not forcing
I just wanna know who I can talk to cause I’m 🤏🏽 this close to a breakdown and I need to vent so uh yeah
YES OMG the worst one is def muh-nahl bc honey where is that sound coming from??? Since when does “ee” say “uh”??? Who was your kindergarten teacher miss ma’am? Didn’t they teach you phonetics?
my New Year’s resolution should have been to consistently correct people who mispronounce my name, shits been getting embarrassing lately (after one of my friends says my name right and the teacher goes on a long rant about how sorry they are and then they ask the dreaded question: why didn’t you tell me before?)
This is so real-
My chemistry teacher who I’ve had since August still says my name wrong. She’s a sweetheart so I don’t wanna be mean about it but I’ve corrected her like five times and she hears other people say it correctly lol
My name is pronounced ME-null, I’ve heard ppl say it muh-nahl, me-NAHL, as well as ppl who don’t even bother to say the entire thing (meena, meen, mee—but it doesn’t bother me if it’s a nickname)
But it’s just like “Bro am I not important enough to you to seriously remember how to pronounce my name??” Not even just teachers, like long time friends as well. I’m so doneee
my New Year’s resolution should have been to consistently correct people who mispronounce my name, shits been getting embarrassing lately (after one of my friends says my name right and the teacher goes on a long rant about how sorry they are and then they ask the dreaded question: why didn’t you tell me before?)
just read “to be loved is to be worth the inconvenience” it blew my mind away
Darling, you made everyone else unattractive to me.
Reblog if you are desi i wanna see how many desi people are using Tumblr
not forcing
I just wanna know who I can talk to cause I’m 🤏🏽 this close to a breakdown and I need to vent so uh yeah
hand on the throttle thought i caught lightning in a bottle oh, but it's gone again and it was written i got cursed like eve got bitten oh, was it punishment? pad around when i get home i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope a greater woman wouldn't beg but i looked to the sky and said please i've been on my knees change the prophecy
Ohh, that’s so cool!! I love visiting India, it’s such a vibrant pretty place. Plus it’s great bc where my parents grew up you can walk to a bunch of stores and stuff.
Hiiii, you seem super cool and I’m also desi!! What part of India/south Asia is your family from??
HIII
you've been popping up on my dash sm i think this is fate
ah I love desi moots!
my family is from delhi and rajasthan <33
ooo i see you're tamil! do you still live in India?
Nope, I live in the US!! We immigrated when I was younger :) What about you?
Hiiii, you seem super cool and I’m also desi!! What part of India/south Asia is your family from??
HIII
you've been popping up on my dash sm i think this is fate
ah I love desi moots!
my family is from delhi and rajasthan <33
ooo i see you're tamil! do you still live in India?
we’re gonna be together forever, and we’re going to live in a house with colored glassware and floral wallpaper with some angel-faced kids who know too many curse words and i’m going to love you. i’m going to love you when you forget to grab the milk and when you kiss me after we fight and when i am laying in your arms during one of those corny kids movies. i will love you when our names end up on a tombstone together and they call me your wife in my obituary. ours is a forever love.
Me. Every day. There is no better way you could have said this, Addie!!
Logging back on for a second to yell about how amazing my girlfriend is!! I am so madly in love with her and I can’t WAIT to spend the rest of my life with her. She is devastatingly beautiful inside and out, when I look into her eyes I am transported to a field of daisies on a warm night under a clear sky full of stars. Every time I take her hand in mine I can feel how genuine our love is and I could never in a million years imagine something better than this, than her. I can only hope she understands how much she means to me. My notebook knows every word I’ve ever thought about her and each and every one has been filled with love and joy!! Our souls are sewn together with fairy lights!!!
(for the questions thingy)
11, 23, 30, 37, 42
you don't have to answer them all if you don't want to though
thx for the ask! <3
tw for s/h—
11: I think it was when I saw my girlfriend for the first time after relapsing into self harm. I had told her about it and she was so sad, and then I saw her in person and broke down crying.
23: Currently, the Great War by Taylor Swift (aka the lyric in my info post)
30: depends on the book. Like, the It Ends With Us movie was much better at handling the story than the book(though I still don’t like CoHo). But the Harry Potter movies fucked some things up.
37: I’ve fainted a few times in public. Although I’m usually not that close to dying, it does kinda feel like that right before it happens. Like you’re not real.
42: Right now? Yeah, pretty okay. But lately life has been a little tough for me. I have got wonderful people who are very supportive and kind during this time :D
Thanks again for the ask!!
I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @rins-batcave is a good person and deserves many good things.
I’m doing this!! send me an ask with the number of the question you want answered :D
Ov
I’d be ov
@birdieapplee @luvleymarissa @toooster @thisfeelslike-iykyk @soft-likethesunset
ok gimmickverse let's all do this
I would be oho-h-
@maryland-officially @the-real-catholic-church @north-dakota-unofficial @non-tyrannical-usa @thee0ne-whos-trying and anyone else!
I want people to spam me with random messages and things that remind them of me. I want to banter and joke around in the askbox and I want to smile every time I open tumblr because a mutual sent me something funny to make my day
kiss, marry,kill:
treacherous, cowboy like me, the way i loved you
AAAAAAAAA
kiss treacherous
marry cowboy like me
kill the way i loved you
IM SORRYYYYY
cowboy like me is literally me and my girlfriends song tho so I had to make some hard choices lol
RUN MAKES ME CRY AND I HAVE TO HONOR THAT XD
I LOVE the 1 btw just have some mildly sad memories associated with it.
Kiss, marry, kill: tolerate it, run, and the 1.
Ellie how could you do this to me
kiss tolerate it
marry run
kill the 1
😭😭😭😭
Kiss, marry, kill: tolerate it, run, and the 1.
Ellie how could you do this to me
kiss tolerate it
marry run
kill the 1
😭😭😭😭
the first thing you learn in chemistry is that the atom is 90% empty space. the brunette in the front raises her hand. how does that work? she asks. everyone sighs. mrs macdonald smiles her eerie grin. we don’t really know, she says. maybe one of you will find out. i unclick my pen slowly as to not make a sound. the atom is 90% empty space. i am more vacuum than i am human. at an atomic level, i am nothing. is that supposed to be comforting? i blurt out, a supernova in the empty silence. it echoes against the tile. mrs macdonald raises her eyebrows. does science ever comfort? chemistry itself opens up all these existential questions. it’s the scientist’s job to find the things that nobody thought about much, and rip them open. gut them. make everyone worry. science is not for the comfortable, my dear.
the brunette in the front shuts up. the classroom is silent. the atom is 90% empty space. i decide that day to become a scientist.
I am a poet and a scientist. There is a sort of curiosity in both, I think. Both take a lot of wondering. For most, the differences are too staggering, they’ll scoff at my paper-strewn nights and the mornings where I annotate diagrams.
There is a poetry in chemistry, though.
The rhythms of experimentation are engraved into my mind. Routine, endless, and yet revealing. And the minute details of life fascinate me as much as words. The minuscule particles that take up our entire existence, create everything you lay hands on.
I am a poet and a scientist; I am a living contradiction.
listening to evermore is just a big warm blanket that makes me want to cry with unreasonable euphoria
not now. mommys making a 0 note post
Kiss, marry, kill: ‘Tis the damn season, it’s time to go, and Cornelia street.
DAMNNN THIS ONE IS KILLING ME
kiss it’s time to go
marry cornelia street
kill tis the damn season
😭😭😭😭
Kiss, marry, kill: …ready for it?, exile, and red.
omgggg this one is so hard!!
kiss exile
marry …ready for it?
kill red
I HATE THAT I HAD TO KILL RED THOOO