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Name a more attractive man…I’ll wait
Girlies!!
Here are some ideas of the different writing I will be posting! I already posted Norman F Rockwell! 😚
You guys can send different ideas/asks too! Just send and I’ll write! 💗
Norman F Rockwell
D Winston x reader
Warnings : toxic relationships , toxic men , mentions of sexual topics , drinking , Dallas Winston
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God damn, man child
You fucked me so good that I almost said “I love you”
You were laid down in your floral sheets, your mind no longer filled with self conscious or nervous thoughts as your boyfriend laid down next to you. Your breathing had calmed down and your eyes scanned over Dally’s face. He had a proud grin on his lips like he had just won the lottery, you don’t know whether to be proud or regret the whole thing. Dallas had sat up resting his bare back against your headboard. He seems bored but how can he be after how you both showed all of your love?
You sat up next to Dallas and smiled. He glanced back at you and raised an eyebrow.
“What?”
“Nothing…it’s just I wanted to tell you I-”
He got off of your bed and began to get back into his clothes, not even paying attention to what you have to say.
“Mhm, sounds great doll.”
You just sat there, just watching him as he pulled on his leather jacket and lit up a cancer stick. He put his boots back on and cleared his throat as he met your gaze again. You somehow smiled as you met his eyes but it wasn’t returned. It never will be.
“Uh..same time tomorrow?”
You nodded your head slowly not being able to comprehend the reality that he doesn’t love you. You just can’t comprehend that he’s using you…
You’re fun and you’re wild
But you don’t know the half of the shit you put me through
You of course decided to go to one of Bucks parties as Dal’s girl. You knew he felt proud with his arm slung around your shoulders as you both walked into the busy and messy bar. You obviously know what your purpose is for the night, you’re here for Dallas..so you have to have fun. You have to listen to him and not make a scene. You have to be perfect. He walked around the party with you at his hip the whole night. You sat in his lap as he talked to his Greaser buddies, he talked about his wild adventures and he played pool. It felt like how it was supposed to, it was supposed to be a fun, crazy party. It was of course but the night turned when the drinks came along.
You lost Dallas in the big crowd and now you’re alone. You’re alone in a crowded bar with guys you don’t even know around you. You came to be perfect for your boyfriend, to show him you’re everything he needs. But you second guess your perfectness when you see him with another girl. He’s got her pinned to the wall with his hands on her hips and in one blink of an eye his lips are on hers.
You froze as you stared at the scene happening across the bar.
“He’s just drunk” you tell yourself.
But when you’re walking out of the warm bar by yourself into the cold night. You second guess if he even does love you. But every time you think that you always say “He’ll change.” But the change hasn’t came yet and you’re still waiting for it.
Your poetry’s bad and you blame the news
But I can’t change that and I can’t change your mood
Dallas had come over after a few weeks of ignoring you. You’re the one that reaches out to him and you had after the party but he never called back. He never reached out asking if you were ok or if you wanted him to pick you up from school. Nothing.
But the reason why he did come over wasn’t for apologizing about kissing a girl in the same room as you, but for a hookup. You guess he got bored of all the other girls so now he’s going back to someone he knows will give in so easily, and you give in. Every. Single. Time.
“Come on, Doll. It’ll be quick. ‘Just wanna spend time with my girl.”
Your breathed hitched in your throat as he put his hands on your hips, his hands moving up and down your sides.
“I don’t know Dal..I’ve got a headache.”
His eyebrows furrowed at your comment and he shook his head.
“Headache? Great. It’s always something with you, huh?”
You looked up at him and felt your heart race. You feel like you’ve screwed up because now he’s pissed. He’s pissed he can’t get in your pants and he’s going to turn it all on you.
“Sorry Dal, it’s just-”
He scoffed and raised his hands in mock surrender.
“Whatever, man. You don’t wanna spend time with your guy? I get it, I know when I’m not wanted.”
He began to step away from you but you know he won’t leave because you’re wrapped around his fingers.
“Wait. I do wanna spend time with you. I’m fine..it’s okay.”
And that’s how he’s gotten full control over you. He knows you’ll let him use you. He knows he’ll get whatever he wants from you because he has full control.
‘Cause you’re just a man
It’s just what you do
Your head in your hands as you color me blue.
Yea, you’re just a man all through and through
Your head in your hands as you color me blue
No matter where you go with Dallas it feels like you can’t leave him. You can’t leave his side because you know he’ll find someone better than you. He’ll show them off like he used to with you, but now he already has you and there’s no fun in that.
Goddamn man child
You act like a kid even though you stand six foot two
Self loathing poet, resident Laurel Canton, know it all
You talk to the walls when the party gets bored of you
But I don’t get bored, I just see you through
Dallas had been talking to his buddies at the bar, Sodapop Curtis, Steve Randle and Two-bit Mathew’s. But something changed when the girls started walking in and started a conversation with everyone else except Dallas. His brows furrowed and his mouth twitched into a sneer. You were sat at the bar just watching Dal’s face turn in annoyance and you couldn’t help but wonder, “why would no one pay attention to him?”
