just a lil lesbian poet. constantly yearning

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5 months ago

reblog if it’s ok for me to rant in your inbox cause I might need to…

not forcing

I just wanna know who I can talk to cause I’m 🤏🏽 this close to a breakdown and I need to vent so uh yeah

5 months ago

YES OMG the worst one is def muh-nahl bc honey where is that sound coming from??? Since when does “ee” say “uh”??? Who was your kindergarten teacher miss ma’am? Didn’t they teach you phonetics?

my New Year’s resolution should have been to consistently correct people who mispronounce my name, shits been getting embarrassing lately (after one of my friends says my name right and the teacher goes on a long rant about how sorry they are and then they ask the dreaded question: why didn’t you tell me before?)


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5 months ago

This is so real-

My chemistry teacher who I’ve had since August still says my name wrong. She’s a sweetheart so I don’t wanna be mean about it but I’ve corrected her like five times and she hears other people say it correctly lol

My name is pronounced ME-null, I’ve heard ppl say it muh-nahl, me-NAHL, as well as ppl who don’t even bother to say the entire thing (meena, meen, mee—but it doesn’t bother me if it’s a nickname)

But it’s just like “Bro am I not important enough to you to seriously remember how to pronounce my name??” Not even just teachers, like long time friends as well. I’m so doneee

my New Year’s resolution should have been to consistently correct people who mispronounce my name, shits been getting embarrassing lately (after one of my friends says my name right and the teacher goes on a long rant about how sorry they are and then they ask the dreaded question: why didn’t you tell me before?)


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5 months ago

this blog hates donald trump

5 months ago

just read “to be loved is to be worth the inconvenience” it blew my mind away

5 months ago

Darling, you made everyone else unattractive to me.

5 months ago

Reblog if you are desi i wanna see how many desi people are using Tumblr

5 months ago

reblog if it’s ok for me to rant in your inbox cause I might need to…

not forcing

I just wanna know who I can talk to cause I’m 🤏🏽 this close to a breakdown and I need to vent so uh yeah

5 months ago

hand on the throttle thought i caught lightning in a bottle oh, but it's gone again and it was written i got cursed like eve got bitten oh, was it punishment? pad around when i get home i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope a greater woman wouldn't beg but i looked to the sky and said please i've been on my knees change the prophecy

5 months ago

Ohh, that’s so cool!! I love visiting India, it’s such a vibrant pretty place. Plus it’s great bc where my parents grew up you can walk to a bunch of stores and stuff.

Hiiii, you seem super cool and I’m also desi!! What part of India/south Asia is your family from??

HIII

you've been popping up on my dash sm i think this is fate

ah I love desi moots!

my family is from delhi and rajasthan <33

ooo i see you're tamil! do you still live in India?

5 months ago

Nope, I live in the US!! We immigrated when I was younger :) What about you?

Hiiii, you seem super cool and I’m also desi!! What part of India/south Asia is your family from??

HIII

you've been popping up on my dash sm i think this is fate

ah I love desi moots!

my family is from delhi and rajasthan <33

ooo i see you're tamil! do you still live in India?

5 months ago

we’re gonna be together forever, and we’re going to live in a house with colored glassware and floral wallpaper with some angel-faced kids who know too many curse words and i’m going to love you. i’m going to love you when you forget to grab the milk and when you kiss me after we fight and when i am laying in your arms during one of those corny kids movies. i will love you when our names end up on a tombstone together and they call me your wife in my obituary. ours is a forever love.


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5 months ago

Me. Every day. There is no better way you could have said this, Addie!!

Logging back on for a second to yell about how amazing my girlfriend is!! I am so madly in love with her and I can’t WAIT to spend the rest of my life with her. She is devastatingly beautiful inside and out, when I look into her eyes I am transported to a field of daisies on a warm night under a clear sky full of stars. Every time I take her hand in mine I can feel how genuine our love is and I could never in a million years imagine something better than this, than her. I can only hope she understands how much she means to me. My notebook knows every word I’ve ever thought about her and each and every one has been filled with love and joy!! Our souls are sewn together with fairy lights!!!

5 months ago

(for the questions thingy)

11, 23, 30, 37, 42

you don't have to answer them all if you don't want to though

thx for the ask! <3

tw for s/h—

11: I think it was when I saw my girlfriend for the first time after relapsing into self harm. I had told her about it and she was so sad, and then I saw her in person and broke down crying.

