Marbleslost27 - Liable To Crashout ‼️

i hate living in small town, middle of fucking nowhereville bc

everything is so painfully familiar. someone could ask how far the nearest library is and how to get there and i could tell them the directions without even touching my phone.

theres that One Highway and one Road that is just AWFUL. traffic is horrible, roads aren't paved, and there's an accident damn near daily?? "omg please don't take us down ********* road I'd like to get home before midnight (it's noon)"

I've not seen a singular individual that I've never met. been with the same group of people in school since i was 7 years old and will be with them until I'm 17.

THE HEAT. so many buildings and not enough trees. all the construction all around all the time is not making that any better.

EXTREME lack of walkability once you pass the main part of the highway. it takes me 45 minutes to walk to a store and no more than 10 (without traffic) to drive there.

convinced the only place worse in this state is the coast. i would genuinely hate living by the beach but it's nice to visit every now and then

you can't! that was not you pookie!!

junji ito would be proud. this looks straight out of uzumaki

was talking about my father (who i am estranged from and have been for 13 months) in public to my mom. i bring up how his wife, my stepmother, is an enabler and let him treat me horribly, and some random lady was like "you shouldn't talk about family like that"

ma'am. madam. you were not there. what gives you the right to judge how i should act and talk about a situation that traumatized me??

my father is a diagnosed overt narcissist. for the years i was in middle school all the way til my last semester of freshman year, he treated me and ONLY me (not his other 3 kids) like shit consistently. there's probably a hundred incidents that went down in the 3 years leading up to our estrangement. my stepmother doesn't deserve all the blame because though she is an enabler for his terrible behavior, he is the one that is unwilling to change. it should not have been up to the me of last year to call a 34 year old man out on his bullshit. i was 14.

istg the discussions of mental health on tiktok have made some people irl absolutely insufferable. "he can't control his actions and he doesn't know what he's doing" he's a fucking adult. i don't feel bad about it because sorry, i don't care what he was going through, there's no reason in the world your precious ego should come before the respect of your kid. it would be different if he treated all 4 of us the same and we would have common ground, but it is just ME. they don't know how it's been.

anyway i told her to mind her business bc wtf

aki his face got replaced with a fucking sword. you're focusing on the wrong thing

she's so real for this

yes you did.

no it will not be.

i hate both this chapter and 21 but it was the start of denji's journey to separating the forms of affection/ relationships so I must include it.

dawg wrap it up😭

have none of these mfs ever heard of a femme fatale oh my days

idc if she's beautiful she is NOT‼️ to be trusted

"youre still young you have so much to live for" not in this country. i do not dream of working. i do not look forward to living in an apartment in my mom's hometown and barely able to support myself. and according to my grandpa these are the BEST?? years of my life??? if that's true kill me now. i will not be making it to 17 if this keeps up