Dallas had caught your eyes and sauntered over to you, his sneer turning into a grin. He sat next to you in the empty seat, that was his earlier until he left you to go talk to his friends.
“What’s up with you, sweetie?”
And that’s how the night had started. You listened to his New York accent drawl as he spoke about his flashy and wild decisions back in New York. He’s told you them before but you don’t mind. You could listen to him talk forever. You know he’s drunk and that might be why he’s paying you so much attention and repeating the things he has told you many times before.
“You’re a real broad, huh?”
You smiled to yourself and couldn’t help but giggle like a little school girl.
“Yea..you’re some hot broad, Cherry.”
Why wait for the best when I can have you?
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Paparazzi
Soda C x Reader
Warnings: sappy Sodapop Curtis, obsessed reader
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We are the crowd
We’re coming out
Got my flash on, it’s true
Need that picture of you
It’s so magical
We’d be fantastical
You and Sodapop Curtis have been friends for a long while. Too long. Your stomach turns every time you see him smile at another girl that flirts with him at the DX. Every single time. There’s always that usual group of girls that are preppy Soc wannabes. They want his attention. They want him. You can’t help the fact you want him too.
“You know what’s weird?”
You leaned back against the gas pump as Soda worked on an old car. He was under it and you couldn’t help but admire the way his hands worked on the car.
“Lots of things are weird. Like this car has the right gas but-”
You cut him off not caring about the junky car.
“Yeah, yeah. But we’ve been friends for so long and we have no pictures together.”
He was quiet for a few seconds as he worked on the car. You shifted on your feet as you looked over at him. You thought you were being subtle but you just really want a picture of the gorgeous man you’re luckily friends with.
“Yeah..I guess you’re right. I only got one picture of me and Steve. I wish I got a camera-”
“I got a camera! Hold on I left it inside, let me get it real quick.”
You couldn’t help the butterflies that were fluttering in your stomach. You got to take a picture with your handsome best friend.
You quickly grabbed the camera that you got for your birthday last year before subtly fixing your hair before walking back outside. When you got outside Soda was out from under the car and was wiping the grease off his hands with a rag. You smiled at him and he returned it.
“Here. Now we can finally get a picture together and I’ll get one with Steve and you.”
He grinned and nodded his head.
“Great. How do I look? Do I look like the finest guy in Tulsa?”
Your heart stammered and you smiled. You were gonna agree but you decided to swat his arm anyway and just laugh.
“You’re so conceited it’s sickening.”
You fixed the camera before holding it up. Soda stood next to you and he put his arm around your waist for the picture. You felt your face heat up and the camera clicked, a white flash occurring. After a few seconds you put the camera down and you took the printed photo out of the camera. You smiled to yourself as you looked at the photo. You couldn’t wait to flaunt this picture to all your friends. You took a picture with the Sodapop Curtis.
Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
but this photo of us it don’t have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
“Whoa! You got a picture with that hottie?”
Your friends were over for whatever reason. You mostly wanted them over to flaunt the gorgeous picture you had hung up on your desk with all the other pictures you had with your friends.
“Yep.”
“Lucky, he’s so cute!”
“I wish I got a picture with him.”
“So…are you guys like going steady or something?”
You jumped at that last question by one of your friends.
“What? No. Nuh uh. We’re just friends.”
Your friend’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
“So he put his hand on your wait for a picture just for you guys to be friends? Sure..”
You bit the inside of your cheek as you let your friends word sink into your head. Soon everyone else there started to agree to what she said and you couldn’t help but think about Sodas feelings.
You held the photo in your hand as your eyes looked at Sodas gleaming face. He has grease on his face and hands but he’s still cute. He has a smile that can bright up the whole sky. You just wish you were more than friends.
‘Cause you know that baby I’m your biggest fan
I’ll follow you until you love me
Paparazzi
Baby, there’s no other superstar
You know that I’ll be your paparazzi
You were sat in the diner booth with Steve, Evie and of course Soda. Soda had invited you to tag along since he “didn’t want to be alone.” You were glad to tag along since you liked Evie and Soda. You got to be by his side the whole time and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
Soda and Steve sat across from you and Evie in the booth so you both could get a good look at the boys. You smiled as Soda talked about cars or drag races which you had no interest in. But what you liked was how his eyes would light up when he talked about his interests or how his smile would grow when he knew you were watching him.
“Steve, remember when Two-bit chugged so much beer it came out of his nose?”
Sodapop chuckled and you raised your eyebrows, so did Evie. Steve rolled his eyes and slapped Soda on the back of his head
“That was me doofus!”
