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is it possible to have the most intoxicating love and the most chilling pain coursing through your veins at once? my hands are shaking and i can't tell if the black cloud is back or i just kissed the love of my life. it's all real, it's all becoming more real, i pace around the piles on the floor and figure out a way to text you back. somehow my existence amounts to more than just words on a page and my bronchioles are becoming shallower by each breath i take. my neck has whipped around one too many times to see your face--you have punctured my aorta in the most beautiful way, i might bleed out from this feeling but my plasma will be on your hands. i'll always be with you, i suppose. 

seems like I have to say this again

i do not take donation asks.

i think i find comfort in your details, the way you brush your hand against mine, the way you squeeze tighter when you have to leave. you've been embroidered so carefully into my skin, clearer than the running stitch my grandmother taught me as a child. 

i'm so lucky, i didn't even have to ask lol

i lied. put your clothes back on. you’re going to tell me in depth your first impression of me and how, why and when you started liking me

im a multishipper until you try to touch my babies ok.

james and lily? absolutely. lily and mary? adorable. james and regulus? grumpyxsunshine GOLD. regulus and barty? our favorite psychos. barty and evan? you know it's growing on me

but other ships instead of wolfstar????? like??? they're the only ones for each other argue w the goddamn wall

New years is my favorite holiday, no doubt about it. It used to scare me but at some point I got used to it and now I love it. There’s all that anticipation and excitement and happiness that I think people usually get from Christmas but my family barely started celebrating Christmas till last year, whereas I’ve been celebrating new years all my life. I told my ex about it last year and she didn’t get it at all, she said “why would you celebrate an ending?” Even though it’s so much more than an ending, it’s a clean slate, it’s a bright beginning. I feel like I could be a new person every new years. Isn’t it human nature to love beginnings?

(Seven hours till the new year for me! I’m currently in mountain time but I live in EST, so everyone I know is celebrating two hours earlier than me.)

Darling, you made everyone else unattractive to me.

You’re married to your phone background/lockscreen how fucked are you