Jeff Buckley - Nightmares By The Sea // The Lighthouse (2019)

𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 KILLING EVE (2018–2022)

"Now you listen to me. While I will admit to a certain cynicism, the fact is that I am a naysayer and hatchetman in the fight against violence. I pride myself in taking a punch and I'll gladly take another because I choose to live my life in the company of Gandhi and King. My concerns are global. I reject absolutely revenge, aggression, and retaliation. The foundation of such a method… is love. I love you Sheriff Truman."

-Albert Rosenfield

Such an incredibly good quote/monologue. One of my favourites in any media.

we cant be meant to live like this why does everyone live like this!!!!!!! (opens tinder) (hates tinder) (opens tinder) (signs a lease) (sits alone) (exchanges instagrams) (never talks to them again) (feels weird about texting people inviting them to hang out) (feels weird about texting) (feels like if i deleted social media i would stop existing) (doesn’t use social media) (continues to exist) (continues to sit alone) (buys food at the grocery store for one) (food goes bad) (doesn’t talk to strangers) (doesn’t hold hands) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes

summer interior, edward hopper // girls against god, florence + the machine 

“Ethel Cain’s “Preacher’s Daughter” is a concept album — A story told by a girl that exists in an afterlife reflecting on her former life after she was violently murdered and cannibalized by one of her lovers. It’s a coming-of-age, queer story where religious trauma inflicts the main character and results in her ultimate death.” - Daniela Garofalo on Preacher’s Daughter.

Album moodboard for Preacher’s Daughter by Ethel Cain (2022)

shut the fuck up why did i never realize that the heart tableau was held up by three swords. like the three of swords tarot card that represents heartbreak, sorrow, and betrayal. WOW

i think its also notable that when the three of swords is reversed (which is how it technically looks in the tableau), it represents optimism, forgiveness, and healing.

"In the reversed case, those three swords now point up, with their tips intertwined like they were poles holding up a tent. The heart has still been pierced, but the swords seem to have stopped the heart’s fall. And best of all, the dark clouds of the upright card are now pillowy and soft ground that is much safer." (x) — in mizumono, the betrayal was revealed and reciprocated, which would be represented by an upright three of swords (not to mention the clouds and rain in the background of the card, like when hannibal left everyone for dead, walking out into the rain). in primavera, hannibal displays the heart tableau — the reversed three of swords — for will. it says "you broke my heart, but i still forgive you (represented by the reversed three of swords), like i said. i can move past this. can you?" we are reminded of what he said in mizumono: "i forgive you, will. will you forgive me?" yes. will finds him in the catacombs and tells him: "i forgive you." and despite the betrayal and heartbreak, they move past the events of mizumono. and betrayal has reversed to become forgiveness, once again.

having my hannibal-fleabag era, not sure how compatible they are (i fancy a priest and a cannibal)

NBC Hannibal study, pen and watercolor, part two here

© Magdalena Szymaniec

Lucas Cranach the Elder, Lucas Cranach the Younger LUCRETIA

Sightseer - Mia Bergeron

American, b. 1979   -

30 x 40 in.