymore tears fall now since youâre beginning to be filled with inspiration and anger once again at the memory of what Daenerys did.
âYou have a good heart my dear,â your father interjects, pulling your attention to him again. âUse it, be noble, donât lose what you already have. Those you keep close will carry you through this, but remember to be firm, fearless, stern and unforgiving to those who truly deserve it.â
You sigh but nod. You then look at Rhaenar, but before you can speak your last words to him, a deep husky voice cuts in from your right.
âDonât be like your father, girl,â Maegor says and begins to walk around you, as if heâs stalking you, a prey. âDonât be foolish, and donât live in the clouds,â he scoffs and shoots your father a dirty glare. âUse your fury, your dragon is your best friend, use your strength and power. Take care of business like me.â He stops by his mother and shoots you a malicious smirk before he looks at his mother with a smirk. âBurn her. Burn Daenerys Targaryen.â
You offer him a nod and shoot him a faint smirk before you face Rhaenar one more time. âI will always, always love you my sweet boy. Iâm sorry.â
Rhaenar smiles at you and wipes away that stray tear that falls from your eye. âI love you too, mama. Tell Jon that itâs okay, that Iâll be okay, yes?â
You grin and nod. âOf course.â
He then throws his arms around you and you donât hesitate to hug him back with all your might. You donât close your eyes in hopes youâd stay, and itâs why you notice Queen Visenya approaching you one last time. She meets your watery gaze with an intense and burning determined glare.
âBurn your dead, mourn your losses. You are Queen now.â She mutters before the darkness quickly surrounds you at one second before youâre thrown back to the cruel reality, back to your room, back to the coldness.
At least the sun is out today, itâs light is soft but not warm since it is still dawn. It shouldâve provided an ounce of happiness, but the natural light finally breaking from the clutches of the winter clouds doesnât affect you now.
You sigh deeply and wipe your tears away before you look at the bed and find the spot next to you empty, and when you touch it you notice itâs cold, letting you know that Jon has been gone for a while. And since he is your only source of motivation to keep going right now you get up and change to go look for him.
Yet when you reach the crypts heâs not there. You walk to the gates since maybe heâs out with Rhaegal, yet you donât want to walk all the way over to hills where the dragons are if he isnât, so you look up and speak to the guards at their post. âExcuse me?!â
A man reaches the rail and looks down. âPrincess,â he calls out in surprises and straightens up.
âHas Lord Snow passed the gates?â You ask.
The guard shakes his head. âNo, but I did seem him walk towards the Godswood earlier today.â
You hum and nod. âThank you, sir.â
The guard nods, and you then head towards the Godswood. When you arrive you see the new planted trees begin to sprout where the ashes of the olds ones once stood, leaving a clear view of all the Godswood, and Jon kneeled at the front of the Heart tree.
As to not interrupt his moment of prayer you make sure to slowly approach him, but stop by the frozen lake thatâs by the red leaved tree.
Nevertheless, Jon hears your footsteps and turns around. When he notices itâs you his gaze softens for a moment before the sadness on his dark eyes returns.
âGood morrow,â he greets.
You offer a small smile. âGood morrow,â you return and meet him in the middle of the snow covered field. âIâm sorry I interrupted.â
Jon takes your hands and shakes his head. âI wasâŚdone already. What are you doing out here? Itâs cold.â He touches your belly and smiles. âAre they giving you fuss?â
You grin and shrug. âAlways, but thatâs not what got me to awake up.â
Jon lips pull to a bigger smile and he scoffs softly before he drops his gaze and stares at the snow below his feet with a deep sorrowful frown that makes your sadness return, and brews curiosity.
âWhat is it?â You probe.
Jon lets out a deep sigh and then meets your gaze with a watery look. âI asked for forgiveness from the gods, but itâs you that I truly need to apologize to.â
You slowly knit your brows together in confusion.
âPlease,â he continues with tears escaping out of his eyes. âForgive me. Iâm the reason your son is dead. I didnât reach him in time, I didnât get rid of the men fast enough. Iâm sorry.â Jon drops to his knees and keeps holding your gaze. âI can never make up for what you lost. Iâm sorry.â
Tears threaten to come out of your eyes, but you hold them back and just feel your throat sting more as you slowly get on your knees, and cup his cheeks. âWhat happened is not a guilt you need to carry on your shoulders Jon...â you pause and swallow back thickly. âMy life will never be the same without my boy. It is true, but donât blame yourself. Heâs okay.â You muster a soft smile. âHe appeared in my dreams, he said he was okay, he told me to tell you that itâs okay.â
Jon slowly grows perplexed, but he knows better now so he accepts what you say is true. âBut youââ
âIâllâŚheal soon, but I do know that I have nothing to forgive because I donât blame you, nor should you blame yourself. Please.â
Jon hesitates, so you press your forehead against his and whisper.
