Metaphorically I guess you could say Hua Cheng as crimson rain represents heaven's blood and period cramps considering his whole blood rain thing and periodic just being a huge pain in the balls for everyone involved and then Xie Lian would therefore be the tampon sucking up his destruction briefly before he eventually enters his toxic shock era and destroys heaven even more than hc did
me, a supposed writer, when i can’t find the very specific scenario i made up in my head in any fanfic: am i- am i supposed to write it myself??
I thought so many things & never said a single one aloud. I choked on such longing I couldn’t spit out. Yes, desire is so different when God bore you hungry. I could have devoured anything and still have been starving.
Yves Olade, Belovéd
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them: so why are you so into death magic and morbid, dark aspects of witchcraft?
me: there is a bitter truth in the evanescence of life and languishing charm in the macabre; you cannot know life without touching death with your fingertips. the decay is the melody of soul.
me to me, in my head, truthfully: i am an edge goblin creature and I love being dramatic and looking good in black
me: i’m in my [character/fandom] era. i think it’s going to be permanent
also me, literally a week later: i’m in my [different character/fandom] era. i think it’s going to be permanent
“nobody is making you do this” i am driven by unnatural forces you will never even begin to comprehend