The Jam For My Pbj’s Is Spoilt :( I Had To Settle For Chocolate Sauce But JAM YUM (also Homemade Jam

big lights giving me terrible headaches so i shifted to using my lamp and some painkiller

anyway i got terrible sleep- slept at 5 am and wake up by 7.30, im so exhausted and nauseous but eh wtv, the exam doesn’t wait for anyone.

i’m gonna be off my phone all day now (hopefully) cuz even looking at the phone increases my headache :(

okay time to solve papers, bye

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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desk tour !! desk tour !! I've always found your desk aesthetic ...

yesss ofc ml <3 thank you sm

this is the overall view (much neater than usual)

i’ll add pictures and mention what is what 😭💌

starting from the left :

wooden thrifted stand

on the top, there’s an air cooler which is super helpful during summers <3 it only needs water and doesn’t make any noise and also is pretty cheap so def worth it ehe

the lower shelf has my collection of sticky notes <3 i’m a hoarder but i use them all, mostly :)

the pegboard - with cute decor that helps me romanticise my study area, and gives me space for cute storage (headphones, papers, id cards, etc)

below the pegboard is :

ipad and the study area where i normally sit at :), towards the right of my ipad is my calendar (bought from a local artist at an art fair) along with a bunch of lip balms, also has nailpolish and eyedrops 😭 all this placed on top of a pile of five books that i don’t really use for the aesthetic of it :)

also my pen stand is there - cute ceramic stand which holds ALOOOOOT and most of my stationary that i require :)

then comes this -

a wooden stand :

first drawer - miscellaneous items

second drawer - wires

third drawer - handy things (some meds, antiseptic cream, more lipbalm, small clips for keeping papers together)

on top of the stand - a cutie clock, period cramp relief roll on, glue and kinderjoy toys, stapler, and some other medication

next to the wooden stand is my metal rack for papers - has been extremely handy and holds all my papers since grade 10 😭

the wall above my stands has a bunch of postcards with words of motivation or just really cool shi 🤞🏼 along with the medal i won at a science fair this year (i don’t have anywhere else to keep it and im lowk proud of it 😔) and also a dream catcher that a friend gifted me some time ago :)

lastly - books. reference neet books.

and i can’t forget this lil stand that holds my notebooks and is next to my chair :) super handy and is at the verge of breaking but we make do.

THAT IS ALL

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ANON ILYSM 💌

24 january 2025

finally done with my jee mains; exam went pretty decently but i didn’t attempt math.

now i will sleep for the next 12 hours and figure the next 100 days out tomorrow.

100 days left for neet as of today.

🧿

What are your hobbies?

hating, shitposting, crying, cribbing and even more hating.

ok being fr tho -

love editing (videos), reading, drawing, painting, football, studying for sure too ehehhehe

wtaf are WPE numericals

am i just stupid

bhagwan ji pls syllabus khatam karwa do

11 february 2025

today was really unproductive, idk i just wasn’t feeling too well today. also jee results are out and im fairly happy with my chemistry marks considering it’s my weakest subject and studied just one day before the exam.

i’ve been focusing on both, boards and neet so my study plan is something like - study for boards in the day time and do questions for neet at night. my goal is to do 300 questions per day (150 per chapter) but i didn’t reach the goal today, ive been feeling very burnt out too.

what i’ve done in the past few days :

electric charges and fields - boards and neet

electric potential and capacitance - boards and neet

current electricity - boards

electromagnetic induction - boards

alternating current - boards

human health and diseases - pyq

it’s not a lot for the past two days, i hope tomorrow goes much better than whatever the past few days have been. i need to pick up my pace on questions again. i don’t know how to deal with burnout.

pegboard filled. time to remove go above (quite literally)

i know it is a tough time , all dots connect later on , please take care right now

thank you <3

i’m going to sob the nerves are getting to me