âItâs okay, my love. It is. I need you for whatâs to come.â
Jon lets out a shaky breath, and then slowly cups your cheeks and keeps his forehead pressed against yours as he stays silent. You know he wonât doubt you, or try to discourage your new plan so you donât explain whatâs on your mind, you linger in the silence and relish in the warmth that radiates from his hands, from his lips, and from his body.
You donât linger long though since it is cold and the funeral is today. Since you donât have the stomach to eat so much breakfast is quick, itâs the getting ready that takes time. Itâs not easy for you, no matter if you did see Rhaenar in a dream, to get ready for hisâŚfuneral, to mentally get ready to say goodbye one more time. But you still do it, you let the handmaidens dress you in a white dress that is dipped in red at the bottom, so the white-beige color flows to a blood red. You let them put on light makeup and fix your silver-white hair, you put on your gold jewelry, and then before you walk out of your chambers you grab Helios from his cage.
His eyes search the room for the boy he was once bonded to, he calls out for him in soft cries that only smash those heart fragments to smaller pieces. And thereâs nothing you can tell him to comfort him. Absolutely nothing because you know he also knows deep within his little heart.
âCome on,â you whisper to Helios. âLetâs go.â
Once you step out Jon is waiting outside of your shared quarters, he holds your gaze for a moment before he takes your hand to interlace it with his before you begin walking outside, past the gates, to the top of a snowy hill. People begin to part once they see you approach, the Starks and your sisters then break away from their spots behind the crowd and follow you towards the funeral pyre where Rhaenarâs body lays wrapped in a white shroud.
Time moved normally before you walked through the crowd, but once you begin to walk past the people gathered to reach the pyre time began to move slowly as your mind still tries to comprehend that this is all real. That youâre going to say goodbye to your boy forever.
Tears even fail to fall at those moments you walk forward, even when you reach him your tears donât break out from your eyes, no. Even if your heart sinks and a shaky breath escapes from your chest, you donât cry. Instead you let Jonâs hand go and place Helios on Rhaenarâs chest one more time.
The dragon knows, he knew the moment Rhaenar drew his last breath that he was gone and theyâd never see each other again. But the dragon like you held onto hope. Itâs why Helios crawled to Rhaenarâs neck and sniffed him before he began to nudge his jaw so heâd wake up.
You knew you were being foolish, but you waited for a response. When it doesnât come and Helios lets out a broken whine, is when you canât hold back anymore and let a sob escape from your mouth.
Eraxis feeling your sorrow, cries out and fills the silent air with her melancholy song. Helios follows and sings about his own grief, and Rhaegal then joins them too and all three dragons fill the winter air with their sorrow filled songs.
You then drop your forehead on Rhaenarâs and clutch onto his shoulders, you cry and cry until you canât breathe properly, until you canât even stand. Thatâs when Eraxis leans her head forward and tries to wrap her neck around you for comfort and support. It startles some people from the crowd, after all, all they knew about dragons was that theyâre fierce, not that they were also comforting and filled with many complex emotions. It got those who werenât crying already, to shed tears for a boy they hardly knew.
And it was thanks to your dragon's comfort that you were ready, so you scoop up Helios, and as Eraxis raises her head in the sky you turn and walk down the pyre to hand Arya the orange dragon. âItâs okay,â you assure her. âHe wonât harm you.â
Arya pulls the dragon back towards her and holds him fearlessly and with slight pride. Now, as you face Rhaenar again, you take Jonâs hand again and lift your chin to sniffle before you part your lips. Yet you canât muster the word, only sobs.
âItâs okay,â Jon whispers and begins to rub your back. âTake your time.â
Your bottom lip wobbles, and your chest begins to feel tighter and heavier to the point you canât breathe anymore, you turn to Jon and bury your face in his chest. He quickly wraps his arms around you and kisses the top of your head as he caresses your back softly.
