I'm fighting the urge to make object insertion smut where albedo fucks u with his paint brush...
("But star you said you can't write smut" I'll learn for albedo smh🙄🥱)
Now I luv bedo too but...
look at him :0 look at his lil smirk :3
Hm... I might start doing banners like this which one should I pick? Also Childe fic coming soon!(。•̀ᴗ-)✧
"Hello again (name), what brings you at the local monstad cafe this time?"
⊳Just you know adventures guild stuff,commission and all that,
⊳Just you know fatui stuff, harbinger missions and all that,
Adventures guild ➜"ah, I hope your commissions didn't bother you too much! why don't you sit down and have a milkshake anything of your choice,on the house!"
Fatui ➜ "huh? The fatui you work with them, well that's quite a shocker I won't treat you any differently.... but could you possibly indulge me about your travels?"
Oh, it's over.
Serving size- 0.6k
Nutritional facts- Gn! Reader
Allergy warning- self-blame, self-degradation, light mentioned disordered eating, Very unhealthy coping mechanisms, Hallucinations, obsessions?
Overview- reader dies for an unspecified reason.
Contents- albedo, Xiao , Kazuah
Instructions- best read in dark mode.
Formula- drabbles + headcanons
=͟͟͞͞🔬Master list
Although I think he'd be the one to take it most rationally, he'd still be over the edge because of your death.
So it really was coming to an end, well obviously your death was inevitable, so why, why does it still hurt knowing his morning with you is at end. This was calculated from the start he knew he was aware that you couldn't stay with him forever, then why does he want you to. A horrible outcome yet such a lovely journey. But at least it was with you, right?
It still hurts after all this time with you, his thinking was illogical, something he doesn't do unless he's with you.
He tries his best to put the pieces back together, bring you back to him but no nothing works. His hard work went to shit, if he couldn't do the simple task of feeling your comforting embrace then how was he supposed to do anything? Everything hurts alchemy hurts, talking hurts, eating hurts, existing hurts it all hurts so much, but he still moves on at least kind of right? He brushes off his feelings and tries to get over your pacing but the more he pushes it out the harder it comes back, why can't you just leave him alone?
One of the least rational goes back to how he was before he met you. If not worse, way worse.
How could you leave him like this after all you've done with him, you leave? It doesn't matter if it wasn't your choice he still wanted you there. You were the only thing that kept him at bay, but I guess the reason his karmic debt didn't affect you was because it would strike only once but harder than ever. But this was his fault.
How could he even think straight, you were all that was on his mind, pushing to overwork himself sleepless nights, weeks, years but xiao was used to this nothing really changed, did it? Except for figures that appeared randomly throughout his room, it wouldn't be a bother he's seen worse, just if they didn't remind him of you. If they didn't speak like you did to him, if they didn't look at him with the same look you had towards him.
Maybe if he just didn't talk to you that day, maybe if you weren't in lieyu maybe, just maybe it would hurt this much.
Again, really again? How long was this going to go on for, because he can’t take this anymore? Was it him, he was the problem right, he had to be. Nothing else was wrong; it was him, his fault, all his fault, and his fault alone.
Changing nearly everything about him, down to the way he speaks, the way he dresses, even the way he sees himself. But nothing was working, no one would love him the way you did. Was it his fault? Was he not worthy enough to be around you forever? That's right, that's the only reason he wasn't with you right now, he knows he's not deserving of your praise, your love, or even your mere presence but he still vied for you. But like the wind, everything must fly away and leave rather whether you desire that outcome or not.
A.n - I had this in my drafts for the longest while and as you can see its quite rushed😞
normalize sending an ask anyone thats on you dash board rather you've talked to them before of not ‼
OMG MY GOD ONE OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS FOLLOWED ME BACK IM FREAKING OUT LIKE OMG
pairing — albedo x Gn!reader
Word count — 1.1k
Summary — in the caption + modern AU + gn!reader with bad memory + established realtionship
Cw — none :))
Genre — fluff
m.masterlist
Now playing — my kind of woman - mac demarco
“I’m outside do you have everything?”
a soft notification came from your phone as you saw the text from albedo, he’s stated that he was outside your residence, better get a move on!
While you stroll down your stairs checking over if you're missing anything due to your forgetful memory, it really was a pain in the ass sometimes do you know how many trips back you had to take because you forgot something, because of that albedo developed a habit of coming with you on certain trips. well, no time to waste, sliding open the car door and taking a seat.
“Do you have everything?”
“Yes I made sure!”
“Even your credit card?”
“Shit. lemme get i-”
“No need, I was planning on paying anyway.”
“No wait, don’t tell me I forgot something important again, is it my birthday?’”
“Ahah, no it’s not your birthday, I simply just want to pay. There’s no problem is there?”
“No, not at all.”
“Great.”
