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Today I attempted my very first fast. I made it to 21 hours! I'm very proud of myself! Tomorrow I'll try for the full 24 and progress from there 👍

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So I've been super super anxious lately. Started a new job, went back to school after summer break. And now I'm not eating. Less in a purposeful way, but more in a im not hungry and I don't know what to do about it way. I need help. But I have no idea what to do. I can't go to inpatient hospitalization because I'll probably lose my job. And I can't miss school. But everything is getting so difficult. And I'm so lost and so confused. If you have any advice, please share. I could really use it.

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I found this thread here. Look at my masterpost tag for more!

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Black Rose

Catharsis

Dark Deception

Dungeon nightmares

Fingerbones

Hide and Seek

The Lost Souls

Old Fashioned Browser games

A Rabbit Fable

A Small Talk At The Back Of Beyond

Abandoned

Alice is dead series ( EP 1 - EP 2 - EP 3

Astrocities series ( First Game - Second Game )

Aurora Series ( EP 1 - EP 2 ]

Bunker 16

Cellar door

Coma

Cult Prophecy

Curse Village

Crypt Keeper

Deep Sleep Series (Deep sleep - Deeper Sleep - Deepest Sleep )

Eddies Lament

Eyes

Exmortis Series ( EP1 - EP 2 )

Free IceCream

GhostScape Series (Ghosetscape - GhosetScape 2: The cabin )

Goliath the Soothsayer

Haunted

Intruder

IRemain

Killer Escape Series ( EP 1 - EP 2 - EP 3 )

Lakeviewcabin

Morbid series ( EP 1 - EP 2 )

Purgatorium

Satanorium

Real Horror Stories

Silent Hill:Distant scars

Silent Hill: Final redemption

Silent Hill: Room 306

Time to wake up

The beckoning

The outside

The Tin Soldier

The ugly

traumata

Vorago

Escape-Games

Bars of black and white

DreamgateEscape

Edgar’s Dream

Insantatarium

Monster basement series ( EP 1 - EP 2 )

Nekra Psaria

Piece

Space Oddity Series ( EP1 - EP 2 )

Submachine Series

The infinite Ocean

ToyBox

Urbex

Downloadable Games

7Days

All Pigs Deserves To Burn In Hell

Anna

Ascension

Bad Dreams: Series

Bewilder House

Bottle Rockets

CalmTime

Hide

Freaky Science

Homesick

I see you

Imscared - a pixelated nigtmate

Lea

The Deep; True Horror Edition

The Groundskeeper

The Mask Reveals Disgusting Face

Vanish

Which

Wooden Floors

Slenderman and Slendermand knock-offs

Slenderman Original Slender: The eight Pages - )

SlenderTubbies

Forest 2

RPG-Maker Games

.flow

Death Proclaimed

Desperate Love Feast

Dreaming Mary

HELLO? HELL…O?

IB

It Moves

Lisa the first

Mad Father

Mermaid Swamp

Misao ( Original Version - Updated Version )

OFF

Paranoiac

Schuld

Somnium

Taunt

The crooked man

The Sandmand

The Wedding

The Witch’s house

[Yume Nikki] - temporarily broken link

Wait

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Mutant uprising

My father’s long, long legs

Riverside

The sagittarian Series ( EP 1 EP 2 EP 3 EP 4 )

BEST BTS AT MAMA MOMENTS

THE INCREDIBLE BODY ROLLS AT MIC DROP REMIX

TAEHYUNG SHOWING HIS BACK

JUNGKOOK FLOATING IN THE AIR

JIMIN AND JHOPE’S DANCES

THAT KEPT GETTING NOTHING BUT BETTER THROUGH THE YEARS

THE LEGENDARY STAGE WHERE JIMIN RIPPED HIS SHIRT

MAMA IS V BEING AT THE TOILET AND RUNNING TO SEE GALLANT (little does he know in the future gallant will cover his song Singularity)

MAMA IS ALSO V RUNNING FROM THE TOILET TO SEE JOHN LEGEND (Little does he know he will not only meet him later but sign his love yourself album to him)

MAMA IS WHEN WE REALIZED JUNGKOOK HAS A BIG HEART

MAMA IS THE INTERACTIONS BEWTWEEN THE ARTISTS

THE SHOCKED FACES OF  A FIRST WIN

MAMA IS THE TEARS OF HARDSHIPS

MAMA IS THE TEARS OF JOY

MAMA IS THE EMOTIONS OF A UNITED TEAM …

GETTING TOGETHER FOR A HUG TO CELEBRATE A WIN

MAMA IS EVERY MEMBER OF BTS GIVING HIS ALL FOR A PERFECT STAGE THAT WILL BECOME A WONDROUS MEMORY. MAMA IS THIS AND MORE.