âMay he soar the skies in paradise,â Jon interjects. âMay he rest and find peace, may he watch over his family. Iâm sorry RhaenarâŚâ
A moment longer passes before you can face the pyre, before you can part your lips and mutter out the right words that tore at your heart. âDracarys.â
The white dragon draws in a deep breath before she opens her mouth and breathes out fire, bathing the pyre and Rhaenar in her hot and bright red-orange flames.
You stand there in front of the fire, you bask in its heat and let more tears fall out before the anger returns, before that burning fury begins to boil your blood again, bringing back that dream you just had and everything that was said, especially those venomous words spoken by Maegor; âBurn her. Burn Daenerys Targaryen.â
You wonât hold onto hope for your rekindling anymore, you wonât ask for forgiveness. Youâll seek revenge and what truly belongs to you.
Which is why you slowly turn and face the crowd still gathered in front of the pyre. You meet the gaze of Jon before you face them all with a scowl. âI was asked to fight for the throne by all of you,â you interject loud enough so they can all hear. âI declined out of hope, and a dream that I would know a peaceful life and receive Daenerys forgiveness for my future, for the future I carry within me. But now, after she took what I held so dear in my heart, my first born. Now she will know my wrath, and I hope you all can follow me in my path to the throne. It will be another war, devastating no doubt, but once it is done we will finally know peace because she is just like those that came before her, a tyrant lost in her way.â You sigh, but muster a malicious smirk.
âI hope you all follow me. For my son, for you, for me.â You finish.
And thus, without hesitation the crowd begins to cheer, shouting out only one phrase. âQueen Y/N!â
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*DAENERYS. KINGâS LANDING*
A knock raps on her door, echoing in the tense silence that filled her quarters.
âCome in,â she welcomes the visitor, hoping it was successful news of the ambush. Waiting for the news has been keeping her on edge, she could hardly sleep, or keep in one place, she needed to know.
âMy Queen,â a familiar voice she hasnât heard in a long time cuts through the silence.
Daenerys turns quickly on her heels and comes face to face with Daario Naharis, a man she had left long ago in Meereen to enforce peace, a man whoâs appearance hasnât changed, and someone who she canât deny is happy to see. After all he is one of few who hasnât betrayed her, heâs remained loyal even after she broke his heart.
âWhy wasnât I advised you arrived?â She responds with a quirked brow and a faint smirk playing on her lips as he doesnât fail to make her body ignite with lust.
Daario smirks wider and pulls his hand from behind him to show her the wildflowers he held in his hand. âI came on a faster ship apart from the others because I wanted to surprise you.â
Daenerys hums and watches the man slowly begin to approach her.
âIâve brought these,â he says and pushes the flowers towards her.
Daenerys breaks away from her spot to slowly walk towards him, stopping just before she can reach him to let him get close to her instead. He offers her the flowers and she hesitantly takes them from his hand to then raise her chin and hold his warm gaze.
âI would just like to say that you look even more beautiful than before,â he adds. âThe crown suits you.â
Daenerys places the flowers down on the table beside her and crosses her arms over chest to now press him with her gaze alone.
âAh,â he says and clasps his hand behind him. âRight. The ambush happened, yet Iâm disappointed to say that Lord Snow managed to escape with a couple of his men. The ship burned, most of his men aboard died, and a boy traveling with them perished in the fire.â
Daenerys blinks and furrows her eyebrows. âA boy?â She queries.
Daario nods. âYes, Iâm not sure who, but Lord Snow made great effort to take his body.â
Daenerys lips slowly begin to fall, and her arms slowly unfold from her chest as a name begins to circle her mind.
âWere there dragons in the sky?â She asks him with her gaze begining to narrow.
Daario nods. âYes. The creatures burned our ship and helped them escape. There was three of them, a white one, Rhaegal, and a small orange one.â
Daenerys swallows thickly and turns around abruptly to look out at the gloomy white sky, and sighs deeply as sorrow begins to stab at her heart and pain fills her mind.
âWhat is it?â Daario instantly asks and takes a step towards her.
âWheres Greyworm?â She avoids his question.
âI let him take a second break so I could deliver the news to you personally.â
Such a radiant boy he was, young prince Rhaenar. Regardless of the tension that existed towards the end of the relationship between you and Daenerys, he never was rude to her, he was kind and caring. No matter how short of time she had with the boy, she still cared for him because he was family, and now heâs gone and you're heartbroken.