The slightest smile appeared on his face, he’s the sweetest thing ever. You swear this man has no idea how much you adore him not to mention how happy he made you. His smile, his eyes down to his everything there wasn’t a thing about this man that wasn’t absolutely breathtaking. You dared to say it even the way this man looks at you was utter perfection. How he made you feel like or why you even feel like this is all a blur but you assume it to be this thing called love. Your in love, you’re in love with him.
“[name] are you ok? You’ve been staring for quite a while.”
“Nothing, it’s just you.”
“Me?”
“Yes you! Your face, your eyes everything it’s nice to just look at you.”
“I’m unaware of where that came from but thank you, I take your compliments quite dearly.”
A nice moment between both of you, you wish things could stay like this forever. It’s peaceful you like it. Not to fear though you knew somehow this wouldn’t be the end of these comforting domestic moments but it would be the end of this one seeing as you were at your destination.
“Were here.”
“I can see that I have a bad memory, not eyesight.”
“I was just checking. You never know, one day I might have to drag you to the ophthalmologist.”
“ oh please if anyone here needs glasses it’s you!”
“I’ve checked multiple times before and my vision is at an optimal standard.”
“Whatever makes you sleep at night!”
Asideing the married couple bickering you two had just gone through, you stepped out of the car looking over the list but you feel something dripping on your head a liquid like substance falling on your head.
“bedo it’s raining!”
“I’m well aware, do you believe me when I say you need glasses now?”
“Nope, not at all!”
“What is my explanation not good enough for you?”
“I just don’t need glasses, we should go inside instead of standing here like weirdos”
“As you say”
Walsting over to the grocery store albedo hands you his umbrella, you didn’t say anything just giving him a soft smile in appreciation, times like this were wonderful love without interruption is such a blissful feeling and you were even more ecstatic about the fact that you were doing this with him. The clashing and rolling of the carts didn’t bother you at all it was a familiar sound Mabey even a comforting one, was it, or maybe everything like a daydream, when bedo, ’s around.
“Now that we’re here do you have the list?”
“Mhm just like you said!”
“Lovely.”
A long 34 minutes of asking albedo if you could get stuff but who was he to deny you and honestly he doesn’t mind doing this with you, maybe he even likes doing arbitrary things with you, albedo loving something other than Klee and science now that was unheard of! I mean until he met you, who knew the scientist would be in love with such random domestic activity certainly not him, but yet still these small moments with you meant everything to him.
“Albedo what do you think of eggos waffles?”
“Eggo what?”
“Eggo waffles! They’re basically just waffles.”
“If you like them we can get them.”
Walking back over to the self-serve cashier machine laying out all the stuff you bought which to a while since you had quite a bit of stuff in your cart.
“That will be $462.54!~”
Looking at the alarmingly large number on the screen you lifted your hand to grab some stuff from the shopping cart.
“Sorry bedo ill put this ba-”
A fell a sudden pressure on your wrist stops you from picking up any more items.
“What are you doing I said id pay remember?”
“Well yes I remember that’s quite a lot of money especially since non of this stuff is specifically for you”
‘Yes, it’s not for me because this is your shopping trip.”
“Will you let me pay you back after?”
“No.”
After those words, you heard a beep and a robotic voice.
“Your purchase is completed thank you for shopping!~”
“Albedo!”
“But you said you’d let me pay?”
“Yeah, not 400 usd!”
“Well, it’s not like we can reverse it now how about I drive you back now.”
‘We’re leaving already? But the air feels so cool!”
“If you want an air conditioner I can bu-”
“Nope! No more spending lets go”
Walking back over into the rain with bags and finally settling into the car. a peaceful drive home even though you and albedo go back and forth it was never serious, just another thing to love about him. The street light flashing buy as you pace by the night sky has never looked better you see things start to slow down as the street become more familiar oh you were home!
Both stepping out of the car albedo offered to help you with packing out the stuff seeing as to the sheer amount of them. carrying on with some nice meaningless conversations that you still valued all because they were with him, and he thought the same about albedo was not the talkative time talking with you was something he quite enjoyed.
“Ok that's about it, I hope you got everything you wanted”
“I did, thank you bedo I couldn’t express it enough.”
“A thank will be fine, ill be on my way now get some sleep ok [name].”
“You to albedo! By the way.”
He stopped in his tracks herring your words, a bit brought back by you holding his face so dearly and closely bringing him in for a kiss
“I love you!”
“I love you too [name].”
He cant wait for more moments with you especially ones like these.
A.n — just some bedo fluff for yall since I have a lot of angst plans>:)
wait were supposed to hate Olivia Rodrigo . . .🙁 gusse i didnt get the memo
the day some smut writers stop putting random Japanese honorifics (senpai, onii chan, nii san etc.) in there're work is the day i'll rest in peace.