After Conducting A Survey From The Discord Servers I Am In And My Followers On Tumblr Dot Com I Have

ITS LATE AT NIGHT AND YOU CANT SLEEP THE ROOM IS TOO COLD AND THE BLANKETS ARE TOO HOT YOUVE TOSSED AND TURNED FOR HOURS YOU HERE A SCRAPING SOUND AND I SCRAMBLE THROUGH YOUR WINDOW BEFORE YOU HAVE TIME TO SCREAM I SHOVE SEVERAL NUTRITIOUS ORANGE SLICES IN YOUR MOUTH I HAND YOU A SKATEBOARD AND A WW2 ERA SHOTGUN COVERED IN RUNES AND BONES DUCT TAPE AND CRAYONS I KICKFLIP OUT INTO THE NIGHT MOTIONING FOR YOU TO FOLLOW "SADDLE UP FUCKO WERE GOING NIGHTMARE HUNTING"

I’m slathered in sleepytime baby lotion and I’m no longer afraid to die.

The only emotional spectrum I can relate to

The best part about me is the anxiety, the second best part is the anxiety about being anxious, and the third best part is the fear that others will hate me for my visible anxiety <3 just kidding best part about is the mind blowing head game

Pulp soulsborne!

I think everyone should make dumb ugly zines and bad music and write shitty books with weird premises and publish them for pay what you will online. I think people should write plays that are only ever intended to be performed with their friends in their living rooms. I think people who like ttrpgs should explore bizarre itch.io games and new systems that have no affiliation whatsoever with any major publishing house. If youre lucky enough to have a cool local community radio station nearby you should listen to that and what people close to you have to say and what they're creating that has no focus on being nationally appealing. I just think creation should be more joyful and local both in a geographic sense and a personal and social sense and unconcerned with whether or not it will be commercially viable or slick or even good beyond your own pride in it. And I think it's good to seek out art that exists for its own sake or to appeal to the community it was created within

Got reminded again of my old coworker who was a massive misogynist but also trans inclusive. Told me he believed trans women are indeed women because "only women would be stupid enough to want to be women"

I wonder what he's doing now

"Hungry, maybe, but surely I can do something else a little longer and then make something to eat oh god oh fuck I waited too long and now I feel terrible and cooking something feels impossible and I'll just have to order way too expensive and unhealthy fast food again"

One of my least favorite mental illness things is "hungry but dont feel like eating" and its companions "hungry but all the food in the house is Illegal," "hungry but can't make anything," and "hungry, want to eat, but why bother"

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