And she canât cling onto the hope that the dead boy is someone else, why else would Jon be so desperate to the take the body, why else would Helios be with Jon. Helios is a small dragon still very much attached to who heâs bound to, that dead boy is Rhaenar.
âThat boy who perished,â Daenerys mutters and approaches her window with tears clouding her eyes. âWas the son of my niece. It was y/nâs son. How did it come to be? I said just kill Jon and the men he was with.â She stops and exhales deeply before she turns to face him.
Daario stays in his spot and shrugs. âI canât be certain. You know how battles are? Unpredictable. All I know is that a fire started on the ship. It was an accident.â
Daenerys scoffs and shakes her head. âShe wonât see it that way. No one on her side will. If she was ready to make peace before, now we can forget about that, especially with Sansa whispering in her ear.â Daenerys clasps her hands in front of her and drops her head.
âYou sit on the throne now,â Daario interjects and steps forward. âTheyâll follow you.â
Daenerys snaps her head up to face him. âNo,â she snaps. âThey wonât. The Reach will rally behind her because of what she gave them, and the future commitment that once bonded them. We canât even count or try and sway Dorne, even dead theyâll never follow another king or queen that isnât her or descended from her bloodline.â Daenerys turns and approaches the balcony to gaze out at the city below.
âThe Vale of Arryn will follow her because of Sansa, meaning the North is also supporting her,â Daenerys continues to tell Daario. âAnd the RiverlandsâŚtheyâll follow the Starks, making for Five great houses rallying behind her, leaving us with two, the Westerlands if I keep Tyrion alive, and the Stormlands...â she pauses and sighs deeply. âThat is if I make our commitment periment with a marriage proposal to the new Warden.â
âAnd so you shall have it,â he assures her with no argument, and finally closes the gap between them to grab her shoulder and turn her to face him. âYou have a fleet, more men. And a dragon experienced in war. You can win this, you only lose if you give up, and I know youâll fight with fire and blood before that happens.â
Daenerys holds his gaze and hums, feeling relieved that she once again had someone she can trust and talk to.
âWeâll get to work right away, fortifying the walls, whipping the men to shape, and making alliances.â Daarios continues to assure her. âNo one will take that throne from you.â
ââ
*WINTERFELL*
Jonâs voice echoes out from the hall, his words are passionate you know they are because he gives good speeches, but right now his words just donât register in your mind, all that you can think about is Rhaenar, the new future that you are now paving with this choice. Anger still fuels you and it's whatâs pushing you, whilst that motivation after seeing your father and ancestors burns in your veins, waking up something that was dorement before, determination to take whatâs yours once and for all.
Itâs why you donât frown, you donât express sadness in your eyes either as Dornish guards make a path and line up across from each other all the way to the end of the hall where Jon, and the maester awaits with your crown. Itâs that burning determination, and that grief that brings you pride as you stand at the end of the lined up guards, with your head up high.
Horns begin to play inside after Jon finishes his speech, letting you finally break away from your spot and create a footprint on the sheet of snow as you begin to stride ahead in between the guards.
The blades they hold above your head begin to fall when you pass them, leaving them to see only your back and the tail of your red dress. When you step inside the warm hall, slowly the people viewing your coronation kneel as you walk past them.
Being here was something you never dreamed about, at least you always thought youâd stand on the platform waiting for your husband to get crowned. Now that youâre here though, now that you see all the people kneel, as you see the guards metal blades glistening against the firelight, you canât help but smile inside. And the moment you take Jonâs hand as you reach the platform a faint smile finally forms on your lips.
Jon mirrors your gesture and then leans forward to press a kiss on your cheek before he shifts to the side and helps you to your knees. Once youâre secured he moves to the side and lets the maester step forward.
âMay the Warrior give her courage,â his voice booms throughout the hall before he daps oil on your forehead. âMay the Smith lend strength to her sword and shield,â he continues and adds more oil on your forehead with each saying. âMay the Father defend her in her need. May the Crone lift her shining lamp and light her way to wisdom.â With that last saying instead of oil he dabs blood on your forehead by your request as a sign of your goals, battles to come, and revenge.
When the maester finishes he turns to set the bowls down to instead grab a golden crown forged partly by the gold jewelry that Rhaenar owned so youâll always carry him with you through this journey as Queen. The maester then turns with the shining gold crown in hand, causing the red shining rubies that are decorated around the crown to twinkle against the firelight. As he lifts the crown you see two small winged dragons holding the red ruby at the center. The moment he places the crown on your head you feel the heavy weight fall on your head, bringing some discomfort.