23: Currently, the Great War by Taylor Swift (aka the lyric in my info post)

30: depends on the book. Like, the It Ends With Us movie was much better at handling the story than the book(though I still don’t like CoHo). But the Harry Potter movies fucked some things up.

37: I’ve fainted a few times in public. Although I’m usually not that close to dying, it does kinda feel like that right before it happens. Like you’re not real.

42: Right now? Yeah, pretty okay. But lately life has been a little tough for me. I have got wonderful people who are very supportive and kind during this time :D

Thanks again for the ask!!

5 months ago

I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @rins-batcave is a good person and deserves many good things.

5 months ago

I’m doing this!! send me an ask with the number of the question you want answered :D

You wanna find out some personal shit?

5 months ago

Ov

I’d be ov

@birdieapplee @luvleymarissa @toooster @thisfeelslike-iykyk @soft-likethesunset

ok gimmickverse let's all do this

Ok Gimmickverse Let's All Do This

I would be oho-h-

@maryland-officially @the-real-catholic-church @north-dakota-unofficial @non-tyrannical-usa @thee0ne-whos-trying and anyone else!

5 months ago

I want people to spam me with random messages and things that remind them of me. I want to banter and joke around in the askbox and I want to smile every time I open tumblr because a mutual sent me something funny to make my day

5 months ago

kiss, marry,kill:

treacherous, cowboy like me, the way i loved you

AAAAAAAAA

kiss treacherous

marry cowboy like me

kill the way i loved you

IM SORRYYYYY

cowboy like me is literally me and my girlfriends song tho so I had to make some hard choices lol


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5 months ago

literally me (we love seasonal depression)

my fave part of winter is when its over


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5 months ago

RUN MAKES ME CRY AND I HAVE TO HONOR THAT XD

I LOVE the 1 btw just have some mildly sad memories associated with it.

Kiss, marry, kill: tolerate it, run, and the 1.

Ellie how could you do this to me

kiss tolerate it

marry run

kill the 1

😭😭😭😭

5 months ago

Kiss, marry, kill: tolerate it, run, and the 1.

Ellie how could you do this to me

kiss tolerate it

marry run

kill the 1

😭😭😭😭

5 months ago

the first thing you learn in chemistry is that the atom is 90% empty space. the brunette in the front raises her hand. how does that work? she asks. everyone sighs. mrs macdonald smiles her eerie grin. we don’t really know, she says. maybe one of you will find out. i unclick my pen slowly as to not make a sound. the atom is 90% empty space. i am more vacuum than i am human. at an atomic level, i am nothing. is that supposed to be comforting? i blurt out, a supernova in the empty silence. it echoes against the tile. mrs macdonald raises her eyebrows. does science ever comfort? chemistry itself opens up all these existential questions. it’s the scientist’s job to find the things that nobody thought about much, and rip them open. gut them. make everyone worry. science is not for the comfortable, my dear.

the brunette in the front shuts up. the classroom is silent. the atom is 90% empty space. i decide that day to become a scientist.


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5 months ago

I am a poet and a scientist. There is a sort of curiosity in both, I think. Both take a lot of wondering. For most, the differences are too staggering, they’ll scoff at my paper-strewn nights and the mornings where I annotate diagrams.

There is a poetry in chemistry, though.

The rhythms of experimentation are engraved into my mind. Routine, endless, and yet revealing. And the minute details of life fascinate me as much as words. The minuscule particles that take up our entire existence, create everything you lay hands on.

I am a poet and a scientist; I am a living contradiction.


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5 months ago

my hometown is so tis the damn season coded


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5 months ago

listening to evermore is just a big warm blanket that makes me want to cry with unreasonable euphoria


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5 months ago

not now. mommys making a 0 note post

5 months ago

Kiss, marry, kill: ‘Tis the damn season, it’s time to go, and Cornelia street.

DAMNNN THIS ONE IS KILLING ME

kiss it’s time to go

marry cornelia street

kill tis the damn season

😭😭😭😭

5 months ago

Kiss, marry, kill: …ready for it?, exile, and red.

omgggg this one is so hard!!

kiss exile

marry …ready for it?

kill red

I HATE THAT I HAD TO KILL RED THOOO


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