You and Evie snickered. You loved watching Soda and Steve interact it was funny seeing two best friends having a great connection.
“Guys, please don’t fight I want to enjoy my burger.”
Evie shook her head as she spoke and you giggled.
“Oh, yeah? You want to take this outside, buddy?”
“Maybe I do.”
Steve and Soda started ruffling each other’s hair but they started to die down when extra fries came to the table. You sipped on your Coke and glanced around the diner then back at the table. You laughed when Soda grabbed the tomato off your burger and you rolled your eyes.
“What?”
“Did you just take my tomato?”
He shrugged before grinning.
“I know you don’t like em’ so I took it.”
You nodded your head before closing your burger.
“Thanks.”
“Anytime, sugar.”
He winked at you and you felt like your stomach was filled with butterflies.
When everyone was done eating it was time to head out since it was already getting dark. Steve and Evie walked together and you and Soda were left alone.
You both walked side by side on the cracked Tulsa pavements. You guys didn’t talk about anything in particular just everything that was on both of your minds.
“So Goofys a dog?”
“No he drives a car, Soda.”
“Didn’t Mickey drive a boat?”
You tilted your head in thought but shook your head.
“That’s steamboat Willy.”
“They’re the same mouse!”
You and Soda started to laugh as you continued to walk to your house. The sky was filled with stars that lit up the whole sky. You glanced over at Soda who was looking up at the stars as you both walked.
“You’re gonna trip, Soda.”
“Nope..looks I can do this backwards.”
He started to walk backwards as his eyes stayed looking up at the sky. You shook your head before you both got closer to your house.
“You know, I never realized how pretty something so far away could be.”
You looked over at him and shrugged your shoulders.
“The stars are pretty.”
His eyes landed on your face as you looked up at the stars. Sure you were talking about stars but he was talking about you.
“You know, if I had a lasso I could capture one of the stars for you.”
You laughed and you both continued walking up towards your drive way.
“I’m serious. Whatever you want I’ll get it for you.”
His words were sincere but how would you tell him that you want him?
You both stood on your front porch with Soda infront of you.
“I had fun tonight.”
“Me too, we need to do that more often. Maybe just us next time.”
You smiled softly and nodded your head.
“Yeah, that’d be nice.”
He grinned widely as he looked at you. His eyes lingered on your face longer than they should be.
“Great. Let’s call it a date!”
Your mouth fell open but you couldn’t speak. He chuckled before stepping off your porch and trying to moon walk down your drive way.
“See you later pretty baby!”
Promise I’ll be kind
But I won’t stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you’ll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Paparazzi
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just found your blog and i love love love your writing!
Omg! 😝
thank you sm!!! 💕😚
I don’t want him, I need him. I swear there isn’t any other man out there like Matt Dillon and that sickens me! I need to clone him rn…or a Time Machine.
so why wasn’t he on my doorstep on feb 14???
𐙚My OC’s Aesthetic𐙚
I would climb the highest mountain and cross the skies above
I would write in flaming letters “You’re my one and only love”
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This movie did Marilyn soo dirty. But the actresses acting was good.
About Me!!
My name is Adriana and this is my new blog! This is the same exact blog one as my deleted one 😭!
Here are a few of my fave things:
Artists : Lana Del Rey , Lesley Gore , Brenda Lee , Marilyn Monroe , Frank Sinatra , The Rolling Stones , Fleetwood Mac , Etta James , Ella Fitzgerald , The Supremes , Connie Francis , Billie Holiday
Hobbies : Drawing , painting , dancing , writing , journaling , editing , reading
Things I love : Sunsets , Sunrises , oldies , vintage , shopping , fashion , The Outsiders , Marilyn Monroe , Jewlery , Carnations , Barbie , Cherry Coke , sleeping , Dallas Winston / Matt Dillon
Random things : Aquarius sun , Capricorn moon , Gemini rising , she/her
Fictional Characters : Dallas Winston , Ponyboy Curtis , Lorelei Lee , Aurora , Cinderella , Charlotte La Bouff , Kat Stratford , Allie Hamilton , Jack Duncan , Mia Thermopolis , Elle Woods
Fav Movies : Priscilla , The Outsiders , The Notebook , Sleeping Beauty , Gentlemen Prefer Blondes , Liars Moon , The Man In The Moon , Dirty Dancing , 10 Things I Hate About You , The Princess Diaries , Legally Blonde
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I write fanfics for The Outsiders!
So please request!!
See ya Girlies!
omg another mariyln monroe girly! literally my queen 🌟 your blog is absolutely adorable, i love it so much and omg your taste in everything is immaculate! we have to be best friends now ☝🏻
YES!!! 😭💕
I literally love you and thank you so much!!!?? You’re now my official bestie! 😚