âLet the Seven bear witness, Visenya Targaryen second of her name is the true heir to the iron Throne,â the Maester adds, causing the crowd behind you to quietly agree.
After that is over Jon leans over and offers his hand, you gladly take it and let him help you to your feet. He then quickly lets you go and kneels before you. It catches you off guard for a second, but you have to remember that you are Queen now and itâs going to happen more often.
Alas, Jon then stands up and drifts his gaze to the crowd. âAll hail her grace!â He exclaims. âVisenya, second of her name, Queen of the Andals, and the Rhoynar, and the First Men. Lady of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the realm!â
You draw out a small breath and turn, catching the crowd and the guards kneel. You drift your gaze to the right front row and see Elia and Sarella kneel, Sansa curtsy whilst Arya kneels too. You then look to the left front row and see Ser Jaime kneel, Ser Brienne and her ward kneel, Ser Davos takes goes down too, and then as on cue, Eraxis fills the silence and air with her prideful roar, making you finally smirk.
âLong live the Queen!â Elia is the first to exclaim.
âLong live the Queen!â Ser Jaime follows before everyone inside repeats those words as they get up and clap.
Those who carry swords lift their blades in the air and shout. âQueen Y/N!â
Those words fill your ears and bring happy tears to your eyes as you tug your lips to a smile. When you sit on the wooden chair that was placed on the platform more people cheer, and Ser Brienne approaches the stairs that lead to the platform. She gets on one knee and meets your gaze.
You throw your hand out to silence the crowd, and they donât fail to listen, letting Ser Brienne speak.
âI swear toward the Queen,â she interjects in a loud confident voice. âWith all my strength, and give my blood for hers. I shall take no husband, hold no lands, mother no children. I shall guard her secrets, obey her commands, ride at her side and defend her name and honor.â
Chills travel down your spine, and a soft smile tugs on your lips. You rise up again and bow your head, letting her stand.
âI appreciate your loyalty and devotion, Ser Brienne. Iâd trust no one else but you to be my Lord Commander of the Queensguard.â
Ser Brienne breath draws in a small breath and canât help her proud smile at the mention of the title you just bestowed upon her.
âI leave it to your judgment to choose the other six who should join the Queensgard. When you have chosen the right people you may bring them to me.â You let her know.
Ser Brienne nods in comprehension and stands back up to return to her spot, leaving you to address the crowd to give them an announcement. âEvery ruler needs their most trusted advisor at their side, a friend to confide in. A hand when oneâs pair is full. Someone who is not afraid to hide their thoughts or pass judgment. There are many here that I trust to be that with me, but thereâs one person who I know wonât fail me, Lady Sansa Stark.â
It was a choice that you had discussed before, and one she took with the condition that when this war is over, and if it is you who sits on the throne then she would step down to be Warden and Lady of the North.
âLady Sansa, I name you hand of the Queen.â You finish saying, making said person head to the front to kneel. You then turn and grab the pin from Jon to walk towards his sister and hook the golden pin on her chest.
The crowd makes commotion in support of the choice.
âYou honor me, Queen Y/N,â Sansa says and stands back on her feet.
You offer her a smile and watch her return to her spot so you can continue to announce to the people who else will be a part of your court. âNow with these battles to come I trust no one else to be my Master of War but my dear husband, and your King Consort, Jon snow.â
At the announcement of both new titles the crowd cheers for Jon, while you look over at him and grin. He breaks away from his spot to stand before you and bow his head. Your smile widens, and youâre filled with glee as you get to finally reveal your gift.
âArya,â you call out and meet her dark gaze. âIf you may please.â
Jon looks back at his sister in confusion and follows her every move as she makes her way to you. You fill with more joy and excitement as she reaches into her sack and pulls out a silver crown that looks similar to yours, but is a bit thinner, and has a golden dragon and a golden wolf holding a ruby at the center.
âNow,â you continue and take the crown from Arya. âI know that you arenât one to be so flashy, and youâd be content without one, but it is gift from me to you.â
Jon holds your gaze and sighs softly, but he canât help his faint smile before he kneels, letting you carefully place the crown on his head.
