I Have Spent Many Hours Thinking About The Complexities Of Bella And Arthur’s Relationship And I’ve

everybody wants to be my enemy

[ID copied from ALT: A digital drawing of Arthur Lester and John Doe, done in warm, saturated colors. Arthur looks forward with an intense expression on his face, holding a brilliant lantern aloft. In the background, John bleeds into Arthur’s design, a minimally indicated mouth open as if he’s speaking to Arthur. The arm that John controls is rendered in the same wavy yellow style as the rest of John, but Arthur is rendered less abstractly. Starbursts decorate some parts of the image, and the whole thing is overlaid with a faint layer of grain. The second image is the same drawing, zoomed in. End ID.]

I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.

Arthur and John in Dreamlands, a first piece about the new obsession, the Malevolent podcast. My life's still at the "horror is my comfort genre because the reality is worse anyway" level, and these two are keeping me sane, as wild as it sounds. And the beautiful picasso jasper with desert-like pattern

[ID copied from ALT: The first image shows Kayne from Malevolent taking Sam Reich’s place on the game changer set behind the host podium. The set around him has splashes of blood. The second image shows Arthur Lester, leaning on a player podium on the set of Game Changer, looking off screen towards the host podium, looking haggard. John peeks over his shoulder. End ID.]

Now, you two understand how the game works?

No. Fuck off.

@horseboneologist gave me a list of prompts involving Hastur, on of which was “Hastur threatening John” and I like torturing my favorites. Poor John… 😘

Playing with a redesign to incorporate the pallid mask and a more fleshy look that I’ve been wanting to do for a while. Of course I see all of the eldritch creatures/entities as more fluid and not really locked into how they appear, so I’m having fun being inconsistent with how I draw Hastur and his fragments lol

i was bored

image id: a pen drawing of Arthur lester and john doe. Arthur is walking down the street next to a brick wall. the collar of his long coat covers the bottom of his face. his hands are in the coats pockets. the light coming from the direction of the viewer casts a sharp shadow on the ground that morphs into johns silhouette. he is a dark shape, vaguely person shaped, with long hair and a white mask. the ends of his hair curl up like flames. John looms over Arthur, his mask is looking down at him. the pattern of the bricks continues behind John. end image id.

anyone here fw malevolent the podcast?

Some doodles from Malevolent 🥰 Lily the buopoth aka moss cow from Episode 19 and just me being silly and saying "what if John tried to chew on Kayne like a chew toy"

Drew Lily for @ashes-in-a-jar originally!

[ID: First image: A colored picture of Lily the buopoth(moss cow) from episode 19. It's a light pink and tan furry elephant type creature with rock like horns covering its head and back. It has moss covering the back and head. It has an anteater like snout with flowers in its mouth. It has brown eyes and an elephant like tail with long hair on it for swatting flies. It has one foot raised as if starting to walk. There is a shadow underneath with a blueish splashy background. The artist logo is in the lower right corner in the shape of a diamond with a date, "SH 08282022"

Second Image: chibis of John and Kayn. John has black hair that fades to gold, and he has grayish skin with gold eyes. He is wearing gold and black robes. He looks angry. John is biting Kayne on his arm. Kayne has his arm stretched out and looks like he's laughing. He has light grayish skin and a crack over his right eye. He has black hair that fades to white, with three stripes of white in his hair. He is wearing a grey button up with a black jacket. He also has sharp teeth. /END ID]

[VD: A small roughly animated gif of Arthur Lester, initially neutral and standing. John's hand then reaches for his face and abruptly grabs him by the cheeks, pulling him forward, and then pressing his palm against Arthur's lips in a kiss. A little heart fizzles above the kiss. As John starts to pull his hand away, Arthur catches it and holds it closer to his face. Another heart fizzles above the kiss as John's fingers press into Arthur's cheek. Arthur is drawn in blue lineart with gold eyes, and John is drawn with black lineart to distinguish the two. End ID.]

FUCK IT WE BALLLLLLL I'VE STILL GOT IT!!!! on a whim i gave myself 3 hours to animate whatever i could and post whatever the end result was to try and force myself to animate something and lo and behold!!!! we got something!! :D

I'm actually really happy with this. smudge frames and anticipation my beloved. look at them. they r keesing. 🥰