I can contort my body into a thousand positions. But none of them feel the same way I felt when you held me in your arms at night.

Melissa Rose

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I swear it’s following me around. I’ve told people about it, but they don’t believe me. In the shower, I’m terrified to close my eyes. What if it sneaks in from the drain and puts its skeleton hands around my waist and won’t let go until I’m drowning under the spray of water and can no longer scream for help? I lay in bed at night as it knocks at my window. “Let me in”. No. “Let me in”. I close my eyes but then the feeling comes back again and I realize now that I’ve opened the window. Now it’s staring at me. It grins. It tells me it’s sweet stories, tongue licking at my ear as it lulls me to sleep. But in the morning, when I wake, I can barely move. I’m sluggish, disoriented, confused. Each step is like standing on hot coals, but I cannot get my body to move further than the end of my bedroom. And I hear it again, “Don’t go out there. Stay in here. It’s so much better in here. Isn’t it?” I stand as still as a painting as the voice repeats itself over and over. I know it won’t stop until I’m under the covers, until I’m in bed and don’t leave until I’m nothing but a skeleton and some tears. But I slam my first against the door. I can’t do this. I don’t want to do this. I mumble under my breath, but she cannot hear me. “What did you say darling? I know you’ll feel better once you get back to bed…” I slump against the door, wondering if maybe the bed is the safe haven I’ve always been searching for. But then that feeling comes back. “Im hungry.” I say defiantly, as I rip the door open. There is no one there. Just wisps of black flying out the window. But I know she’ll be back. But as I slip into the bathroom, I tremble as I stand on the scale. I hope for above 100. That’s all I need. Something to cling on to. I hear her claws against the window but I stare at the numbers until my eyes lose focus. 99. I can deal with that. I lift my shirt, my ribs are showing, but when I run my fingers along the expanse of my body, I do not feel all bones and misery. She claws again. “You’ll feel better when you don’t eat.” She whispers from outside. But how can I feel better when I can barely stand? How can I feel better when my body starts to collapse inside itself imploding like a broken star? I stumble out of the bathroom and into the kitchen. “There’s nothing here you want.” She says. But my stomach is growling and I don’t care what I eat anymore as long as it’s food. No more crackers. No more skipped meals. No more fainting. I read a book about a girl with an eating disorder. Bulimia. She died alone in a seedy hotel room when she threw up one too many times and ripped her esophagus clean open. Choking to death, in order to be perfect. I may be skin and bones and I may think about dying. But I will not let this monster take me. She speaks kind words into my ears and part of me wishes for the warmth of my bed, the calm of my room. Maybe she is right. Maybe everything will be better when just the skeleton of me exists. And I turn around and take a step towards my room, and she smiles. “Good girl,” She coos, like I’m a little baby, learning how to walk. But I’m learning much more than how to walk, im learning how to survive, how to be perfect. But someone once told me that there was no such thing as perfect, and that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And the last time he told me I was beautiful, my heart sank into the depth of the earth, growing like a tree ready to reach the sunlight above. So I reach for that candy bar, and she screams, “Stop stop stop stop. What do you think you’re doing??” And I remember what it feels like to eat cotton balls, the cloth sticking to my mouth like peanut butter, but it was not peanut butter. I remember checking boxes for calories, when I should have been checking for prices. I remember crying alone in my room, wondering who’s going to save me, or maybe I’ll die alone in a hotel room, like that girl in that book. But when I bite into that candy bar, the monster dissipates. I no longer have to hear her cries, her soft words, her screams. And suddenly I remember how good chocolate tastes, how real food feels in my mouth. And when my friend calls me to go to dinner, I reply “yes”. This will be my first full meal in two months. I think I’m going to cherish it.

Melissa Rose

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CAN YOU PLEASE FUCKING USE THE ‘READ MORE’ TOOL IN YOUR FICS IM SICK OF SCROLLING THROUGH FIVE THOUSAND WORDS OF YOUR ‘TOTALLY ORIGINAL’ JUNGKOOK X JIMIN COFFEE SHOP AU IN THE WRONG TAGS

If I NEED U was filmed on a low budget… 

me at family gatherings

109.2

9 pounds away from goal weight.

50 sit-ups just because I had a slice of cake today.

I hate myself.

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