âThere,â you say and clasps your hands before you. âHandsome.â
Jon scoffs softly and then stands back up to fall back at your side, letting you continue so you can finally finish and announce your master of whisperers, Bran Stark of course, and lastly your Master of coin Lord Ben Ashfords son, the heir of the Reach, Bernard Ashford. As to the other positions well, you still have yet to fill. Hopefully youâll get to find the right people soon.
With that said you turn away and head to a different chamber where you will have your first small council meeting that consists of your sisters, Jon, Ser Brienne, Sansa and her siblings, and Ser Jaime.
âYou know you did not have to get me this,â Jon breaks his silence as he walks by your side to the meeting quarters. âThis crown is not necessary.â
You glance at him and smile. âYou are my King Consort, my love, a King needs his crown.â
âI wouldâve been fine with a ring,â he counters, making you giggle for the first time since Rhaenar passed.
âI told you,â you retort and hook your arm around his. âItâs a gift. You donât need to wear it all the time, I just wanted you to have one.â
Jon meets your gaze and hums softly before his gaze softens. âYou need to rest, youâve been on your feet for far too long.â
You roll your head to the side and draw out a deep breath. âYes, perhaps I should, but there are meetings to be had now. You know this isnât easy. But for your comfort after this meeting is over we can retreat to our chambers and take a warm bath together, hm?â
Jon nods softly in agreement. âSounds like a plan,â he assures you. âNot like I could actually refuse you now. You are the Queen.â
You scoff and shake your head. âDonât start with me Jon.â You chuckle softly, causing Jon to watch you with a soft and admiring gaze and smile since he likes the look of your smile and the sound of your laugh after seeing how much youâve been suffering.
Yet it is short lived since that sweet look on your face fades away, and gets replaced by a sad confident look when you all enter the meeting quarters.
Now the burden falls on you, after so much that your family did to try and get you on that throne, and after trying to avoid the burden, you wear the crown now and lead thousands. Now rather than listening on the sidelines you sit at the center and have all eyes on you.
âThank you all for coming,â you address the group as they find their seats around the table. âYouâll have to pardon me for the next couple of meetings. As much as I have studied I still am not used to ruling,â you huff softly and clasps your hands together.
The people around the table donât say anything to you so let out a deep sigh and continue.
âLetâs get to business then. I know not so long ago I turned down Ser Jaimeâs requests of retrieving his brother from the clutches of Daenerys, but now with the sides being drawn, the Westerlands are left undecided. The Lannisterâs may not be a strong house, but their name still holds much value, having both men at our side can benefit us. So,â you say and look at Jaime sitting in the middle.
âSer Jaime, I grant your leave. You wonât have men though, it will attract too much unwanted attention.â
Ser Jaimeâs eyebrows furrow in confusion, and you begin to smirk. âSarella,â you name, causing the woman to straighten up. âArya, you are clever, discreet and able to hide well. Will you accompany Ser Jaime to smuggle his brother out?â
Sarella without a fault nods. âOf course, sister.â She assures you, letting you shift your gaze to Arya. And when your eyes land on her a small smirk tugs on her lips.
âI will,â Arya agrees. âThank you, Queen y/n.â
You offer her a smile and a small nod.
âExcuse me, your Grace,â Lord Royce cuts in. âThe plan is great and all, the Westerlands may not be the largest land, but they are the richest. It will benefit us well, but with sides set, and Daenerys with a patch of new soldiers, entering the city will be difficult.â
You nod and canât help your smirk from widening. âYes. I know. Itâs why while the three of them enter the Red Keep, I will lead a distraction.â
The members of the council all share confused and concerned looks at the mention so you explain your plan, and assure their worry. âIt wonât be a big army, there wonât even be men, the distraction will consist of only women. I unfortunately wonât join the battle at the ground, I cannot,â you scoff and reach down to caress your swollen belly. âIâll be in the skies with Jon, while the women go in pretending to seek refuge and help from Daenerys. Her army will come out and provide assistance, they wonât suspect such brutal attacks from women,â you begin to smirk smugly. âTheyâll think of them as weak, fragile. Thatâs when the army women will strike, I will go in later and burn what remains of the small army. After that Jon and I will lead them out before more men can come.â
âIf it pleases your grace,â Ser Brienne interjects as she takes a step forward so you can see her. âI would like to lead the attack on the ground in your stead.â
You catch the disbelieved stare of Lord Royce, but you have faith in her; just because she isnât like every other typical woman doesnât mean a thing. Itâs sad that men here donât see such a thing.
âOf course you can, Ser Brienne, the army will consist of Dornish women warriors and northern women who volunteer. Any other woman from the other armies of different houses can also join if they please, but we need to keep the numbers small.â
âUnderstood,â Ser Brienne agrees.
You drift your gaze back to the other members. âWe will make that our first attack after the lords pledge their loyalty. With that said, Sansa, what can we expect from the Riverlands?â
Sansa raises her head and parts her lips. âMy mother was a Tully. Our uncle still lives and rules now in my grandfathers stead. I expect we will gain their allegiance, but I think we should still go in person and ask.â
You nod. âAlright. We can go after our first attack, that way Daenerys doesnât get word of our attempts until after. What about the Stormlands?â
âGiven Daenerys gave the Stormlands to Gendry and declared him a legitimate Baratheon,â Jon interjects. âI doubt we can count on his allegiance.â
âBut the boy doesnât know a thing about ruling a kingdom or people,â Jaime argues. âNor does he have the right connections.â
âBut he has the Baratheon name now, he may be a bastard but some people will follow his family name,â Ser Davos defends the man. âSurely the staff at the castle would help.â
âI assume not long, any lord could usurp him,â Jaime counters. âWe can use that to our advantage.â
âAye,â Lord Royce agrees.
You look over at Sansa and ask her a question. âCould we send an envoy to any of the other lords?â
Sansa sighs. âWe could, but we have to think about the risks, if Gendry bends the knee it would benefit Daenerys to strengthen the alliance with a marriage. Sheâd burn any rebellion attempts. We have other kingdoms that take priority if it comes down to a battle .â
âWe could get rid of Lord Gendry,â you suggest. âThat breaks the allianceâbut also turns the Stormlands against us.â
âThen we leave them,â Jon adds. âAs far as resources, itâs only fighters they provide. We have the numbers, we donât need them. If a lord reaches out to us then we can think of a plan, until then we count them as traitors.â
âAnyone disagree?â You ask without trying to argue Jonâs suggestion.
The people around the table shake their heads in disagreement, letting you continue on. â Bran, do you know anything?â You ask the quiet boy.
Bran nods stiffly. âOnly confirmation that Daenerys plans to marry Lord Gendry. As soon as he arrives at the capital.â
Just as Sansa mentioned.
âSmart girl,â you comment. âWith the Stormlands off the table, we also canât count on the Iron Islands. With luck we will gain the Westerlands and the Riverlands.â You let out a small breath and then continue. âAnything else someone would like to discuss?â
Everyone looks around, but no one adds anything, thankfully leading this meeting to an end for today.
âAlright, well you all are dismissed, thank you for attending.â
Everyone disperses out of the room, and you wait for them all to leave before you can. However, Ser Brienne, Ser Jaime, Jon and your sisters linger behind.
âExcuse me, your Grace,â Brienne directs and bows her head as she addresses you. âBut is it okay if I take my leave for today? I would like to start finding the other members for the Queensguard.â
Right that.
âOf course uh, Sarella, Elia,â you call out. âMay you introduce Ser Brienne to some of the commanding officers of the Dornish army. There are some great fighters there you can choose from.â
âYes!â Elia exclaims all too excitedly. âI would love to go.â
Of course she would, she likes to gawk and flirt with the men.
Regardless, they leave but Ser Jaime stays behind still. He takes a moment before he says anything, first he slowly makes his way towards your chair before he finally reveals his thoughts.
âI know I have probably said this, but, thank you. You have been too kind, more than I deserve. You have given me a second chance, and itâs one I donât deserve and one I will live my life repaying. So thank you, Queen Y/N.â He reaches for his sword and then kneels with his hands on his pommel. âMy sword is yours, my Queen. I may not be a great fighter anymore, but I have experience that can be just as valuable. I want to serve you.â
You share a small glance with Jon before you stand on your feet. âThen you shall. I need all the help I can get. And I value your thoughts, Ser Jaime. Just promise that when you see me straying from my moral path that you will help rather than betraying me. Remind me of the people I fight for because some rulers tend to forget who really keeps them in power.â
The corner of Jaimeâs lips tug upward before he nods in agreement. âI will. I swear.â
âGreat. Then if Jon wants you can help him with the armies. You may also help train the soldiers.â
Jaime gets to his feet and accepts before finally leaving Jon and you alone.
âNow,â Jon says and take your hand. âCan I have you to myself?â
You grab onto his arm and drop your head on his shoulder. âPlease, I beg you.â
ââ
*LATER THAT NIGHT*
With the anger fueling through your blood, with fury clouding your mind, sleep was impossible, that hunger for revenge kept you awake and raised a desire in you for something to be done. Something that you havenât touched in a long time, dark magic.
Rhaenar was your son, he was your little boy, and Daenerys took him, she will pay with blood, you will rip everything she has ever loved from her hands so she can feel what it is you feel.
So while the castle is sleeping, while no one can interrupt you, you use the chambers where Daenerys had stayed in to conduct a spell.
âDid you bring it?â You ask Sarella.
Sarella nods and unhooks her cloak to show the small baby in her hands.
You trusted no one else but them, besides the others would only judge you for this dark magic. Elia and Sarella wonât.
âItâs sick,â she mentions. âMother dead, father drunk and with no love for this child.â
You nod stiffly and take the blade from the flames, and watch as the metal gleams red and orange with how hot it is.
âA dragon will never compare to the love you have for your own children. I want her to feel that love, that joy when she holds her child in her arms for the first time. I want to see her care for that child so much more than her own life so she feels an ounce of what I feel.â You sneer to the flames. âBlood for blood. Son for a son.â You glare at the flames and clench your jaw.
You then turn to grab the bowl off the floor, but just before you can you come to a sudden stop as you swear you see Rhaenarâs face in the flames, you swear you see his sweet brown eyes. And a small frown on his face. Itâs only for a second, but you swear you do.
âIâll use my blood that connects us,â you mutter and put the bowl over the fire. You then put your palm in front of you and use the sharp edge of the blade to cut a slash on your palm.
The pain stings and burns, but you just clench your jaw and keep quiet as the blood begins to spill out of the cut. After the slash is made you put the blade down and put your hand over the fire and fist your hand to make the blood pour over the bowl.
âNow, Elia give it to me,â you interject and put your uninjured hand out.
Without hesitation the girl comes to you and hands you a brush. One Daenerys had left behind when she left Winterfell.
âNow Iâll use her hair to connect this spell to her.â You add and pull the strands of hair off the brush and throw it in the bowl. âNow,â you sigh deeply and feel some hesitance and regret. But your pain is much deeper, so you turn regardless, and Sarella hands you the sickly baby.
âThe sacrifice to complete this spell,â you continue and pick up the knife from the floor. You swallow thickly and without thinking deeper into what youâre going to do you slice.
The blood trickles out so you push it towards the fire and let the thick scarlet liquid spill over the bowl. Once the bowl is full you hand the lifeless body back to Sarella. âFeed it to the dragons.â You tell her.
âNow itâs time to finish.â You put the blade down, and put your arms out, you close your eyes and lift your head to begin chanting the needed spell in High Valyrian.
At first you start off quiet, but you get louder and louder, whilst the fire suddenly enrages and sends off sparks and thick smoke as it engulfs the bowl and what it contains inside.
The heat intensifies, bringing sweat to break out on your face, making the dress stick to your skin. The fire's light brightens, making Elia and Sarella shield their eyes.
But the act doesnât last long, it then ends and the heat and brightness fades back to what it was before. Now nothing remains in the bowl anymore. Now the spell is complete.
âThere,â you let your sisters know. âSheâs barren no longer. Sheâll have a child now and fear my pain. Soon sheâll pay. Son for a son.
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A/N- Now do you guys think Daenerys will have a child with Daario? Or one with Gendry?
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You know when you get the urge to write a fic? Why do I have the urge to smoke a bowl and do all my black femmes with toxic favs a solid and make a Tywin/Velaryon!reader or Aemond/TruebornVelaryon!reader.
Because let me be candid for a secondâŚI have seen no true Velaryon fiction. Itâs all been Strong bastards. And I can only read so much white Y/N (no offense to anyone who writes those) đ
Like idk maybe itâs just ME but I think Aemond falling in love with Rhaenyra and Laenorâs ONLY true born child would be interesting. Mostly because Alicent and Otto would try to get her to be a Green one way or another.
Tywin Lannister holding a Velaryon hostage because they sided with Stannis during the war (we all kno he needs an heir because he ainât giving Tyrion Casterly Rock) and this being a power move because theyâre literally the only major Valyrian house left and they literally control Driftmark and one of the largest navyâs.
me when I see âblackâ in an authorâs bio knowing iâm finna read and reblog their whole account đđ